" Guoguo, I should be the one apologizing. Actually, I've always known how much Fengnan Haochen liked you and the misunderstanding between the two of you. However, I've always been selfish and didn't tell you because I thought that perhaps the relationship between the two of you wouldn't be able to withstand the storm. Perhaps you would still choose me in the end because you liked me more in the beginning, but I was wrong. It turned out that no one would wait for you at the same place. If you missed it, there was no way to start again.”
I stared into his eyes. His sadness made me feel at a loss. We might have never been lovers, and we might always be more than friends, but we would never be lovers.
"Actually, I think Yue Feiyang is not bad. In the past, I always thought that she was rude and unreasonable. I thought that such a girl was not worthy of your love for her. But now, I realize that she is really not bad.”For some reason, after looking at him for a while, she actually said this.
He looked at me and smiled bitterly."Guoguo, I really don't know if you're kind or cruel. Can you still push me to someone else in this situation? Not even Feiyang! Moreover, after so many years, I have never discovered a problem. Feiyang will never fall in love with me because I will never be able to control her personality. You're right. Feiyang is actually a good girl. I've always known this. She cares about her because of Fengnan Haochen. She doesn't care about anything she does. I thought that only I understood her. I thought that she would eventually fall in love with me. But now, I understand that love is not pity. No one will wait for you at the same place, and you don't have to wait for anyone. It's impossible between Feiyang and me. Otherwise, I wouldn't have rejected the suggestion of the four elders. It's really impossible between us. However, I told her that we're still good friends.”
"What about us?" I said.
He was stunned and didn't speak. He lay on the bed and closed his eyes. I looked at him and realized how cruel I was. How could I ask him such a question?
I pulled the blanket over him and whispered in his ear,"Yiwen, I don't want to see your sadness. I want to see your happy smile. I don't want to see you look so haggard. You have to get well quickly. You have to take good care of your illness and take your medicine. I'm leaving. If you're still willing to see me, then I'll come and see you again.”
After saying that, I rushed out of his room, regardless of his reaction.
When I walked to the living room, I saw that everyone from the Xueyin family was there. When they saw me, they all wanted to walk over and ask me, but I held back. I took a deep breath and said,"Grandpa Xue Yin, Uncle, Auntie, I have said all that I need to say. Yi Wen is a sensible person, he wouldn't intentionally make you worry.”
" Now…" Grandpa Xue Yin hesitated.
"I'm going to see Fengnan Haochen." I said without hesitation.
"Yeah, I should have gone to see him a long time ago. That child is much more willful than Ivan. He almost broke all the plates at home. The Li family incident…isn't as complicated as you think. Do you have no confidence in Haochen?”
I didn't expect him to mention Li Xuan. Although his words were vague, it seemed like he was trying to find a reason for Fengnan Haochen's actions so that I wouldn't misunderstand. I smiled." It's not that I don't have confidence in him. It's just that I don't have confidence in myself.”
Grandpa Xue Yin also laughed and said,"You still don't have confidence?" You've made Feng Nan, Hua Jing, and the rest of us old men like you so much the moment we met, especially that old man Feng Nan. If it weren't for him being domineering, you might have been someone's granddaughter-in-law.”
I was slightly chubby and my face was slightly red. Qu Youfan came over to help me out and said,""Elder Xue Yin, let's go see Fengnan Haochen now. I think that after today, Yiwen will cooperate with us. If there are any other problems, please contact us immediately.”
"Alright, alright. Let's go and see Haochen. He must be feeling even more uncomfortable after not seeing Guo Ling for the past few days.”
As Grandpa Xueyin teased me, I dragged Qu Youfan and ran out of Xueyin's house.
"Do you have any more concerns now? She could finally confess to Feng Nan Haochen, right?”Qu Youfan said.
I shook my head and said,"Who said I was going to confess to him?"”
Qu Youfan pulled me back.”
"Can't I go and watch the show?" It wasn't easy for her to see him in such a dire state. If she didn't give him a good beating, how would she be worthy of his 'care' for so long?”
"Are you still thinking about Li Xuan?" Qu Youfan frowned. If you don't tell him clearly, how will he choose? Could it be that they still had to continue being ambiguous? I can't refuse."
"Who said I wanted to be ambiguous? If he wants to be ambiguous, I'm not willing. If I don't confess, I can still let him choose. If he knows that I like him, won't he be even more fearless? I don't want to." I said.
"He can't be so stupid that he doesn't know that you like him, right?”Qu Youfan asked in disbelief.
"Bingo, you're right! He thinks I like Yvonne, what a joke!”I said happily.
Qu Youfan shook his head." No wonder people say that love makes people stupid. He's not stupid at all. He's practically brainless." However, this also shows that he likes you to a very deep level. Otherwise, how could he not feel it when you were so obvious?”
"Brother, what do you think I should do if he likes me but also likes Li Xuan?”I was thinking about the way he treated Li Xuan.
"Have you forgotten what you said? Would you rather die than live in shame?"
I remained silent.
"If there is still no way to escape the fate of marriage, then brother will prepare everything in two years. Two years later, our family will go to a place where no one can find us and live a simple life.”Qu Youfan said.
I continued to remain silent. How could I not like him after two years? Two years later, can I leave without any worries?
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