I came to this world to meet you, and I loved you until now.
" Mom." I stood at the last place she stood before she died, trying to feel her feelings before she committed suicide. I used her vision to look down at the bustling city in front of me. I really want to jump down from here like her, so that I can be free. I won't be sad or hurt anymore.
"You're crazy. What are you doing?" A pair of hands wrapped around my waist, pulling me back to this painful reality.
" Let me go, Shang Wei, let me go." I struggled with all my strength, but he didn't want to put me down. Instead, he carried me up and walked down the rooftop.
"Let me go!" I hit his back hard, but he seemed to have lost consciousness and ignored me. He took out the key from my pocket and skillfully opened the door of my house. He slammed the door shut and threw me on the sofa.
"It hurts!"
"You know it hurts, right? Do you know that Auntie was in more pain than you when she fell down the stairs? Shen Yan, I know that those who are left behind are always in the most pain. It is precisely because of this that we have to live well.”Shang Wei shouted at me with tears in his eyes. In my memory, on the day his mother died, he was just as angry as he is now. He wasn't sad, but angry. He was angry that his mother ended her life and that I almost ended my life like his mother and my mother. "We can't die irresponsibly like them. We have to live for the people we love and the people who love us.”
We can't die like them. We have to live for the people we love and the people who love us.
"Shangwei, do you know that I really hate you?”I lowered my head as tears streamed down my face. I hate him. I've hated him since I was young. He was an orphan. He was the child of his mother, Aunt Qin, who was unmarried. He heard from the other women in the neighborhood that he had a rich father and Aunt Qin was the rich man's lover. It seemed that the rich man's wife found out and wanted to force Aunt Qin to abort him. However, Aunt Qin refused and took him here. However, the rich man had never looked for them in the past ten years. Aunt Qin died in the cold winter last year. She committed suicide by taking sleeping pills. When she died, she had a happy smile on her face and held a photo frame tightly in her hand. On the photo frame was a handsome man in a suit. I think he might be Shang Wei's father. Aunt Qin is a very beautiful and gentle woman. Our families have a good relationship. Shang Wei and I grew up together. He always likes to bully me and pull my hair, so I hate him. Ever since I was young, my mother had always favored him. She would always let me give him the good things. I even thought that the two of us had been switched. However, the more I grew up, the more I realized that I looked more and more like my mother, so I eliminated the thought that I had been switched. In the neighborhood, whether it was the elderly, adults, or girls, they all liked him because he was polite, obedient, handsome, and good at his studies. However, the boys of his age in the neighborhood did not like him. They always teased and bullied him because he did not have a father. At first, he chose to surrender, but later on, he chose to resist. And so, he succeeded. He successfully became the leader of boys of the same age in the neighborhood, and the Prince Charming in the hearts of girls.
Shang Wei, do you know that I really hate you?
"S-Sorry!"
"But thank you." He had an apologetic look on his face, as if he had a lot to say to me. However, after hearing what I said, he raised his head to look at me, and a smile slowly bloomed on his face.
Thank you.
Not long after, my father came back. He still didn't know about my mother's death. When he returned home, he told me that everything was fine and that I shouldn't worry about him anymore.
"Mom died. She committed suicide by jumping off a building. She died in an alley not long after you were imprisoned. I was there when she died. She told me that she said," I don't believe in love anymore. I can't be happy anymore.”I threw the divorce agreement signed by my mother on the coffee table in front of him. After he heard what I said, he suddenly collapsed on the sofa as if he had been struck by lightning. The expression on his face was very painful as he stared blankly at the divorce agreement on the coffee table. His eyes were filled with tears, but I didn't feel any heartache for him now. I only slowly hated him.
I don't believe in love anymore. I can't be happy anymore.
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