After a long day, I was exhausted and fell asleep the moment I got home. In my dream, I saw Yun Shu walking towards me with blood all over her body and an extremely painful expression. She even asked me loudly why she liked Lu Kai. I was so scared that I broke out in a cold sweat and woke up from my dream while shouting. Looking at her watch, it's not even nine o'clock yet. Thinking about Yunshu's special condition and the external injury she suffered today because of Yanzi and me, I wonder if her leg is still bleeding? Out of guilt, I dialed Lu Kai's number. With the broad mind of a doctor, I wanted to really care about Yun Shu and comfort Lu Kai at the same time.
"Lu Kai, how is Yunshu?" I asked carefully. After all, it was Yanzi and I who were in the wrong today. If Yunshu was well at the moment, I could sleep with a clear conscience. Otherwise, I would wake up from nightmares every night.
"It's okay, she's asleep!" Lu Kai's voice was very soft, probably because he was afraid of waking Yun Shu up.
I held the phone and didn't know what to say. I wanted to hang up, but I felt that it wasn't easy to call him. I couldn't see him, but listening to his voice was also a kind of enjoyment. In the end, I actually asked weakly,""Lu Kai, when do you plan to hold a banquet with Yunshu?”
"Dad helped us set a date today. It's the eighth of March, next Saturday! You and Yanzi must come!" Lu Kai's voice sounded very happy. It seemed that he didn't care that Yun Shu was suffering from a serious illness and was at the end of his life. He only knew that Yun Shu would be with him regardless of life or death. He wanted to accompany Yun Shu to face the arrival of death and leave traces of their true love in Yun Shu's last moments.
When I heard Lu Kai's relaxed words, my heart seemed to skip a beat. The flushed face that had just crawled out of the blanket immediately turned pale. I promised that I would help Lu Kai find Yun Shu and smile as I watched Lu Kai accompany Yun Shu on his journey of life, but I'm still a woman with feelings. At this moment, I'd rather the one who's critically ill be me and not Yun Shu.
My entire body was as cold as ice, but in order to not let Lu Kai feel guilty because of my sadness, I tried my best to suppress the pain in my heart and adjusted my voice as much as possible. I said gently,"Congratulations to you and Yunshu. Yanzi and I will definitely attend your wedding!”
"Thank you. If there's nothing else, I'll hang up first!”In order to avoid the awkwardness of continuing to communicate with me, Lu Kai whispered and hurriedly hung up the phone.
I held my phone and sat on the bed as I listened to the beeping sound of the phone being disconnected. I won't cry to Lu Kai over the phone because I know that only when you cry in front of someone who cares about you will your tears flow into the other party's heart and make him pity and feel guilty. Otherwise, tears are just salty liquid that will only make the other party hate and despise you. I'm a smart woman. I will never cry in front of someone who doesn't care about me. That will only make the other party look down on me or hate me.
I felt like thousands of ants were gnawing on my body. How could I still feel sleepy? In order to make this long night turn into dawn quickly, I simply turned on my computer and started chatting online. After searching through the group, he found that apart from Yanzi, there was no one else online. And Silent Leaf, who was online almost every day, seemed to have disappeared from the face of the earth these few days. Looking at the windless gray image of Ye Luo, I suddenly remembered the New Year's Eve meal delivery. I remembered that Yanzi had analyzed that he was the most suspicious. Since I had nothing to do tonight, I would take the opportunity to understand him better and see where this mysterious person came from. He checked his personal information. He was from Hubei, and his gender was displayed as male. He was 31 years old and loved sports. I couldn't determine who he was based on this information alone. In the end, I decided to go to his space to take a look. However, I didn't expect this stingy person to actually add a password to his space. I sighed dejectedly, but I still wanted to try and crack his password. I entered the numbers five times in a row, and they were all wrong. It seemed that if I didn't understand, then I didn't understand. No matter how smart I was, I wouldn't be able to understand his thoughts. I shook my head dejectedly and logged out of his space to browse the news on the website.
There was a notification on QQ. I thought it was Silent Leaves, but it turned out to be Yanzi. This guy kept complaining that he was exhausted when we parted in the afternoon. He was still awake and wanted to chat with me.
"Qiuqiu, what are you doing?"
"Nothing much. Aren't you exhausted? Why aren't you asleep yet?”
"You can't sleep without a man to hug you. Are you the same as me? "Haha," this guy shamelessly sent this sentence.
I replied resentfully,"I'm not like you. You must be crazy for a man!"”
"You're the reincarnation of a duck. You're stubborn! If you don't want a man, why do you always want to find Lu Kai? You and I have both experienced it before, so why do you have to pretend to be a pure girl? Men actually like coquettish women!”
Yanzi, this fellow, whatever words came out of her mouth would change. Love and desire were two different things. I looked for Lu Kai because of seven years of pure love, but now she seemed to be saying that I was a lonely woman burning with desire and wanted all kinds of men.
I replied angrily," Don't force your thoughts on me. Lu Kai and I are purely in love. It's hard to say about you and that old man!”
Yanzi was silent for a long time before she finally sent a message."Actually, you're right. We seem to be just desires. He thirsts for my body, and I like his money. We just want what we need. It can't compare to your sincere and great love!”
I felt that Yanzi was angry and regretted saying those words that hurt her soul. I hurriedly apologized,"I'm sorry, Yanzi. That's not what I meant when I said those words. I'm actually very envious of your relationship. At least he will visit you once in a while, and I'm just foolishly lovesick. You're much luckier than me.”
"Thank you. I'm tired. I'll go down first! Good night!" Yanzi left in a hurry. It seemed that my words really hurt her. To be honest, the alliance between her and that man was actually about each seeking their own needs. Yanzi advocated a high standard of living and liked a luxurious life, while that successful man needed a young and energetic woman to prove that he was still young. There was no love between them!
Seeing that it was getting late, I was about to log off to sleep, but at this moment, Yeh Luo's profile picture started to flash. He finally came online.
"Hello!" This time, I took the initiative to greet him.
"You're still up so late?"
"Weren't you awake too? What have you been busy with these past few days? Why haven't you been online?”
"I just came back from a business trip.”
"It's nothing. I just wanted to talk to you!”I didn't ask him directly about the food delivery. If he decided to hide it, it would be useless to ask.
"Did you encounter something annoying at work?”
"No, I want to understand you better!”I boldly typed out this sentence.
"What do you mean? Are you interested in me?" He sent a surprised emoji.
My face instantly turned red. I didn't mean that. I just wanted to find out if he was someone I knew and if he had anything to do with delivering food on New Year's Eve.
"No! You've been chatting with me for a long time, but you're actually so stingy that you don't even let me enter your space. Are you so ugly that you're afraid to see people?”I unceremoniously tried to goad him into letting me enter his space to take a look.
" It's not that ugly. We're just two people who hit it off on different sides of the world. It's fine as long as we get along. Why do we have to see each other? Actually, the closer we get to each other, the more we feel that the other party isn't as beautiful as we think. Instead of being disappointed in reality, it's better to appreciate each other and encourage each other like this!”
His words were flawless. I couldn't find any flaws to continue my goal. I could only send an image of him clapping.
"Don't be like this. I'll be embarrassed. Last time, you said that you liked a man with the surname Lu. How's it going these few days?”He cleverly changed the topic and asked about the things I mentioned to him last time.
At the mention of Lu Kai, I felt a wave of sadness in my heart. I slowly typed out a few words: "No progress!"
"Don't be discouraged. The more infatuated a man is, the more you have to work hard to chase after him. He will treat you the same way he treated Yunshu!”
I suddenly felt that Ye Luo was like my confidant in my previous life. In my next life, he met me online, tirelessly listening to my complaints and giving me advice on how to get love. I think how blessed I am. During the day, I have swallows chirping by my side. At night, when I can't sleep, I have him to solve my problems. Life is like this. What regrets do I have?
"Thank you for your encouragement. I won't give up!”I easily typed out this sentence and attached a few smiley faces at the end. I want to look at tomorrow with a smile, and smile at every obstacle. After the storm, there will always be a beautiful rainbow.
"I'm very happy to see you like this. It's getting late.”
"Good night!"
He went offline. I looked at his cartoon avatar that had turned gray and couldn't help but wonder what kind of man he was. It is often said that there is no true friendship between men and women. Since he was so willing to talk to me and help me get rid of my loss and sadness, he definitely did not just want to chat with someone in his spare time to relieve the pressure of work. However, we were thousands of miles apart and he had never asked to video chat with me. For a moment, I really could not understand what his purpose was.
Thinking too much about some things was asking for trouble. I don't want to investigate the matter of the food delivery anymore. He's far away in Hebei and has no time to come here. I'll just treat it as a kind person who came to the wrong door, and I'm just the lucky one. Some things don't have to be clarified. It'll be very tiring to live like that!
Looking at the time, it was almost midnight. I turned off the computer and slowly lay down in bed. I tossed and turned, but it was difficult to fall asleep. The 8th of March. This time was like a worm wriggling in my head, stirring it until my head was aching. How was I going to face Lu Kai, who was standing beside someone else, that day? Could I control my emotions? Could I attend his wedding with a smile on my face?
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