Yanzi drove the car all the way to the suburbs. A large area of green wheat fields came into my sight. This kind of vibrant green immediately gave me hope for life. Disappointment is only a temporary rest after exhaustion. As long as we still have breath, we should continue to move forward towards hope.
"Yanzi, where are you taking me?”I looked out the window at the farmer working in the wheat field. My heart, which I thought was broken, began to beat violently again. People live not only for feelings, but also for many precious things that are waiting for us to pursue.
"Are you in a better mood?" Yanzi slowed down the car and looked at me with a smile.
I nodded indifferently, deeply attracted by the large patch of green. All I saw in the city was a gray stone forest made of reinforced concrete, which had long tired my vision. My entire person seemed to have become dull, and I almost lost the courage to live. I had forgotten the meaning of life. Now, this large area of healthy and green wheat seedlings really made me happy and energetic.
"I come here when I'm in a bad mood. When you see those plants breaking out of the ground with their tenacious vitality, you will feel that we can deal with any setback, because we are far more powerful than those delicate green plants!”Yanzi slowly parked the car by the roadside as she spoke.
I looked at Yanzi with approval. The setbacks and hardships she had experienced far surpassed mine. She had lost her mother when she was young, quarreled with her stepmother, and worked alone in the south for freedom. In the face of materialistic reality, she gave up a happy life and was willing to become someone else's mistress. She must have made the most painful struggle with all these choices. When she was lost and helpless, perhaps it was these inconspicuous plants that gave her the motivation to continue moving forward. Everyone has things that they don't want to do. If they only cry in pain, sigh in regret, then they are destined to be an eternal failure. I definitely can't waste my time in disappointment. I should learn from Yanzi and walk towards tomorrow with a smile. I won't bow to life and prove that I'm not a weakling with my tenacious vitality.
"I always thought that Lu Kai cared about you! He only married Yun Shu out of pity and responsibility. Think about it, if it weren't for Yun Shu's blood back then, would Lu Kai's father be alive today? He's repaying a favor, do you understand?" Yanzi looked at me seriously and analyzed the relationship between Lu Kai and me as a bystander. Actually, I feel that Yanzi's words make some sense, but no matter what reason Lu Kai has for wanting to marry the critically ill Yun Shu, I'm still an outsider.
"But they loved each other passionately, and I was just a passerby when he was young and ignorant. His love for Yunshu will never be shared with me.”Although I really wanted to continue working hard for this relationship, when I heard Lu Kai's words in the hospital, I only wanted to retreat unscathed. I didn't expect to be hurt by him in the end because my heart was already riddled with holes and couldn't withstand any more storms.
Yanzi looked at me in disappointment. Her tone was a little resentful as she said seriously,"You've always been like this since you were young. You always think of the worst and don't have the courage to challenge her. No matter how infatuated a man was, he would not be able to last three years, let alone Lu Kai, who was full of vigor. You've had a crush on him for seven years. Don't you have the confidence to wait for him for another three years?”
I was speechless. Yes, Yunshu is a pitiful person who has no tomorrow. How can I lose to her? As long as she's alive, there's hope. No matter how good she is, she'll only be a piece of scenery in Lu Kai's memories in the future. And I'm standing in front of him so vividly and powerfully. Sooner or later, he'll really fall in love with me.
"How is it? Do you have the confidence to take him down?" Yanzi smiled and patted my shoulder.
I nodded shyly and thought of the supper on New Year's Eve. I felt that he must have me in his heart. If he didn't care about me, why would he ask Yanzi about my preferences?
"You're right. Lu Kai actually cares about me. He even sent me supper on New Year's Eve this year when I was on duty!”Thinking of Lu Kai delivering supper, my heart warmed up and I smiled happily at Yanzi.
Yanzi seemed to have heard some breaking news and shouted in surprise,""Then why are you still disappointed, you pig? He's good to Yunshu now just to let her complete the last journey of her life happily. If she dies, Lu Kai will definitely return to your side immediately!”
"I thought you knew about him delivering food. You're so shocked. Didn't he tell you?”I was very puzzled. There was clearly an expert behind Lu Kai sending me food, and this expert, as the name suggests, was Yanzi. Why did she seem to be completely unaware?
"Why did he tell me about this? Ever since we met last time, I haven't spoken to Lu Kai on the phone!”Yanzi said seriously. It seemed that she really did not know about this. I was even more puzzled. Lu Kai didn't know that I was on duty on New Year's Eve. He didn't ask Yanzi what I liked to eat either. How could he send my favorite food to the department on New Year's Eve? How could I explain all of this?
Yanzi looked at me thoughtfully and hurriedly asked,"Do you think there's a problem with delivering food?”
I couldn't explain it clearly at the moment, so I could only tell Yanzi everything about Chu Xi in detail, including the conversation with Silent Leaves. My sixth sense told me that this matter was most likely related to Silent Leaves, but the person involved was confused, and the bystander was clearer. I still hoped that Yanzi would help me analyze it.
Yanzi shouted in shock again,""Wow, you actually have a spare tire on the Internet. Why didn't you tell me earlier?”She pretended to be angry and rolled her eyes at me.
"I asked you to help me analyze this matter, not to gossip about my life! Even if I were to make an online friend, I would have to tell you that he's thousands of miles away. He's just a trash can for me to pour out my grievances. He's not a spare tire at all. I don't have your ability!”I also rolled my eyes at Yanzi. This guy didn't talk about serious matters and only talked about things that had no boundaries.
Yanzi coughed and said seriously,""According to my analysis, this supper definitely wasn't sent by Lu Kai. Firstly, he doesn't know that you're on duty and doesn't know what you like to eat. On the second New Year's Eve, there was a fast food restaurant that would deliver food to their door in the early hours of the morning. This must have been prepared at home. From what I can see, the mastermind behind the meal delivery should be related to your spare tire!”She was acting like a detective trying a case. She was not the mastermind behind the scenes. The person who sent the food was kind, not trying to poison others.
"I also think it has something to do with him. When I was chatting with him, I told him that I liked to eat shredded pork with garlic sauce and braised eggplant, but he's not in this city at all.”I scratched my head. I just couldn't believe that Chu Xi's supper was arranged by the 'windless leaf'.
"That's true. Could it be that there are other men who have a crush on you? You keep saying that no one wants you, but you're more popular than me!”Yanzi started to be frivolous again.
"Someone has a crush on me? No one would believe it. I only have a crush on someone else!" My heart was gray. I thought that Lu Kai was interested in me and specially sent someone to send me supper. I didn't expect that after analyzing it, it had nothing to do with him at all. It seemed that I was dreaming again!
"Who cares who gave it to him? Why are you thinking so much? If there's anyone else who wants to send you off in the future, don't forget to call me!”Yanzi said casually.
"Aren't you afraid that someone will plot against me? I don't care who sent it to me. I don't want to take advantage of others for no reason. Besides, I'm not a foodie.”I shouted in dissatisfaction.
"Alright, I'm just joking with you! If you have the chance in the future, you should ask that Silent Leaf. I think he's the biggest suspect! If he is a young and handsome man, you can also consider developing a relationship with him!”
"Are you a lovestruck fool? You know that I only care about Lu Kai. Just now, you encouraged me not to give up, and now you're telling me to fall in love with someone else. You're really not a good woman!”I laughed and poked Yanzi's forehead with my finger.
"Oh my god! Don't you see my head hitting the steering wheel just now?”Yanzi cried out and covered her forehead with her hand. Only then did I remember that Yanzi and I were both slightly injured in the afternoon.
"Stop screaming. The bump on my head is bigger than yours. It's all your fault for driving carelessly and almost killing Iris!”I scolded Yanzi inhumanely. It's not that I want to scold her, but she's always so rash. If I don't scold her, she'll definitely be in big trouble in the future!
"Damn Qiuqiu, I'm already in such a miserable state, and you're still criticizing me. Can you have some humanity? I'll just be more careful in the future! Besides, if I really kill Yun Shu today, wouldn't I be helping you and Lu Kai? I'm a good person who's willing to sacrifice my life for my friend.”Yanzi giggled.
Hearing Yanzi's words, my heart felt warm. She cursed Yunshu to die early, not because she was evil, but because she wanted me to be happy. If God wants to punish her, please come to me. Many feelings in this world have been swallowed up by money, and the sisterhood between Yanzi and me is now a luxury. I must treasure it well. When we are white-haired, it will be a wonderful enjoyment to recall the past.
"Thank you!" I held Yanzi's hand seriously, tears glistening in my eyes.
Yanzi giggled." Why are you so serious? In this world, I'm only close to you other than my father. If you say thank you again, you're treating me like an outsider!"”
"Does it still hurt?" I reached out and touched Yanzi's blue forehead.
"I'm fine! I'm strong!" Yanzi's smile was very bright, and there seemed to be no sadness on her face, even though she was currently having a headache over her marriage.
"It's good that you're fine!" I also imitated Yanzi's bright smile. My gloomy face finally welcomed sunshine.
"Laugh at life, laugh at tomorrow. You and I will not easily give up to anyone!”Yanzi said as she started the car and stepped on the accelerator. The car was like a red bolt of lightning as it drove on the wide asphalt road. I rolled down the window and stretched my hand out of the window, letting the gentle spring breeze give me the strength to set sail.
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