"How have you been these past few years?" Qiu Ze asked. Zhi Xia replied," Very good. How about you?"”"If you're doing well, then I'm doing well."”"Why are you here?" Didn't you go to Beijing?" Qiu Ze smiled and said," I thought you would ask me why I'm doing well just because you're doing well. Looks like you haven't changed. You're still as cold-blooded as ever."”Zhi Xia smiled." Since you know, why do you want me to tell you the truth?"”Qiu Ze: " Hehe, I did go to Beijing. I'm currently doing my internship at this hospital. After my internship, I'll be working here."”Zhi Xia replied with an " oh " and didn't say anything. "Why are you here?" Didn't she say that she would go to art school? Are you interested in nurses?" Zhi Xia didn't know how to answer Qiu Ze's question. Instead of saying that he had dropped out of school, he might as well remain silent and not answer. "Oh right, since we're already so familiar with each other, do you mind having a meal with my girlfriend?"”"I don't mind." Qiu Ze: " It's still as straightforward as before. I like it. But why was I so blind at that time and didn't see the smile behind my back?”Qiu Zezhong asked Zhixia. Zhi Xia smiled." However, you've already been liberated. Shouldn't you be thanking me now?"”Qiu Ze: " That's right, I should thank you properly. If it weren't for your hard work and heartfelt words back then, I might not be here today, and I wouldn't have gotten another girlfriend. I really should thank you."”When he heard this, Zhi Xia wanted to avoid him. Back then, it was Zhi Xia who let him down. Now, it seemed that he still hated me.
When they arrived at the restaurant, Qiu Ze's girlfriend was already waiting for them. However, to Zhi Xia's surprise, this girl looked 80% like him, especially her nose and mouth. Even her hair length and bangs were exactly the same. Zhi Xia said,""Is this the price?" Qiu Ze pointed at the introduction beside him and said,"" This is my girlfriend, Hui 'er. She pointed at Zhixia and said to Hui' er,'This is my friend, Gu Zhixia.”Hui 'er smiled and said,"Hello, nice to meet you. You're a great beauty."”Zhi Xia quickly got up." Hello, you're also very beautiful."”At the dining table, Qiu Ze kept putting food into Hui 'er's bowl. Zhi Xia suddenly realized that she wasn't here to eat, but was invited here to see her hurt. She also understood how much she had hurt someone back then. One day, someone would want it back. It was just a matter of time.
Just then, Zhi Xia stood up." You guys enjoy your meal. I'm going back to the hospital. My parents might not have eaten yet."”With that, she took her bag and left. "Wait a minute, I'll send you there. It's very dangerous for a girl to be alone at night. She turned around and said to Hui 'er,"Drive my car home. I won't send you home today. It's rare for a friend to come over. I can't value sex over friends."”Hui 'er smiled." Alright, Zhixia, let Qiu Ze send you back. Don't push me away…Come to my house to play when you have time. I'll go back first."”Zhi Xia replied with a smile," Alright, thank you."”Originally, Zhi Xia had refused, but the two of them had reached an agreement.
On the way back, the two of them didn't say a word. Qiu Ze kept his hands in his pockets, but his eyes never left Zhi Xia. Zhi Xia kept his head down and kept avoiding his eyes as he continued to walk forward. "Be careful!" Qiu Ze grabbed Zhi Xia's hand. Zhi Xia turned around and realized that he was completely hugged by Qiu Ze. The uncle on the motorcycle ran down and said loudly,"Don't you have eyes? Don't you look in front of you when you walk?”"Who are you scolding?" Qiu Ze stood up.”The uncle ran over again and pointed at Zhi Xia,""I scolded her for being blind!" Qiu Ze's gaze became a little scary.""What did you say?…" "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Zhi Xia quickly said to the uncle. She then pulled Qiu Ze away. Because she didn't want Qiu Ze to do anything for her. Qiu Ze suddenly looked at Zhi Xia angrily. He wanted to say something but choked back. Zhi Xia asked,""Are you still angry because of that uncle? It was my fault.”Qiu Ze: "I'm not angry because of that unreasonable uncle. I haven't seen you for a few years, but you're still so stupid. Do you know that?" What would have happened if I hadn't stopped you?”Zhi Xia: "I, I was careless just now, I'm sorry...""You don't have to apologize to me. Do you know how difficult it has been for me these past three years? I always thought that if I didn't see you, I would forget about you. I always thought that if I went to another city, I would forget about the past. I thought that if I found a new girlfriend, I would completely forget all of this, Gu Zhixia! However, you are not in my mind, but here, here! (Qiu Ze pointed and thought.) You want to know why she looks so much like you? Why did I bring you to see her?”Zhi Xia still lowered his head without saying a word. Qiu Ze: "That's because I can't get over you. That's why I lowered my requirements for a girlfriend. It took me two and a half years to find it. Doesn't it look like you? The reason I brought her to see you was because you once said that I was someone's substitute. I wanted you to feel the pain of being hurt. I did find your substitute, but I was still the one who was hurt. Because even if she looked exactly like you, she still couldn't replace you. I lost so laughably!" With that, he slammed his hand on the wall.
Zhi Xia still lowered her head and didn't say anything. Qiu Ze said,""I finally understand. I've completely given up.”Zhi Xia: " Qiu Ze, let's not talk about the past anymore. We should all learn to let go. Let's leave the good things in the past in the past. We are different now. I sincerely hope that you can find a good girl and live each day well. Forget about me. Just treat me as a passerby and give each other a rush."”Qiu Ze: " In the past three years, I've been alone in Beijing. Other than your memories, I really have nothing else. Sometimes, I hate myself. Why do I always live in someone else's shadow? How can I forget you?”Qiu Ze shouted.
"How can I forget you? I also want to know. If I had forgotten about Zhiyu earlier, maybe there wouldn't be so many things.”Zhi Xia thought.
"Do you want to turn back?" Qiu Ze suddenly asked.
"Ah, what did you say?" Zhi Xia still lowered his head. "I say, do you want to be my girlfriend again?"”"Don't you have a girlfriend?"”Qiu Ze: " That's my friend. He just put on a show today. The funny thing is that it was a one-man show."”But…I like…" Before Zhi Xia could finish, Qiu Ze said,""I don't care. I don't care who you love, nor do I care if I'm in your heart, nor do I care about all of this. I only care about you. It wasn't easy for me to find you among the billions of people. I won't let go. Even if my eyes get tired from looking at you, I won't close my eyes. Even if my legs hurt from standing, I won't lie down unless the person in your heart is mine! I will make you forget him!" With that, she hugged Zhi Xia with both hands. Zhi Xia's eyes widened and before he could react, she had already kissed him. Zhi Xia pushed Qiu Ze away,""What are you doing? Do you think you can make me forget him like this? Qiu Ze, don't be childish!”Zhi Xia turned around and left. Qiu Ze grabbed Zhi Xia and kissed her again. Zhi Xia struggled to push Qiu Ze away and glared at him,""I'll never forget him. I've deliberately spent eight years, but I've never forgotten that the person I liked was Wang Zhiyu, not you, Qiu Ze.”Qiu Ze smiled and said," The more I struggled, the more I understood how important you were to me." As he spoke, he pressed her down and kissed her again. However, this time, Zhi Xia did not struggle. Instead, she closed her eyes with tears. She would repay him all the things she owed him today. She would never add someone else's shadow to the foundation of the latter person. She would hurt others and hurt herself. She originally wanted to let the person she liked feel this feeling, but she thought that the person who liked her would be even more sad. But now that she thought about it, why?" It was originally a simple matter, but now it had become so complicated, so unbreakable, and so messy.
Back at the hospital, his parents noticed that something was wrong with Zhixia,""Zhixia, what's wrong? Why are your eyes red?" Zhi Xia smiled and replied," Dad, Mom, I'm fine. My eyes are itchy and red. I'm going to have surgery tomorrow. Mom, you should rest early." I'll go back and rest first." After he finished speaking, Zhi Xia returned to his room with a worried look on his face. He closed the door and sat alone in the corner. After an unknown amount of time, he wanted to stand up, but he couldn't. His legs were numb and his eyes were uncomfortable. His double eyelids had turned into triple eyelids. He was really tired. How long had his brain not rested? Even when she was resting, her mind was still there. She could dream of Xie Jun's tragic death almost every night. She could dream of Qiu Ze asking her why she let him live in someone else's shadow. She dreamed of Zhiyu holding an umbrella for her. However, as she walked, he disappeared... Zhi Xia's brain was about to explode.
The sky was slightly bright. Zhi Xia vaguely heard the doctor say that he wanted his father to sign a life and death agreement. However, it felt like she was dreaming, half dreaming and half real. When the sky was bright, Zhi Xia came to his mother's ward with Three Eyed. He saw his father holding his mother's hand tightly. Zhi Xia was suddenly comforted. Although his parents always quarreled, it was obvious that his father loved his mother very much. Zhi Xia walked over, hugged his mother tightly and said,""It's okay. You'll be fine after you sleep. Don't worry, Dad and I will be here forever.”After he finished speaking, Zhi Xia saw tears in his mother's eyes and the sadness in his father's eyes. He waited in the operating room with a restless heart. Time passed by, but his heart was at peace. He didn't know what was going on inside or how long it would take. This day was a long day for Zhi Xia. His father was sitting on the side fidgeting. He would go outside to smoke from time to time, anxious and uneasy. Because, as the doctor had said, he might never wake up. The success rate of the surgery was 50%, which meant that there was a 50% chance of failure. This probability was a fatal blow to Zhixia's family.
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