Zhi Xia was sitting alone in the field, listening to music. Ever since Xie Jun's incident, Zhi Xia had been addicted to music. Listening to music was like listening to herself. She felt that music expressed something that could not be described in words, but it was impossible to remain silent about it. She was listening to Zhiyu's favorite song again (When your hair brushed my steel gun); The song was loud and clear, but it sounded very sad. Zhi Xia was thinking, Should I go and make things clear?”At this moment, a call came. It was an unknown number."Hello, who is it?”"It's me." Zhi Xia was stunned,""Zhiyu." Zhiyu: "Yes, it's me. Are you okay? How was university life?" Zhi Xia was a little excited. She had never thought that Zhiyu would call her one day. Zhi Xia: "I'm fine. How about you?" How did you get my number?" Zhiyu: "I asked my sister for her number. I saw on your Weibo that you weren't happy. Your health is the most important thing."”Zhi Xia: "It's Weibo. It's just for entertainment. I'm just saying it. How can I take it seriously?" You can read Weibo in the army?" "As long as you're happy." I can't play with my phone in the army, so I'm just secretly looking at my friends. After all, he had no connection with the outside world.”Zhi Xia: "Hehe, so you know how to be sneaky too. Be careful, or I'll tell your class monitor."”"Haha, do you have a boyfriend?" Is anyone chasing you?" Zhi Xia was stunned. Why did he ask this? Zhi Xia: "No, I'm not interested in dating. I'm so busy. I have a few suitors." Haha. What, are you going to join?" Zhiyu didn't answer Zhi Xia's seemingly joking question. Instead, he asked some unnecessary questions. "When will you retire?" asked Zhi Xia. Zhiyu: "I'll retire next year. I have a month off today, so I might go back."”Zhi Xia was secretly happy, It's been three years, I can finally see you.”Zhi Xia said,"If you go back, let me know."”Zhiyu: Erm, I'm going to turn off the lights and go to bed soon. You should rest early and take good care of yourself. Remember to eat breakfast every day." Zhi Xia: "I will. You have to take care of yourself in the army." Then I'll hang up.
People were really strange. There was actually someone who could control your emotions, your mood, your thoughts, your personality, and your hobbies. All of this came from him, but who controlled everything about him?
Back in the dormitory, everyone looked at Zhi Xia with strange eyes. Zhi Xia asked in confusion,""Is there a handsome guy on my face? And a beauty? Why are you all looking at me with such strange eyes?”"You're so weird today. Didn't you listen to music tonight?" Zhong Ming asked. He wasn't staring blankly at the photo? You didn't reject Jiang Ji's supper either?" Honest replied,"Could it be that the two of you are together?" When did this happen? Isn't it time to give out wedding candies?" Zhi Xia was instantly speechless." I have to admire your imagination. It's so rich. Each of you can write a novel."”As he spoke, he picked up a bucket and went to take a shower. " The more I think about it, the more I feel that something is wrong. Ever since Xie Jun's incident, I have never seen her like this. I feel like I can see her original shadow again." I should be happy that she finally found herself.”
At night, Zhi Xia posted on Weibo. This was what she wrote: " Don't forget what you once had, keep what you lost as memories, don't give up what belongs to you, and cherish what you can't get..." Zhi Xia thought that he was right, but unfortunately, he was wrong.
One morning during self-study class, He Yi was surrounded by a few girls. Zhixia was also stuck in the classroom and hadn't had breakfast yet.(She promised Zhiyu that she would eat breakfast every morning.) Just as she was about to squeeze out, He Yi grabbed her. God, he kissed her and told everyone,""She's my girlfriend. Do you have anything else to say?”After he finished speaking, Zhi Xia slapped Zhiyu, covered his face and ran out. Zhiyu didn't say anything and rushed out of the classroom to chase after him. When they reached the field, Zhi Xia was crying loudly. There were a few drops of water on his long eyelashes. He blinked a few times and fell down slowly. His vision was blurry. Through the water vapor, he saw a face with a confused expression. Zhiyu saw this and said fearfully,""I'm sorry! I didn't do it on purpose just now, I, really…"Zhiyu didn't have time to finish his sentence when Zhi Xia said,""You should go. I don't want to see you now.”Zhiyu turned around and left helplessly. Zhi Xia had been standing in the swirling wind, watching as things quietly slipped past him. Everything would eventually stop, everything would eventually come to an end. However, her eyes were so heavy that she could not lift them up.
When she returned to the dormitory, Yuyu's eyes were also swollen. When Yuyu saw Zhixia return to the dormitory, she couldn't help but say,""Didn't you say that you don't like him? Why? I told you that if you like him, I will leave without hesitation and will never interfere. But what do you mean now? Gu Zhixia, what do you mean?" Yuyu scolded Zhixia in front of everyone. Then, she ran out of the dormitory and went to Shishi's house. Perhaps she didn't want to face it. One was her best friend, and the other was her lifelong love. She also broke down.
Zhi Xia did not explain anything. She did not say a word and fell onto the bed. She was really tired. University? To her, this was even crazier than hell!
The next day, Shishi told Yuyu the whole story. Only then did Yuyu realize that she had wronged Zhixia. She was too embarrassed to apologize to Zhixia, so she @ Zhixia on QQ."I have a best friend, but she's very stupid and never knows how to explain herself because she thinks it's unnecessary. However, she has a friend who's even dumber than her."Silly girl, I didn't take it to heart. Cheer up!”When Yuyu saw this reply, tears as big as beans flowed down her face. Her heart was like a broken string of pearls that fell to the ground. She was happy and sad at the same time. It was sour, sweet, bitter, spicy, and salty.
"Yuyu, accompany me out for a walk!”Zhi Xia said with a smile. "Alright, I'll accompany you wherever you go."”Zhi Xia: " That won't do. What if He Yi asks me for him later? I can't bear the responsibility, hehe."”Yuyu: " Zhixia, why didn't you explain that day? I, I apologize for what happened that day."”Zhi Xia: " That's all in the past. Don't mention the past anymore. It hurts our relationship. I remember you said that, right?!"”"You're always so considerate, but I can't do that."”Zhi Xia: " Everyone has a different personality. I'm very envious of you. You dare to love and hate. You're a passionate woman."”Yuyu: " You're a good girl, hehe…""Yuyu, actually, I called you here today because I have something to tell you. I might be leaving next month.”"Why?" Zhi Xia: " My mother is sick and needs surgery. Our family's finances are not good, and my father has aged a lot. I'm the eldest in the family, so I should share the burden. These three years in university are filled with painful memories that I can't get rid of no matter how hard I try. Since that's the case, I'll choose to leave. I'll leave this place of trouble."”"Are you running away?" You always tell us that running away is not the solution. Why, did you make a mistake too?”Zhi Xia smiled." Actually, most of the time, running away is also one of the solutions."”
The reason why Zhi Xia wanted to leave was that university life was really tiring. During the three years in university, as long as he walked to the corridor or the school gate, his shadow would always flash across his mind. And most importantly, the two phone calls from the night before yesterday.
Zhi Xia dialed Zhiyu's number. She wanted to talk to Zhiyu because she had been troubled by too many things recently. Perhaps talking to him would make her feel better. It was this phone call that changed everything. It also made her give up completely.
"Hello, is this Zhiyu?" Zhi Xia whispered. Zhiyu: What's wrong with you?" "Will I disturb you?"”Zhiyu: " No, I'm already back. I'm not in the army now."”"Oh." After a long pause, neither of them had anything to say because they did not know what to say. Zhiyu said,"Are you in a bad mood?" Zhi Xia: " You know me very well?”Zhiyu: " I've known you for so many years. It's hard not to know you, isn't it? Tell me about it." Zhi Xia thought for a moment," But don't laugh at me, okay?”Zhiyu: " I definitely won't laugh at you.”Zhi Xia: " Yeah, I don't know how to say it…""Feel free to do whatever you want. I definitely won't laugh at you. Perhaps I can even help.”Zhi Xia: " If you've liked someone for eight years, do you think you should tell him?”Zhiyu: " I think his attitude is very important. If you think that he's interested in you, you might as well try to tell him. If he's cold to you, then just rot!"”Zhi Xia: " Then what if he is hot and cold to you?”Zhiyu: " Then I advise you to forget. If he really likes you, how could he bear to be cold and hot to you?”"How would you know what he's thinking?" Zhi Xia forced a smile. Or is that what you think?”Zhiyu smiled." It should be said that it varies from person to person. However, according to what I said, this is what I think." Zhi Xia fell silent. "Is this what's bothering you?" I thought you were heartbroken? " Haha…" Zhi Xia remained silent. Zhiyu seemed to have noticed the problem. He smiled and said,"This is nothing. I've been hurt by others before.”" Who?" Zhi Xia's heart raced." Who would hurt you?"”Zhiyu laughed regretfully." His name is Xu Xi. He's my classmate. You probably don't know him. I've liked her for three years. I've confessed to her three times, but I was rejected every time. She's the only girl who made me fall in love with her. So, until now, I still can't forget her. Even though she's married now, if I could do it all over again, I would still like her without hesitation..." When Zhixia heard this, she was on the verge of breaking down. She hung up Zhiyu's phone. This time, she didn't cry. Because she was so upset that she couldn't cry. Those who had experienced it would know that Zhixia had stood alone on the field for a long time. At that time, Xie Jun was here. It was the last time he met Zhixia. If Zhixia had known that Zhiyu had someone he liked, perhaps Zhixia and Xie Jun would be sitting on the field now. It was time to forget and not be obsessed with meaningless things.
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