I opened my eyes in a daze and found that there was a faint light in the dark room. Although it wasn't very strong, it at least let me know that it was dawn. I looked around and didn't leave a trace.
Did I have a dream last night? I began to suspect that perhaps I was too afraid of hallucinations. Did Xue Yin Yi Wen not come? I got up and my knees started to hurt. It was a bruise, and it looked terrifying. However, it was real. The corners of my lips curled up slightly. I didn't dream, nor was it an illusion. Xue Yin Yi Wen really came.
I took a deep breath and patted my face."It's not a big deal. We only have two days. Guo Ling, you're the best."
"Pa!" Something had fallen through the tiny window.
"Pa!" "Pa!" Another two bags of things.
What was that? I put on my shoes and walked over. I picked up the three bags of things and placed them on the small table.
There were books, my favorite "Wild Literature Miscellany,""Gone with the Wind," and "The Little Prince." There were also a few pens and a few blank sheets of paper.
There were snacks, rosehip crackers, a portable flashlight, and so on…There was also a note with familiar handwriting on it: "Guoguo, I can't come to see you for the time being. It's been two days, and it'll be over soon. Don't be afraid. When you're bored during the day, read a book or write your novel. The dark room is very dark. When you're scared, turn on the flashlight or think about us more. Mom and Dad don't know. I'm afraid they'll worry, so I didn't tell them. You have to take good care of yourself. I'll pick you up in two days."
Looking at this, my eyes blurred, and memories came back like a tide.
Qu Youfan, the person who had always quarreled with me since I was young. I've always said that he was a natural jinx sent by the heavens. Ever since I was sensible, he pushed all the bad things he did on me and asked my parents not to pursue it. Every time I wanted to take revenge on him, I was coaxed by him until I forgot about it. I've been easily controlled by him since I was young.
Qu Youfan, who was like a genius, remembered that he never had to revise for his exams before he could get all his A 's. As for me, I had to cram until late at night before I could barely get a B. I was so angry that I wouldn't talk to him after the exams. Although he knew that I was being unreasonable, he was especially well-behaved during those few days. He didn't attack me or talk back to me. He kept coaxing me and bought me food to appease my jealousy. After my anger subsided, we started arguing again. However, I remembered that he always gave in to me, but my parents spoiled me since I was young. I always felt that Qu Youfan should give in to me.
" Brother…Brother…" I called out softly. I thought back to those times and suddenly hated myself. I wasn't a member of the Qu family, but my parents protected me like a treasure and thought of me first no matter what they did. In the past, I thought that my family valued daughters over sons and always mocked Qu Youfan for being born into the wrong family. But now that I thought about it, I realized that my parents were so noble. Tears kept flowing down my cheeks.
Qu Youfan should hate me. I took away the love that should have belonged to his parents, but, but, he treated me so well.
"Guoguo, I like you!"
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"I don't know what's wrong with me. I've never been so irrational. Do you still remember what I told you a few days ago? Yes, when I was young, I always went against you and played with you. From the beginning, I hated you. Other families valued boys over girls, but my family was the opposite. Dad and Mom doted on you very much. At that time, I was unconvinced, so I kept bullying you. However, you would only glare at me or say a few words that weren't curses. I always found it funny. So in your memory, I should be a demon who took pleasure in you, right?”
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"Screw his sister. We're not related by blood at all. We just live under the same roof. You're not my sister. I know you're Guo Ling.”
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"Guoguo, what should I do with you?”
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Thinking of this, I couldn't control the pain in my heart. Yes, if Qu Youfan hated me, I might feel better. But, but, he likes me?
Right now, I'm really confused about my love and the future because I can't control it. If I marry Fengnan Haochen, how will our path be in two years? If the four elders still try their best not to let us get a divorce, then where should we go?
This helplessness and emptiness in his heart was like walking in a desert without water. He did not know when he would die or when he would encounter an oasis. Even if there was an oasis, no one knew if it was a mirage.。
Xue Yin Yi Wen and her brother Qu Youfan, she knew how good they were. She was very grateful and touched, but being touched wasn't love. She had to think carefully about what she should do.。
She opened the book that her brother had thrown in, but she couldn't read a single word. Her heart was stuffy, so stuffy that it hurt, and her head was a little dizzy. Her body was hot and cold. She picked up a rose hip milk pie and stuffed it into her mouth. She chewed and swallowed it, but the crumbs were stuck in her neck. She hurriedly picked up the water on the table and drank it in large mouthfuls.
" Cough cough cough…cough…" Misfortunes never come alone. She choked on the water again and tears flowed out. She felt even more dizzy. Perhaps it was because the pancakes were too dry, but after drinking a glass of water, her stomach swelled and hurt.
I covered my stomach, climbed into bed, and wrapped myself in the blanket. When people were unlucky, they would stuff their teeth when they drank water. I finally understand this logic.
My head was dizzy, my body was hot and cold, and my stomach was aching. I was sweating profusely from the torture.
Sleep, sleep, sleep. It won't be uncomfortable when I'm asleep, I hypnotized myself. Then, she curled herself up and closed her eyes.
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