At night, his parents came to Zhixia's room. Zhixia didn't light the lamp and was curled up in a corner. When Zhixia saw his parents come in, he wiped his tears and said,""Why do you always come in without knocking?”"You're my child, yet I still have to knock on the door?"”"Don't sit on the floor. It's so cold. You'll catch a cold."”When Zhi Xia heard this, his heart felt warm. He said,""Dad, you're not angry anymore? I was insensible just now. I'll go apologize later.”Father: " I've already talked to your mother about your auntie, but she's always been so mean. You shouldn't have contradicted her. I was only angry at you because you were the most sensible and worry-free of all my sisters. But why would you say such disgraceful words?”Zhi Xia: " Sorry, you guys have made me worry again…"" Zhixia, I didn't want you to study in Year One, but you insisted on it. Now that you've finally gotten into university, I'm not against it. Why are you not studying anymore?"”Zhi Xia: " I just don't want to study anymore. I can't get in…I want to go out and work."”Dad: " You're graduating in a year!”Zhi Xia: " We'll have to spend tens of thousands of yuan a year. Mom has to go for surgery again. How can we still have that much money?" Anyway, they were going to work hard. It was just a year earlier or a year later. Dad, Mom, actually, there were benefits to coming out earlier. Look at so many university students outside, but what did they get in exchange for their graduation certificates? Wasn't he still sleeping on the streets and unemployed? Perhaps if I go into society earlier, I might be able to do better than them.”Father: " You're already an adult. I don't object to what you want to do as long as you live well.”Zhi Xia smiled,"I want to do what I like."”Mom: " Zhixia, do you hate us? " We don't have the ability to make you study," Zhi Xia rubbed his eyes when he heard this. He swallowed his tears and laughed,""How can that be? I'm the one who didn't want to read it. It's not like you don't want me to read it.”Mom: " But, it was me back then…"" Mom, it's getting late. Go and rest early. Your health is not good."”Zhi Xia interrupted his mother. "Okay, you should rest early too."”With that, his parents left. Zhi Xia remembered what his mother had said just now,""Will you hate us?" He felt very uncomfortable.
That night, Zhi Xia tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep. She thought of her encounter with Xie Jun when she had just arrived at university. She thought of Yuyu, who had always protected her. She thought of Zhong Ming, who loved to help. She thought of Jiang Ji, who would always follow her. She thought of the warm-hearted Wang Dong. She thought of the arrogant He Yi. Finally, she thought of the person she shouldn't have thought of. To be honest, she had only gained so much in the past three years. Why did she lose so much more than she gained?。Zhi Xia really wanted to ask if they were doing well. As she thought about it, she accidentally fell asleep.
"Zhixia, are you done packing? The boat is leaving. Hurry up. We won't be able to catch the bus in the county town.”Father shouted loudly. "Oh, I'm coming. I'll be right down!" Zhi Xia shouted downstairs. She was going to accompany her mother for surgery today. She might have to stay in the city for half a month until her mother recovered.
Not long after they arrived on the boat, the weather in June was like a child. It changed its face whenever it wanted. It rained again. It was so annoying. It was like this every time, Zhi Xia complained. "Hurry up and open the umbrella. Don't catch a cold!”Dad scolded. " Oh." Zhi Xia unhurriedly opened the umbrella. His mother shook her head." This child is spoiled by us."”Zhi Xia looked at her mother seriously." You always talk nonsense…spoiled?" I'm the one who's bad, okay?" "Don't be silly. Help your mother hold the umbrella."”
The rain was getting heavier and heavier. It was as if the heavens were against us. The rain kept falling. The rain fell into the cabin, and the ship slowly sank. Zhi Xia kept scooping water with a Chinese caltrop. The rain wet his clothes and chilled his heart…This confused June…
" In a short while, the rain turned from bean-sized to dense needles, forming musical notes with the lake. Drip, drip, drip, it made people feel relaxed and happy. Looking at the few hazy islands in the distance, they were like gifts that stood up after the heavy rain. They could not be reached. Vaguely, they could also see the ships dotted with stars on the lake. The ships were getting further and further away from home. The reflection of the ship on the lake was like a big fish, as if it was playing. This was the first time Zhixia felt in the past three years that there would be a time when his heart was at peace. Indeed, Three years ago, on that rainy day, when she was on the same boat as Zhiyu, she thought that it would be great if time could stop. But now, she didn't ask for much. She only wished that he could be happy and had no more fantasies.”
" After a few hours of hard work, we finally arrived at Changshan Island. The island is like a bright pearl embedded in Poyang Lake. The water reflects the mountains, and the mountains set off the water, forming beautiful paintings and unique scenery. There are not many people scattered here. Most of them make a living by fishing, and a small number of young people go out to look for work. They come back once a year. It's summer now, which is the time to fish. There are many types of fish, such as Zhixia who likes to eat whitebait. Mandarin fish, but these fish were not expensive. If it was in a big city, it would be amazing. wormwood, bamboo shoots, summer: fern, winter: Chinese cabbage was a rare dish that could not be found anywhere else. Even the locals had to go to the distant Caozhou to get it. In winter, thousands of birds came here for the winter. At that time, swans flew in front of their eyes, which was the best moment to embrace nature. Therefore, few people knew about this place. It was a typical " source of the world." Standing on Changshan Island and looking into the distance, Xiashan Island and other islands could be seen. Zhixia was glad to be a part of Poyang Lake and was proud of the charming beauty of his hometown.”
" When we arrive at Changshan Island, we still have to take a two-hour boat ride to our village. Zhixia took the fishing boat of our fellow villagers. After the villagers catch the fish, they will transport the fish to the rain farm in the village. Therefore, the boat we took is completely free. If the villagers have a good harvest today, they will give us a lot of fish to show that they have harvested today..."
It was already night time when they arrived at the county town. They couldn't drive to the province at night, so they had to stay in the hotel for the night. However, the noise in the county town made Zhi Xia sleepless all night. She opened the window and put on her headphones. The stars and moon in the sky were so beautiful. Where should she go?
At this moment, a text message came from Zhiyu. The content was as follows: "Are you asleep? I heard from your family that you're not studying anymore. What do you plan to do?”Zhi Xia didn't reply. Since she was going to forget him, why bother? Zhi Xia turned off his phone and took a deep breath. He told himself not to cry. Although tears weren't worth much, they were extremely precious. In the future, he would never cry for a certain someone again. He had to live a wonderful life. Tomorrow was another day. Good night...
" After a few twists and turns, we finally arrived at the city. It was just as I had imagined. There were bustling cars and noisy crowds. As soon as we entered the hospital, we could smell the faint smell of disinfectant. Zhixia was very familiar with this smell. She couldn't help but think of Xie Jun. He died in the hospital. I still remember the first time in the hospital. Yuyu, Zhixia, and Xie Jun were having breakfast together. All of this was vivid in my mind. It was as if it had happened yesterday. I don't know why. Zhi Xia didn't have much of an aversion to the hospital. Instead, he felt that this was just a memory. Perhaps he had let go of the past.”
Gu Zhixia!" Zhi Xia turned around and the two of them looked at each other for a minute.(He was Zhi Xia's first love. He looked very much like Zhiyu. His expression when he spoke, the smile on the corner of his mouth, and the slight frown on his face were all exactly the same as Zhiyu's. That was when they were in the second year of high school. At that time, when Zhi Xia signed up for volunteer work, she met Qiu Ze. The two of them had a good chat. Later, they found out that Qiu Ze and she were students in the same school. He was in the third year of high school. To put it bluntly, at that time, it didn't seem like they were in a relationship.) It was like finding a boyfriend who never had to pay for food. How innocent was that? When she was angry, she would ignore him for a few days. He would stomp his feet in anger. When he was happy, he would stick to him. He could not do anything to you. When he was free, they would go riding together, see the scenery and the world outside, volunteer together, help those who needed help, and cross the road together. When crossing the road, he would always hold your hand."No matter where you go, I'll always hold your hand. If, one day, we get separated, remember, no matter where, I'll definitely find you. If, you're afraid, please think about it. I've always been by your side, just waiting for you to find me." At that time, he thought that sentence was very funny, but now that he thought about it, he did it. At that time, we went to the park to read books and sat there for an entire day. I still remember telling Qiu Ze,""You really look like a friend of mine. Are you two twins? Then, the two of you got separated?”Qiu Ze looked at me with his eyes wide open and said,"I like your imagination. This way, no matter where I go, as long as I ask if I've seen a silly girl, I'll know it's you and the one you always talk about. Although I don't know who he is, I think he's very important to you."I've seen narcissistic people, but I've never seen someone as narcissistic as you. Besides, you're not as handsome as him, okay?”Qiu Ze said,"Oh…I see. Alright then, don't blame me."This is too much. Later, because he was admitted to a medical school in Beijing, the conditions there were very good. Many people wanted to study there, but they didn't have the chance. Zhixia didn't want to delay his great future. After self-study that night, behind the school cafeteria, Qiu Ze: "Zhixia, I've been admitted to my dream school. I've always wanted to be a doctor since I was young, and I've finally made it happen. I should be happy, but I want to leave this place. I feel terrible leaving you,"Zhixia said,""Congratulations, you finally got into your ideal school.”"Don't you have anything to say to me?" You don't want me to stay?" "Stay?" Qiu Ze, are you stupid? If I had such a good opportunity to study, why would I stay? If I had such good conditions, I would also go to Beijing without caring about my own safety!”"Don't you miss me a little?" Or am I his substitute?”Zhi Xia: "You're usually so silly. Why are you so smart today?" That's right…you're his substitute. If you didn't look like him, why would I be your girlfriend? It's simply wishful thinking!”Qiu Ze: "Haha, how could I be so stupid? I was thinking of giving up my spot to go to Beijing and was planning to repeat a year with you here. It seems that I was overthinking it."”With that, he turned around and left. "Wait a minute." "What else do you want to say?" How am I like him? Laughing at everything I've done?" Zhi Xia gritted his teeth.”Qiu Ze: "I knew you'd say that, but I didn't have the time to prepare. I know you've never liked me, so I've been a substitute for a year. However, I'm still very happy to know you. Even if I'm hurt badly, I'm willing. I wish you happiness forever!"”Zhi Xia saw the tears in Qiu Ze's eyes. She really did not know what she was doing. If breaking up could make him go to Beijing, then it was worth it. He would definitely go to Beijing. Who would stay in such a sad place? Just like that, Qiu Ze went to Beijing. Zhixia finished his third year of high school and was admitted to a university in Wu Han. They had not contacted each other for the past few years. Maybe they have already forgotten each other! "How have you been all these years?" Zhi Xia smiled.”The two of them said this at the same time. It was still the same tacit understanding as before, but now things were different. No matter how tacit the words were, they could not withstand the destruction of time.
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