Can I not be sad?
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I've never had you, but it's like I've lost you.

"Peng Bin, we've been brothers for so many years. You've never told us about your past, so it's not our place to ask. But today, I want to know. Is what that girl said true?" Chen Huan sat beside him with a cigarette in his mouth.

"Yeah, even if it's true, it's nothing. Isn't it just going to jail? There are so many of us here, who hasn't been in prison before?”Lin Cheng picked up the wine and poured it into his glass.

"Although we've both committed crimes, we've never raped a girl. What kind of girl was she? You couldn't control yourself and raped her. Is it because you love her but can't get her?" Meng Yu

Was it because she loved him but couldn't get him?

"It's indeed because I love you very much, but I can't get it. However, there was one reason why I raped her, and that was to return the favor.”

"A favor? What kind of favor did he need to rape a girl and bet his entire life on it?”

"The person who asked me to rape her saved my life.”

"That person is the same. What kind of deep hatred does he have for that girl that he wanted to rape her?”

"I don't know, but he didn't have her. He just watched us from the side. I'll never forget his distorted expression. Actually, I wanted to reject him at first, but later I found out that it wasn't just me. That girl was my goddess. At that time, I agreed to him on a whim, and even…"

"That person is really abnormal. What kind of girl is she?"

"That girl was the only person I loved in my youth. Even now, when I close my eyes, her beautiful smile is still in my mind. She's the school belle of our school. She's a student who transferred from another city. The first time I saw her was on the day of the flag-raising ceremony. The sun was shining brightly on her beautiful face, and her smile seemed to have frozen at that moment. At that time, she was chatting and laughing with a little fatty. That little fatty seemed to be the girl we stopped just now. She was the school belle's best friend and also her cousin. The one who grabbed my hand just now was Cheng Hao, the school belle's friend. From the first time I saw her, I dreamed of her every night. Every day, her name would be in my mouth, and her mind would be filled. She was really beautiful, and there were many people chasing after her. At that time, I would deliberately pass by her class every day just to see her. Of course, I wasn't the only one who looked at her. She didn't know me at that time, and I confessed to her, but I was rejected by her. Later on, she got together with a boy named Yan Si. It was obvious that she loved that boy very much. She changed after that. She skipped classes and went to bars with that boy. It was also that boy who asked me to go to her.”

That girl was the only person I loved in my youth. Even now, when I close my eyes, her beautiful smile is still in my mind.

"Why would he do that? He had already obtained it, yet he still wanted others to ruin it.”Chan woon

"I asked him, but he didn't tell me. Later on, he asked us to go to her. I was the first person to go to her. She was still a virgin at that time. I wanted to say that I would save her, but I didn't know anyone else. They wouldn't let her go either. They even said that they had no right to let me sleep alone. They are not as gentle as I am. When she struggles, they will slap her. Then we were taken away by the police. They said that she was not doing well in the hospital and had committed suicide a few times. I heard that she ruined one of our children, but it was aborted. I don't know whose child it is. Maybe it's mine."

"After she was released from prison, I heard that she left, transferred schools, and never came back. I never thought that after so many years, I would be lucky enough to meet her friend again. I wonder if she's doing well?"

I never thought that after so many years, I would be lucky enough to meet her friend again.

"Definitely not. What you're doing is ruining her life.”

What you're doing is ruining her life.

"Yes, I know. That's why I regret it very much, but it's impossible for her to forgive me, and I don't have the chance to apologize to her.”

I regretted it, but she would never forgive me, and I didn't have the chance to apologize to her.

"She's really beautiful. She's a clean girl, like a lotus flower. It is not stained by mud, and it is not strange to wash it with water.”

She was really beautiful. She was a very clean girl, like a lotus flower. It is not stained by mud, and it is not strange to wash it with water.

"Although she is not the most beautiful girl I have ever seen, she is the most beautiful existence in my heart.”

Although she is not the most beautiful girl I have ever seen, she is the most beautiful existence in my heart.

"We destroyed her."

"I haven't told you her name yet. Her name is Shen Yan."

Hello, readers, I'm the author, supercc. Sorry, there's no chapter 25, because it's a dangerous chapter that has been banned.

Chapter 26 was edited by me. If you want to see the complete version of chapter 25, then look at my Weibo: Author: Supercc. I have already uploaded the full version. If you want to read it, you can go and read it. Thank you for your support.

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