No matter how helpless you cry tonight, the city will still be crowded tomorrow morning.
Shen Yan's Memories
I am Shen Yan. From the very beginning, my life was the same as other second-year students. However, the only difference between me and some of them was that I had a prominent family background that many people envied, as well as a delicate appearance that many girls dreamed of.
As you can imagine, I enjoy a life of love.
My father, Shen Junnian, is a calm and handsome entrepreneur, while my mother, Guan Min, is a gentle and beautiful housewife. In my opinion, the two of them are very much in love. Father rarely stayed at home with us. He was very busy and often had to go on business trips. Mother understood him very well and had always supported him silently. Our daily life was taken care of by Uncle Guan Ye. I never thought that the uncle I relied on the most would become one of the people I hated the most in the future.
One afternoon, a group of people appeared and changed our happy life. They made me fall from a clean and bright heaven into an endless, dirty and dark hell. And my beloved father became one of the people I hated the most in my later years.
"Shen Junnian, you are suspected of rape and murder. Please come with us to the police station for investigation. You can defend yourself, but everything you say will be used as evidence in court.”Several men in police uniforms broke into our house. One of them, Liu Zhitao, took out cold handcuffs from his pocket and handcuffed his father's hands. I felt very scared. I felt that the sky had suddenly collapsed and my entire world had become dark. They brought my father into the police car. My mother looked at the police car that was far away and sat on the ground. She was so anxious that she started crying and held my shirt tightly.
"It's okay, Mom. It's okay. Dad will definitely be fine.”I didn't dare to let my tears fall, so I could only raise my head high. I think, at least at this time, there is at least one person in our family who must be strong. I reached out my hands and wrapped them around her. I wanted to embrace all of her darkness, to embrace this woman who had given me endless warmth and deep love.
"Dad, tell me this isn't true, right? You didn't rape or kill anyone, right?" I went to the police station to see my father. He had become very old, as if his hair had turned white overnight.
"Little Yan, you should grow up. Help me take good care of your mother. Tell her that I'll be out soon.”The visiting time passed quickly. His father hung up the phone and stood up to be led into a door by a police officer.
Sure enough, a few days later, her father was sent to prison for rape.
"Mom, what are you doing? I followed my mother to the rooftop. She walked to the edge of the rooftop and quietly overlooked the city. I was frightened by her. I threw down my bag and ran towards her, but I didn't dare to get close to her. I was afraid that she would jump down because of my approach.
"Little Yan, I heard that your father said that he would give us a warm home. He said that he would let us live a good life. But now? The family has clearly become warmer and the days have become better and better, but your father has changed. He used to say that he would always love me and that he would be loyal to me until death. But, Little Yan, do you know? Your father went back on his word. He went back on his word, Xiao Yan. Mommy doesn't believe in love anymore. Mommy can never be happy again.”She turned to look at me. Her smile was beautiful, her face was covered in tears, and her eyes were full of sadness and emptiness. She jumped up and disappeared from my sight. I ran towards her and saw her body fall onto the concrete floor of the alley. Her blood suddenly spurted out. The next thing I saw was the blood red alley.
He used to say that he would always love me and that he would be loyal to me until death.
" Mom," I rushed downstairs and knelt beside her. I picked up her body that was still warm. Blood came out from her body and dyed my white school uniform red. The blood red in the alley was particularly dazzling under the sun. "Can you call an ambulance for me? Please, call an ambulance for me. I beg your mother!"
"Mom, don't leave me alone. Mom, don't leave me alone. "Mom, I'm so scared. I'm so scared of being alone, Mom." The doctor covered my mother's face with a white cloth. I knelt beside my mother and cried hysterically, but she just lay there and didn't move. She doesn't want me anymore. She doesn't want me anymore. She would never cook for me again. I would never hug her from behind. She would never talk about me again. She would never smile at me again.
Mom, don't leave me alone. Mom, I'm so scared. I'm so scared of being alone.
In the end, I still lost her.
" Mom." I stood at the last place she stood before she died, trying to feel her feelings before she committed suicide. I used her vision to look down at the bustling city in front of me. I really want to jump down from here like her, so that I can be free. I won't be sad or hurt anymore.
"You're crazy. What are you doing?" A pair of hands wrapped around my waist, pulling me back to this painful reality.
This book is provided by FunNovel Novel Book | Fan Fiction Novel [Beautiful Free Novel Book]