Standing at the door of Xue Yin Yi Wen's room, I was uneasy. I hadn't thought of how to explain it to him. My brother was right. I treated Xue Yin Yi Wen differently. Otherwise, I wouldn't have let him kiss me back then. Moreover, I had feelings for his kiss. However, we couldn't become lovers. I had long realized this. Perhaps I would be very happy with him. He was so gentle and attentive, but he wasn't the person in my heart.
I don't know how the Xueyin family welcomed me when I arrived. It was good that I came to persuade Xueyin Yiwen, but it was also because of him that Xueyin Yiwen became so sick. Even so, they still warmly welcomed Qu Youfan and me.
I pushed the door open. The smell of medicine wafted into my nose. I covered my nose and walked in.
The person lying on the bed had a pale face, his eyes were tightly shut, and his brows were tightly furrowed. I walked forward and stared at this face.
When I was forced to climb the wall, he didn't hesitate to help me.
When I met Ye Xiaolan, he hugged me without hesitation.
In order to make the woman he liked happy, he would rather marry another girl.
When I was misunderstood by others, she would always believe in me.
When no one stood by my side to support me, he would be behind me.
The one who knew that I was afraid of the dark and couldn't fall asleep. The one who would run over in the dark and hug me until I fell asleep.
The one who always called me Guoguo gently.
The one who told me she liked me and kissed me.
One scene after another flashed through my mind like a lantern.
I suddenly hated myself. I hated myself for not being able to reject his gentleness. If I had stayed away from him, he would have continued to like his Yue Feiyang. Yue Feiyang might have been moved and slowly accepted him instead of lying on the bed weakly like he was now, making everyone worry about him.
My trembling hand touched his forehead, trying to soothe his sadness. He opened his eyes in shock and saw that my eyes were cold, but they immediately dimmed down. He then muttered to himself,"Guoguo, I see you again. I know you won't come to see me, but I can't help but dream every day."”
Hearing his words, my heart trembled. Sigh, what should I do?
Seeing his sad eyes, I reached out to cover his eyes, not wanting to see that heartbreaking gaze.
His eyelashes were very long and trembled twice in my palm. Then, he grabbed my hand and pulled it off his face. He looked at me in surprise."Guoguo, I'm not dreaming. Did you really come to see me?”Hearing his joyful voice, I didn't know what to say. Yes, I really came to see you. I came to make it clear to you that I like Fengnan Haochen.
If I could speak so resolutely, why would I have to suffer so much? Why should I?
"Evan, you've lost weight." I only managed to say a few words.
When he heard that, he smiled gently and said,""But you look good, so I'm relieved.”Hearing his words, I couldn't say what was in my heart. I was eating and drinking at home without a heart, but he was so weak that he lay in bed for a few days. When I was locked in the dark room, he took the risk to come and see me, but I had no conscience and only came now to explain it to him.
"I'm fine, but you're not. Why did you fight with Fengnan Haochen? Why didn't she take her medicine and take good care of herself? The Xue Yin Yi Wen I know is very steady, why would she do such a childish thing?”I couldn't help but ask.
He looked at me indifferently, his eyes sparkling like the stars in the night sky.
"I don't know. When I heard that you were sick, my heart ached. Actually, I didn't blame him, but myself. Why couldn't I protect you? I was even angrier when I found out that Qu Youfan brought you home. I know that the Qu family is a safe haven for you. I was afraid that you wouldn't care about me anymore and wouldn't want to return to the four great families. I was really afraid that I wouldn't even have the chance to see you from afar.”
"I…you know that I have no choice but to return to the four great clans. Perhaps this is fate, and I can't change it.”If I could change, I would rather be an ordinary Qu Jing Guo Ling. Just like what Yue Feiyang said, everyone thinks that the four great clans are glorious, but who knows the bitterness in their hearts?
"Has Guoguo already confirmed her feelings?”he asked.
I was stunned. Why would he…
"Feiyang came to see me. She said that she reconciled with you.”
"So it's her. Did she tell you that I…like Fengnan Haochen? I didn't say anything.
" Hehe…Silly girl, I already knew that you liked Fengnan Haochen, but I've always been unwilling. I thought that if I worked hard, you might change your mind, but I didn't expect that you would still like him after you returned home for a while. Feiyang didn't tell me directly, but I've known her for so many years. Even if she didn't say it, I could tell the answer from her behavior.”He paused for a moment before continuing,"I also made a bet with Qu Youfan."”
"Bet?" I was shocked. Why would Qu Youfan make a bet with him?
"He called this morning and said that he wanted to bring you out to visit me and Fengnan Haochen. He made a bet with me on who you would visit first. If you came to see me first, he would tell you to explain things to me before you went to see Fengnan Haochen. If you hesitated and went to see Fengnan Haochen first, he would help me be with you.”
This news shocked me. I stared at him with my eyes wide open. I didn't expect my brother to have contacted him before and even bet on such a thing.
"Don't blame Qu Youfan. I didn't want to fight him, but he said it was for your own good. If you could see who the person in your heart is, then we wouldn't have to worry so much. I thought about it and agreed. When I saw you, I really thought it was a dream. I thought that the heavens wouldn't be so cruel, but the facts have proven that if it's not yours, it won't belong to you no matter what.
I'm sorry!" I licked my dry lips and said dryly.
Xue Yin Yi Wen smiled reluctantly,""Qu Youfan knows you well. He said you would definitely say these three words to me.”
I felt awkward and didn't know how to respond.
He looked at me and said,"Guoguo, I'm a little thirsty. I want to drink some water."”
I stood up in a panic and poured some water from the cup on the table for him." Cough cough cough…" I hurriedly went to his back.
She muttered,"Drink slowly. No one is snatching it from you. Why are you in a hurry?"”I placed the cup on the table.
He pulled my hand and let me sit down by the bed. He looked at me silently and said after a while," Guoguo, I always think about how happy we would be when we were together. I took you to many places, to ski, to surf, to dive. I would be happy to see you smile. Sometimes, I would dream of these things. Then, I would wake up with a smile and realize that it was a dream. That would be very sad. Your smile has always been very close to me, but it's also so far away, because I know it doesn't belong to me.”
"Maybe we missed it when the Wheel of Fate started, so we were always close but never reached it.”
" Guoguo, I should be the one apologizing. Actually, I've always known how much Fengnan Haochen liked you and the misunderstanding between the two of you. However, I've always been selfish and didn't tell you because I thought that perhaps the relationship between the two of you wouldn't be able to withstand the storm. Perhaps you would still choose me in the end because you liked me more in the beginning, but I was wrong. It turned out that no one would wait for you at the same place. If you missed it, there was no way to start again.”
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