Drinking alone her tears
16 I’m just not married

Ni Jing

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That night was another night of passion. Su Zihuan lay in the Tsar's arms, panting from the passion just now.

" Ao..." She lay on his body, wanting to discuss something with him.

"What is it?" The Tsar's hand was still caressing her back restlessly, and only his bright eyes could be seen in the darkness.

Su Zihuan mustered up her courage and told him her thoughts."When can I leave?" She didn't want to sink into this.

When she came here, she was either in the room or the bathroom, or in his arms. She had not been anywhere else.

Her heart was screaming that she was about to suffocate. She needed fresh air.

"No!" She could forget about leaving him again.

Hearing such a firm rejection, she had no choice but to put down her pride and change to a pleading tone." Please…I'll still come back…" This was the best solution she could think of.

"You want to leave so badly?" His unhappy tone told her that he was about to lose his temper.

"Okay, I'll get Xiangyu to accompany you out.”He quickly compromised, but before she could cheer, his voice sounded again,"If you can leave this room.”He turned over and let her lie back on the bed, then began to plunder and occupy her.

"Wait! " Ao…" She still wanted to say something, but her mouth was blocked and she had no chance to speak.

His hand slid directly to her private area, which was still burning from the passion just now. He effortlessly invaded it with his fingers.

"Don't you want to leave?" He deliberately kept her in suspense, knowing that she longed to get out of this cage.

He proudly placed his mouth on her earlobe and gently bit her sensitive area. She could clearly feel his rough fingers twitching inside her body and deliberately rubbing her bulge.

" Ah..." Su Zihuan wanted to turn her head away, but he was so overbearing that she couldn't move. She accidentally noticed the earrings on his ear.

"You don't want me to touch you, right?" He said meaningfully, his hand still playing with her body. The heat and humidity there made his hand wet.

Su Zihuan nodded silently, thinking that he would let her go.

"Alright then, you do it yourself.”His words struck her brain like a bolt of lightning.

"No! Please don't do this!" She protested hoarsely, not understanding why he was bullying her like this. It was as if he hated her deeply.

"Or do you want me to do it?" He didn't mind venting the desire in his body, but he was afraid that she wouldn't be able to take it tonight.

" No..." Then she didn't want it even more. His desires were always endless. He wanted it again and again, and he didn't intend to let her rest at all.

"It's up to you. You don't want it?" The Tsar's hand twitched even faster, making her want more.

"How is it?" He placed his other hand on her body and explored her body, not caring about her uneasy trembling.

It was only when she nodded that he withdrew his hand and sat up to look at her coldly.

When her trembling hand came to his chest, he said mercilessly,"Let's begin." Su Zihuan suppressed her fear and gently caressed her fair breasts, which were slightly red from his rudeness. She gently caressed her breasts, her movements a little rusty. Clearly, he was very dissatisfied.

"Not enough!" The Tsar actually did not intend to let her leave at all. He did not want her to leave his sight again.

" Please…" She really wouldn't, but the Tsar wasn't soft-hearted at all. He just stared at her.

He didn't let her sleep the entire night. He was so excited that he kept going in and out of her body. When she was about to fall asleep, he used his hand to ignite her passion.

She continued to release herself, and the exhaustion that was about to collapse invaded her, making her sob non-stop.

When everything was still, she was already a little unconscious. The waves of pleasure had completely paralyzed her brain cells, making her unable to speak or think. She just wanted to end it as soon as possible.

"No…it's not enough!" The Tsar's physical strength was amazing. Although he was already drenched in sweat, and some of the sweat had already dripped onto her body, he still wanted to continue.

She couldn't help but wonder if he was torturing her on purpose because he didn't want her to leave.

" I won't be able to get up tomorrow…" Even if she could get up tomorrow, her whole body would be aching. It was impossible for her to go out.

"This is the price!" Then, he flipped her over on top of him, letting her swallow his excitement in one go. He did not give her time to catch her breath, and it was another wave of annoying pleasure.

Just like that, Su Zihuan was completely possessed that night, and she truly witnessed the Tsar's passion and possessiveness.

Of course, she could not leave as she wished because her body was covered with the tsar's hickeys. Her waist was almost unable to straighten, and her legs were weak. This was the result of hugging him all night.

However, the tsar had kindly told her that Xiangyu would accompany the emperor out, which made her feel an indescribable envy.

She also wanted to leave, to escape from this demon's grasp.

"I allow you to ask me more questions." Ever since the last time she asked him questions, she stopped asking him questions because she couldn't bear the price he wanted.

However, he was in a particularly good mood today and could accept it unconditionally.

"I don't want to!" As long as she thought about the outcome of asking, she did not dare to ask again.

"No conditions!" "Really?" She didn't believe it. Could it be that he was soft-hearted because of what he did last night?

"Ask away! I'm sure your head is full of questions.”He pulled Su Zihuan over and sat on his lap. His hands combed her long hair very naturally. He really loved her beautiful long hair.

"Were we lovers in the past?”She unconsciously noticed his earrings. It was rare to see a man wearing earrings. In the past, it would always feel out of place, but when it was on his ear, it did not feel that way. Instead, it had a fatal attraction.

"I'm just short of getting married." That's right, the only thing missing was that certificate. Everyone who knew him knew his Zi 'er and knew that he loved her deeply.

She didn't ask any more questions, which made him look at her suspiciously, because she looked like she wanted to say something but hesitated.

"What do you want to ask?" It was obvious that she had something to say.

Perhaps it was his doubts that gave her courage. She caressed the earring.

"Why are you wearing earrings?" Actually, she did not expect him to answer.

However, to her surprise, he started to say,"Because of a person." "A woman?" She suddenly felt jealous.

" That's right. A girl I loved deeply. I was afraid that she would leave me one day and forget the way home and that I was waiting for her. Therefore, I left a token on her and locked it. Then, I put the key on her ear so that she would remember our agreement when she saw me.”" You…" She was too shocked. She had thought that this was just his hobby. She did not expect there to be such a story behind it.

"What about the girl?" She asked with a trembling voice. She believed that she was that girl because she had the thin chain he had left behind on her feet.

"She got lost. When I wasn't paying attention, she disappeared. She never came back to look for me. Even when she saw me, she still couldn't recognize me.”He sounded very lonely and sad, a side she had never seen before.

"Then what about you?" She began to resent herself for losing her memory.

"I could only try my best to make her remember me. No matter what method I used, even if I had to make her hate me, I had to make her remember me and tell me why she left me.”"So, you forced her to make a deal with you. You wanted her to sleep with you, and you used a rough method to possess her. You wanted her to hate you, and you wanted her to remember you, right? You want her to remember your body, remember that you hugged her like this, right?”She cried sadly.

"Other than this, I can't think of any other way.”"You can choose not to have her!" She did not know if it was her fortune or misfortune to be loved by such a domineering man.

"Other than her, I won't fall in love with anyone else. I don't give up easily. Once I give up my feelings, I will find her even if I have to chase her to the ends of the earth.”In the end, he just looked at her affectionately, hoping that she would remember something.

" How could you be so bad…How could you…How much sin did you make her bear…" She felt suffocated.

"This is what she owes me. She has to pay me back for what I have given her. Even if she doesn't give it to me, I will still make her pay until I am satisfied.”This was his ironclad oath, and no one could change it.

"It's me. That woman is me. The thin chain on my foot is the token you mentioned. My departure made me lose my memory and forget about you. That's why you wanted revenge and chased me to Taiwan to kidnap me back to Japan, right?”"I want you to never leave me for the rest of your life. There will never be an end between us. As long as I'm alive, I'll haunt you for the rest of my life.”No wonder he didn't want the chain even when she said she wanted to return it to him. He thought that she hadn't paid off enough. How could he let her go? "I am my own master. I can leave you at any time, even if this thin chain follows me for the rest of my life.”"Unless you can undo it, you can't leave.”With that, he kissed her fiercely, wanting her not to say anything about leaving him again. He could feel her powerless struggle and the strength of her slapping his body. She was so angry that she could only cry in his arms. This was the first time she had cried out loud since she came here. It was the first time she had lost her mind and cried.

Because she felt so wronged. She didn't mean to forget all of this. How could he accuse her before he figured out the truth? He said that she owed him. Could it be that she left because he had let her down?

"Wu…wu…I hate you…I hate you!”She hit the Tsar unwillingly.

He just let her vent in silence because he knew that she had not had a good life in the past three years, at least not better than him.

In the end, when she was tired of crying and beating, and could no longer move, she stopped and fell asleep quietly in his arms. She did not see the reluctance in his eyes.

"Zi 'er, no matter what, I won't let you leave.”Looking at her sleeping face, he said as if he was swearing.

In fact, when he found her, he almost collapsed when he found out that she was a dancer. Fortunately, she did not have another man, or he believed that he would kill her, kill this woman who betrayed him.

The next day, for some unknown reason, the Tsar actually agreed to let her go out and even let Xiangyu accompany her.

"Come back before dark." He didn't want to push her too hard. It wouldn't do them any good. Perhaps letting her relax was the best way.

"Is it really possible?" She was so excited that she could finally walk out of this cage and breathe the fresh air outside. She did not have to wander around the room every day. "Can I take Wayne out?" After she asked that question, she realized that she shouldn't have asked.

Because the Tsar's face sank again." No!”Feeling wronged, she could only stand silently at the side and wait for Xiangyu to arrive.

"I'll call you anytime. Don't let me not be able to find you.”Looking at the mobile phone in her hand, she could only nod.

When Xiangyu arrived, she saw that the Tsar was like a father who was nervous about his daughter's date, giving orders.

"Xiangyu, sorry to trouble you." Other than Xiangyu, he also sent Leng Yi and Leng Lie to protect them in the dark.

But he didn't plan to tell them, because half of the purpose was to monitor them.

The little bird that was released from the cage was especially happy. Everything she saw surprised her.

They went to the department store and bought many exquisite little things and clothes. They also bought a few pieces of cloth because she wanted to make some scarves for herself.

She didn't want to wear a purple scarf forever. It was his favorite color. Although she liked it too, she wanted to change it.

Xiangyu wasn't as excited as Su Zihuan. She vigilantly observed her surroundings, not wanting anyone to disturb Su Zihuan's good mood.

She was too beautiful!

She was so beautiful that people could not take their eyes off her. The people who came and went all turned their heads to look at her again, stunned by her beauty.

Su Zihuan didn't seem to mind. She was focused on finding and buying her things without any uneasiness.

In the end, when they were tired of walking and strolling, they wanted to find a place to rest.

"Xiangyu, can we find a place to sit down?”It was already past five in the afternoon, and it had been three hours since she came out.

In other words, the Tsar had already made three calls.

Su Zihuan answered all three calls. She happily told the Tsar what she had bought and was not angry at his surprise inspection at all.

"Alright!" Actually, Xiangyu was also tired.

They walked into a cafe and sat down. After ordering drinks, the two of them waited in silence.

"Xiangyu, do you not like me?”She could feel that Xiangyu did not talk much when they were together. At the same time, Xiangyu never paid attention to her.

Xiangyu didn't expect Su Zihuan to discover her. She thought that she had hidden herself well.

"No, you're overthinking it." "You don't have to comfort me. I can feel it.”Her memory loss made her very sensitive to everything around her.

At this moment, the waiter brought the drinks over, and they took a sip.

Finally, Xiangyu broke the silence. "I'm not very happy to see you.”"Why?" She admitted that she had no way to offend Xiangyu.

"Not only me, but the entire organization doesn't like you.”She was not stupid. She could feel it, and the Tsar knew a thing or two.

"Is it because I left the Tsar?”She would not think that Xiangyu hated her because she fell in love with the Tsar.

Because she could see that the importance and lofty status of the Tsar in the organization could not be replaced.

"Because of your selfishness." Xiangyu said very seriously.

"Me? Selfish?" Su Zihuan didn't understand.

"Three years ago, in order to gain more freedom, you gave up the Tsar who loved you with all his heart. Have you ever thought about how much pain the Tsar had to go through for you?”Xiangyu scolded her agitatedly.

"I don't know." She really didn't know. She couldn't remember what had happened in the past. Now, she only understood how domineering the Tsar was and how he monopolized her.

"Of course you don't know, because you're not a victim. In order to find you, the Tsar has been wandering around the world for all these years. Have you thought about it? Because he loves you too much. He has given you too much of this feeling, and he can't take it back. And you selfishly left him. How can he accept it?”"I didn't!" No wonder he said that she owed him. Was it because he had suffered?

"You do! We are all witnesses." Xiangyu used the entire organization to accuse her, making her unable to refute.

"I'm sorry for wasting your time with me.”She could imagine how uncomfortable Xiangyu had been the entire afternoon.

Xiangyu did not expect her to suddenly apologize and could only look at her in shock.

"What's wrong with you?" She seemed to have gone too far.

Su Zihuan shook her head and did not say anything else.

She was afraid that she would cry the moment she opened her mouth. She could not be so weak. She did not cry so much during those three years. She was very strong. She always wanted to be brave. However, after she came to Japan, her tears seemed to be unable to keep flowing down, making it impossible for her to hide them.

Just like that, they finished their drinks speechlessly and got into the car to return to the sand house. She had been so happy when she went out in the morning, but when she returned, she had a worried face. There was no smile on her face anymore.#

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