In fact, today was the second anniversary of Xie Jun's death. Zhixia took a leave of absence to visit him and to relax. Zhi Xia told Yuyu not to tell anyone else. Zhi Xia just wanted to spend some time with him, that was all.
When they arrived at the grave, Zhi Xia's first sentence was always like this,""Are you alright? I'm fine. Time passed so quickly. Three years had passed in the blink of an eye. Do you still remember the first time we met? I was lost, and you were considerate enough to send me off. The second time, you must have had a deep impression of me. The first time, you saw me cry. Hehe, the third time was when you saved me. I remember that I cried again. Yes, I always liked to cry. In the past, I actually liked to smile because someone said that a smile was a pilot light on the sea, giving people hope and strength. But now, I don't know what a smile is. In fact, I thought about not staying in school anymore, but... You said before that Gu Zhixia couldn't run away and should face what he had to face. It was because of your words that I persevered. Actually, I'm also very conflicted. I've been struggling with myself for eight years. Eight years. I actually waited for him for eight years. If someone told me that he had liked me for eight years, I definitely wouldn't believe it. Is there such a devoted person in this world?
Never wait for someone you shouldn't wait for. Wasting time, wasting youth, and also hurting yourself. Don't miss the person who loves you. Missing is equal to losing, and losing is equal to zero. This was what Zhixia had realized during her three years in university. However, it had become an eternal regret. However, she still kept being despicable. As always, she still thought of that person who would never be possible, even if it was just for a day that he was not in her mind. If you used eight years to forget someone, you might be considered a " despicable criminal." However, every time you decided to give up and forget him, he would appear again. You couldn't bear to ignore him. Perhaps a casual word from him would make you happy for a few days.
" Zhixia, a male classmate just gave you some medicine and a note. I didn't touch it. Take a look for yourself," Yang Miaomiao said. "I understand, thank you." Zhi Xia replied. Zhi Xia opened the note. The words on it were messy, but they gave people a sense of familiarity."I know you're not feeling well, and you seem to have caught a cold.”After Zhi Xia finished reading it, she threw the note and the medicine into the trash can. Miaomiao looked at Zhi Xia in surprise, her eyes wide open. Before she could come to her senses, Zhi Xia shouted at the door,""I know you're behind the door. Don't give me these things again. I hate this kind of behavior. Otherwise, it won't be as simple as throwing them away.”After saying that, she turned around and went to the library. She hadn't seen Yuyu for two days and missed her a little. However, she wasn't in the library, nor was she in the dormitory. Where did she go? When she passed by the corridor, she saw a familiar figure. It was Yuyu. Why was she sitting there alone? Zhi Xia hurried over, but something was wrong. Yuyu was crying. This was the first time Zhi Xia had seen Yuyu cry. Zhi Xia quickly asked,""Yuyu, what's wrong? Who bullied you?" "Wang Dong confessed to me, but I rejected him."”Zhi Xia smiled and said,"You're sad because of this?" Is it necessary?" " But, He Yi rejected me…" Zhi Xia looked at Yuyu in shock,""You went to confess?" "But he doesn't like me. He said he already has someone he likes. What should I do?"”Zhi Xia: " Alright, isn't it just being rejected? What's the big deal? I thought something happened to you.”"He doesn't even like me. Isn't that a big deal?" Yuyu cried even harder.”Zhi Xia sat down." Others like you, but you don't like them. The person you like may not like you, and the person he likes may not like him either. There are many such things in the world. It's like a food chain. However, if you don't fight for it, how will you know the outcome? Actually, you're very brave. At least you like him. You're bold enough to say it out loud. As for whether he likes you or not, that's his business. It's your right to like him. He has no right to interfere.”
At this point, Zhi Xia fell silent. Yuyu was indeed very brave. She could say her love out loud. No matter what happened in the end, there would only be two outcomes. Zhi Xia could not do it. She was afraid of being rejected, afraid of being laughed at, afraid that if she said it out loud, she would not even be able to be friends. So, she chose to remain silent...
"Come, let's go eat. You'll be in a good mood after you're full. Only after you're full will you have the strength to chase after your husband.”Zhi Xia bit his lips and said. " Alright, I'll do it anyway. I'll just be rejected again. But I'm a cockroach that can't be killed."”Zhi Xia smiled." Alright, let's go, you unkillable cockroach, hehe." In the cafeteria, Zhi Xia looked at the food and pursed his lips."It's all chili today. How can I eat it? Why don't we eat outside?"?" My wife is here. Why don't we eat here?"? Yu Yu pointed to the left side of the cafeteria.”Zhi Xia sighed and said helplessly,""For my Yuyu, I'm going all out!”"I love you so much."”Zhi Xia: " Don't be mushy. You're getting goosebumps."”The two of them found a place to sit down. They happened to be sitting opposite He Yi and the others. A few male students saw Zhixia and changed their positions. Of course, there were also girls who turned to He Yi. They didn't even look at him. The most handsome guys and beautiful girls in the school were all eating in the cafeteria and sitting face to face. Anyone would eat in the cafeteria, even if the food tasted bad! It would definitely make the headlines in school! Zhi Xia looked at the people around her and they all looked at her. Zhi Xia glared at Yuyu and whispered,""How do we eat this? The atmosphere was so strange. So many people were watching?”Yuyu gloated." You should be thanking me for giving you a chance. Hurry up and eat. He Yi is almost done. I have something to talk to him about later."”Zhi Xia gritted his teeth." Qian Yuyu, I'll settle the score with you later. Remember this first!"”
"He Yi, stop!" Yuyu shouted loudly. "What is it?" He Yi turned around. Yuyu: " I've liked you since the first day you came here. Because of you, I slept late every night just to wait for you. I walked past you downstairs and looked at you. Because of you, I would look in front of me from time to time to see if you were there. Because of you, I will be inexplicably angry and inexplicably unreasonable. Because of you, I became very conflicted and didn't know what to do. A word from you can change my mood, and a word of concern from you can influence my mood for a few days. All of this is because of you." He Yi: " Qian Yuyu, although I don't know what you're talking about, I think I understand what you mean. But I already have someone I like. I'll still say the same thing. I've always treated you like a sister."”"Who do you like?" How am I inferior to her?" He Yi was about to turn around and leave when Yuyu grabbed him.""Who do you like?" He Yi pointed at Zhi Xia.”With that, he turned around and left. Yuyu could not control herself and tears fell from her eyes. Zhi Xia quickly helped Yuyu up. "Didn't you say you weren't interested?" Yuyu looked at Zhi Xia. Why?" Zhi Xia comforted Yuyu." I'm really not interested in him. You know everything about me. Do you still need to doubt me?" He Yi just found an excuse to reject you, and you suddenly asked him who he liked, so I became a ghost under his knife. Sigh, you two dragged me into this, and my best friend actually suspected me. I really lost out.”" You really don't have any feelings for him? He's so outstanding. If you really like him, I'll fulfill your wish!"”Zhi Xia smiled," First of all, thank you, Yuyu, but I really don't like him. I already have someone I like, and I can't tolerate another one. He's very outstanding, but that's in your eyes. As the saying goes, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. I'm not in the mood or interested in liking another person. Do you understand?"”"Thank you, Zhixia." Yuyu nodded.”"Do you know, Yuyu?" I admire your courage. If only I had half of your courage.”Yuyu widened her eyes and looked at Zhi Xia.”Zhi Xia was silent for a while.”"I really want to know."”
"His name is Wang Zhiyu. He seems to be in the army now. He's the person I've liked since I was young. I can be considered a childhood sweetheart. I've known him for almost ten years, from 2008 until now.”Yuyu was shocked." Eight, eight years? What kind of concept is that? Wait a minute, let me calm down. My heart can't take it anymore. Why haven't you mentioned it before?"”Zhi Xia: " Why would I tell you this kind of thing for no reason? It's just my wishful thinking."”"Didn't you tell him?" If you like him, then say it out loud. No matter what he thinks, at least you won't have any regrets. Do you have his phone number?”" What?" Zhi Xia asked in confusion. Yuyu glared at Zhi Xia." Call him and tell him. If someone says that he has liked me for eight years, I will definitely go crazy. Zhixia, be brave and say what you want to say!"”Zhi Xia: " I don't have his phone number. We haven't been in contact for the past few years. Maybe it's best if we don't disturb each other, right?"”"Gu Zhixia, I don't know what you're worried about. If I were you, I would tell him. The result is not important, and the process is not important. What is important is to let him know.”
"Yuyu, do you think I should go and tell him? What if he doesn't like me? What if he had a girlfriend? " If…" Before Zhi Xia could finish, Yuyu interrupted him,""There are no ifs in this world. Zhixia, are you going to repeat the same mistake? Like Xie Jun? Did he have to wait until he lost it before he knew what he wanted? Are you going to keep waiting like this?”"Yuyu, I…I don't know.”Zhi Xia was a little at a loss. What Yuyu said was right, but he could never get over that hurdle in his heart.
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