"Alright, alright, I won't talk about it anymore. Guoguo, let's be together, okay?”Xue Yin Yi Wen placed her chin on my head and said.
I froze in his arms, then smiled faintly. Together? It seemed too late to say this now, right? If, I say, there is a 'if', if Xue Yiwen had fallen in love with me before he had made his choice, then would I not have suffered so much?
"Guoguo, are you unwilling? Hehe…Actually, I'm just saying stupid things. Now that you like Fengnan Haochen, I saw the complicated look in your eyes when you saw him and Li Xuan together. I knew it. In the past, I thought that your love for him wasn't as deep as I thought, but I realized that I was wrong. I was so wrong. You can't hold anyone in your heart anymore, right?”Xue Yin Yi Wen's tone was filled with disappointment.
I was stunned. It turned out that everyone had seen clearly that I liked Fengnan Haochen. I just didn't know if Fengnan Haochen had seen it clearly. I would rather he hadn't seen it clearly. The situation was so chaotic now that I didn't know what I should do. The relationship between Fengnan Haochen and Li Xuan was the biggest blind spot in my heart because I couldn't see it clearly. I couldn't understand it. I only had a trace of hope that he really had his own difficulties that caused him to be ambiguous with Li Xuan. However, what if... If he isn't, how can I accept it? Yes, I can't let him know that I like him, at least not in this chaotic situation!
I was silent for a while before I pretended to be relaxed and said," Ivan, I remember the fairyland we went to that night. I loved it so much. There were so many fireflies flying around me. You don't know how excited I was. At that time, I felt like a fairy with so many elves around me. I kept thinking about how great it would be if we could go there again.”
"How can I not have a chance? Once the four great elders completely give up on me, they will no longer restrict my freedom.”
I was happy that I had successfully changed the topic." Alright, you have to tell me first this time so that I can be prepared. We can bring my favorite food, or we can bring beer, charcoal, vegetables, meat, and so on. When the time comes, we can roast meat. Aiya, I can't think about it anymore. If I think about it again, my saliva will flow down.”
"Little gluttonous cat." Yi Wen rubbed my hair lovingly." You still dare to drink? Your alcohol tolerance is so bad. You got drunk after just one can. You don't have any sense of crisis at all. A girl and a guy, a man and a woman drinking alone in the wilderness. Aren't you afraid of something happening? I don't even know what to say about you."”
" Hahaha…" I chuckled in his arms."Because I know that Yi Wen is the second Liu Xiahui, so I am not worried.”
" You little girl…" Her tone was filled with helplessness and indulgence. "Actually, I don't know whether to laugh or cry when you trust me like this. You know that I can't bear to hurt you, Guoguo. Actually, you're so cute and kind. No one would be willing to hurt you.”
Listening to his words, many memories of the past surfaced in my mind." Thank you, Ivan. I feel so lucky. I have many things that others don't have. Two pairs of parents who treat me very well, two brothers, and you. You care and love me. I've always felt that I was so unlucky. Why did I have such a fate? But now, I realized how lucky I was. If I hadn't experienced these things, how would I have known your feelings for me?”I poured out my heartfelt thoughts. In front of Ivan, I felt that I had nothing to hide.
Indeed, I've always rejected this identity. The second daughter of the Hua Jing family and the fiancée of the eldest grandson of the Fengnan family. This identity is envied by many people, but how many people understand my helplessness? The happiness that was once so ordinary and pleasant had become a kind of extravagant hope. The love of his parents could only be realized in his dreams.
I am a chess piece. No matter what I do, there will always be people interfering. There are rules to follow when I eat or walk. I admit that I am a wild monkey in the forest and can't stand the rules. However, for the Qu family, I endured it. I tried my best to be a good person, but everything I did was wrong. He had never been so disappointed in himself.
"After that, Fengnan Haochen was always by my side. His domineering and bad attitude always provoked my anger, but I was indeed happy. I didn't know when I fell in love with him. I was really confused about this, but I did fall in love. Grandpa Fengnan, Grandpa Hua Jing, and Grandpa Xue Yin were good to me. They had always indulged me. I knew that there was also Madam Hua Jing and Mister Hua Jing. They really treated me like their daughter. I knew that I was very willful." Every time I called them that, I was actually happy to see the disappointment in their eyes.
" Later, Li Xuan appeared between Fengnan Haochen and me. I finally understood my feelings, but I was heartbroken again and again. Hua Jing and his wife, including Hua Jing and Xia Zhi, were all protecting me and feeling sorry for me. Xue Yin and Yi Wen were always by my side, and Qu Youfan, my older brother who grew up, were always by my side.
I always thought that I was a chess piece, but I didn't realize that there were so many people around me who did everything for me. Thinking of this, I suddenly felt satisfied. There were so many people who loved me, cared for me, cared for me, and loved me. What else could I be unhappy about?
"The marriage alliance between the Fengnan family and the Huajing family is probably not going to change. I've always known this, so I shouldn't be sad now. Even if he likes Li Xuan, even if he doesn't want me, even if, even if…it's not a big deal. I'm still Qu Jing and Guo Ling. I shouldn't feel sorry for myself. I have to be brave. No matter what happens, I can't be defeated."
"If you want to thank me, then you can give yourself to me.”
"Go to hell, Ivan. When did you become so glib? Aiya, give me back the innocent, cute, and gentle Xue Yin Yi Wen from before.”I screamed in his arms.
He covered my mouth." If you shout so loudly, we'll be dead when the gatekeeper comes." Was that Ivan yours in the past? If so, I'll return it to you now." He whispered in my ear.
I couldn't help but blush. His warm breath brushed past my ears, making me feel numb. I began to feel embarrassed. However, he forced himself to calm down and said,"Yes, you came out so late. If you were discovered, you would be dead. You should hurry back."”
"I'll coax you to sleep first. It's too dark here. You'll be afraid.”He said gently. My heart warmed and I was extremely touched. I didn't know how to express my feelings.
She was extremely happy, but for some reason, she seemed to be missing something for Ivan. A feeling, yes, a feeling.
Although he treated me so well, I couldn't lie to myself. I quickly closed my eyes and said,"I'm sleeping now. If I fall asleep, you should hurry back. If you're discovered, you'll die even more miserably.”
I closed my eyes and realized that I was really tired. I was about to fall asleep in a daze when I heard a voice say," Guoguo, I won't let you go. I'll wait, I'll wait. Guoguo, Guoguo…"
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