Xi Yan was not as strong as him, so she was pulled to the bedside by Hao Yun.
"Brother Haoyun?"
"Don't look at me like that!" Hao Yun looked at her frightened face with a faint smile. "Aren't we husband and wife? What's so strange about being polite?”
" But..." Xiyan could not understand. He hated her so much, didn't he? He hated her, yet he wanted to be intimate with her. This…
Hao Yun seemed to see her confusion and said,""Don't misunderstand. I did this with you because I needed it, and you..."
He pulled her closer to him and blew his hot breath on her face.
"You also need me to comfort you, don't you?”
" No..." Xiyan shook her head."I can't accept what you're saying. If you still hate me, you shouldn't have touched me. I don't want to do this with someone who hates me!”She couldn't stand that her existence was just a tool for Hao Yun to vent.
Hao Yun smiled coldly. "Hmph, that's not up to you!" How could he listen to her? To him, doing this kind of thing could not only vent his desire, but also make her suffer. Because of her pain, the pain of losing the person he loved in his heart could be reduced a little.
Not allowing her to refuse, he forcefully pulled her onto the bed, pressed her struggling body down, and half-stripped and half-tore all the clothes on her that were in the way, throwing them all onto the ground.
"No! No!" Xiyan was still struggling, but no matter how hard she struggled, Haoyun would not let go of her. he
"Last time, I didn't love this place well. This time, I will give you the greatest satisfaction.”
" Mm...ah..." Xiyan's upper body kept trembling, and her small mouth could not help but let out a seductive moan.
Xi Yan's voice shook Hao Yun's heart. Damn it, he felt it!
Hao Yun, who could not control his own physiological reaction, could not help but be angry with himself. He originally wanted Xi Yan to tremble and beg for mercy under his body, but why did his male part immediately enter a state of waiting to be released?
He hated her, but he actually had feelings for her!？How could this be?
Damn it! Listening to Xi Yan's sweet moans and seeing her beautiful face due to lust, he did not want to suppress his desire anymore.
He could not wait to kiss her lips and suck deeply.
" Mm..." The woman's teasing moans made him even more excited. He hugged her head and kissed every part of her soft mouth hungrily.
This was the first time he had touched her lips. He did not expect her lips to be softer than he had imagined.
Not only was it soft, but it was also sweet. His tongue wrapped around her sweet tongue, greedily sucking the fragrance in her mouth.
As expected of sisters, their kisses were equally sweet and intoxicating.
He would temporarily treat Xiyan as the Chaoyan he loved!
Thinking of this, his kisses became even wilder and more passionate. He kept begging.
Xi Yan's soul had long flown away. Her nose was filled with his scent. She did not know if it was because she was too excited or because Haoyun had kissed her for too long, but she felt dizzy.
After an unknown period of time, Hao Yun finally let go of her. Before she could catch her breath, the feeling of her legs being separated made her whole body tense up.
"No!" The painful memory of the last time surfaced in her mind, and she began to struggle.
" Ah…" It was different from the last time when she only felt pain. Perhaps it was Haoyun's gentle movements, so she did not feel any pain. This time, Xiyan felt comfortable, so comfortable that she started to feel dizzy again.
This face was always so handsome no matter when she looked at it, and it made her confused. Even if he played with her body so cruelly, she still loved him, more than anyone else!
"I beg you…"
Xi Yan gave in. Not for herself, but to satisfy him.
"Be good!" Hao Yun looked really satisfied.
Holding Xi Yan's slim waist tightly, Hao Yun swayed his hips and twisted his waist as he sprinted with all his might.
Xi Yan gritted her teeth and endured the pleasure in her body. Although she did not feel pain this time, her expression was still filled with pain.
Thinking about how she was so useless in Haoyun's eyes, she could only use her body. How could she not be sad?
Hao Yun was moving back and forth in the tight tunnel. When he reached the peak, the inner wall that tightly wrapped him told him that Xi Yan had also reached the peak.
After releasing all his passion, he pressed his tired body against hers, his sweaty skin sticking tightly to her.
With his eyes closed, he did not see the tears that were sliding down from the corner of Xi Yan's eyes. He fell into a deep sleep soon after he was satisfied.
The following days were painful for Xi Yan.
Hao Yun forbade her from entering his room again, Hao Yun forbade her from looking for him, and he himself never returned to their bridal chamber. In addition, Haoyun left early and returned late every day, so it seemed like it was harder for Xi Yan to see Haoyun.
They seemed to be united but were actually separated. After a long time, they could not hide it from anyone. Prince Rong and his wife, who were not prejudiced against her, were now criticizing her. They did not understand why Haoyun had to go out and drink every day after marrying a wife. Because he was dissatisfied with Xiyan, he naturally did not give Xiyan a good look.
In addition to Haoxue, who already had a grudge against her, Xiyan was in a very difficult situation in Prince Rong's residence.
However, Xi Yan did not care about these things. Whether she was despised or blamed, as long as she had a clear conscience, no matter how others treated her, it would not affect her. She only cared about Haoyun.
Haoyun didn't meet her, but she heard many things about Haoyun. The servants all said that ever since Chaoyan died, Haoyun had given up on himself. He stopped studying, stopped practicing martial arts, and even his best archery was the same. His beloved bow and arrow had long been covered in dust.
Eating, drinking, whoring, gambling, this was Haoyun's current life, and it had not changed even after he got married. Therefore, it was understandable that Prince Rong and the rest would blame Xi Yan.
It was because she was useless as a wife that her husband, who had already fallen, continued to fall. Not to mention the attitude of Prince Rong and the others towards her, even she was extremely disappointed in herself, who was at her wit's end.
It was all her fault! If Chaoyan was still around, things would not have turned out like this.
If the person who was washed away by the river was her, then Haoyun would still be the outstanding Baylor Haoyun. He would have a good wife and a happy family. With the person he loved by his side, it was impossible for him to fall.
She had to bear the greatest responsibility for Haoyun's actions.
She wanted to atone for her sins, she wanted to do something for him, but Haoyun didn't give her the chance.
He said that he wanted to punish her. Was letting her fend for herself his punishment?
If so, then Haoyun was too lenient to her because she found that Haoyun seemed to be in more pain than her. At least, she didn't need to drown her sorrows in alcohol to numb herself, right?
It had been a long time since she last saw Haoyun. Xiyan did not know how many days it had been since she last saw Haoyun. It was always so difficult to not see Haoyun. Perhaps it was only a dozen days, but to her, it felt like months had passed.
She wanted to see him. She really wanted to see him! Even though he had given her a hard time and mocked her with words, she still yearned to see him.
Late at night, she finally saw Hao Yun. When he knocked on her door and heard him call her name, Xi Yan had the urge to cry. She could finally see him!
It was indeed her brother Haoyun standing outside the door, but it was a drunk Haoyun.
"Brother Haoyun?" Xi Yan had never seen Haoyun drunk before. Seeing his flushed face and the strong smell of alcohol on his body, she flinched a little when she saw the unfamiliar Haoyun.
"It's you!"
Hao Yun walked in unsteadily. Xi Yan was afraid that he would fall and quickly supported him.
"Go away!" Hao Yun forcefully pushed her away, and this swing made the two of them stagger and almost fall.
" Brother Haoyun!" After Xi Yan steadied herself, she reached out her hand to Haoyun, who was still shaking. Haoyun still slapped her hand away.
"Don't touch me!" Hao Yun roared. "Don't you know how annoying you are? Go away!"
Xi Yan bit her lower lip so hard that she could forget about crying.
"Why are you still here?" Haoyun seemed to be really drunk. He pointed at Xiyan's nose and scolded,""You jinx, how can you still have the face to stay here? You even want to snatch your own sister's lover. I've never seen anyone more shameless than you!”
Hao Yun suddenly turned around. He lost his balance and was about to fall. Xi Yan went up to support him without thinking.
"Go away!" Hao Yun roared and shook off her hand in disgust. He used all his strength to slap Xi Yan's upturned face. Xi Yan felt a numbing pain on the right side of her face, followed by a burning sensation.
If she looked at the mirror now, she would definitely see her swollen right cheek!
"Why are you so annoying!" Hao Yun did not seem to realize that he had hit Xi Yan. He roared at her crazily. "Can't you go away? Go away! I hate you when I see you!"
She knew that he was talking drunk, but it still hurt her heart. Xi Yan stood there motionlessly, refusing to leave.
She could not leave, not only for herself, but also for Chaoyan!
Haoyun was angry. He grabbed Xiyan and shook her delicate body hard.
"I hate you. You are the one I hate the most in the world!”He shouted in pain. "Why did you make my Chaoyan disappear? You know I love her, don't you? It was you who broke us up. It was you who broke Chaoyan and me up!”
Xi Yan gritted her teeth and did not say a word. Ren Haoyun shook her as if he wanted to tear her apart. No matter how painful it was, she would not resist because she owed him!
"Why aren't you talking? Do you think I'll forgive you if you don't speak?”Hao Yun pushed her to the ground angrily and then started kicking the chair, kicking anything he could kick.
"Damn it! Give Chaoyan back to me, give Chaoyan back to me!”
" Brother Haoyun..." Her body was in pain, and her heart was in pain. Xiyan could not get up for a while. Listening to Haoyun's roar, she lay on the ground and cried silently.
After a while, Hao Yun finally calmed down. Then, there was a long silence.
Xiyan finally stood up again. She saw Haoyun, who had not spoken for a long time, sitting by the bed with his back facing her and his upper body leaning against the bed.
Xi Yan wanted to go over to see if he was asleep, but his crazy actions made her hesitate. After a few moments of hesitation, she mustered up the courage to approach him carefully.
Suddenly, she heard the sound of crying. She looked at Hao Yun's trembling shoulders in disbelief.
Hao Yun was crying? Hao Yun was actually crying!
How was this possible? That conceited Haoyun, that proud Haoyun, that forever strong Haoyun, would he also cry? Was this true?
Xi Yan had to believe Hao Yun's cries.
Hao Yun's suppressed cries reached her ears. He choked and muttered to himself,"Chaoyan, where are you? Why hasn't he appeared yet? Do you know how much I missed you? You're so ruthless! How could you be so cruel and leave me alone? I can't forgive you, I can't…"
Haoyun cried so hard that Xiyan's heart was broken. She could not help but hug Haoyun's trembling body and shout on his back,""Brother Haoyun, I beg you, don't cry. You can do whatever you want to me, but please don't cry…"
Hao Yun ignored her and continued to cry.
Hugging Haoyun who was in pain, the only thing Xiyan could do now was to cry with him.
An hour later, the drunk Hao Yun had already closed his eyes and entered dreamland after this ordeal.
Fortunately, Haoyun was sitting by the bed, so Xiyan did not spend too much effort to get Haoyun onto the bed. She helped him take off his clothes and wiped his face and body clean with water, just like a wife serving a drunk husband.
She was very happy to have this opportunity to do these things for Haoyun as his wife. Although he refused to acknowledge her as his wife, today was the happiest day since they got married.
She stared deeply at Hao Yun's sleeping face and gently touched his perfect facial features.
This was her husband, her most beloved Brother Haoyun! No matter how he looked at her, her heart for him would never change.
As long as she stayed by his side, she would be able to love him for a day. Even if he only brought her pain, it would still be blissful for her.
" Chaoyan…Chaoyan…" Hao Yun's face, which was covered in cold sweat, kept shaking as he called out Chaoyan's name.
"Brother Haoyun!" Xi Yan clutched the clothes in front of her chest and silently endured this heartache.
"Chaoyan, where are you?" Hao Yun shouted and raised his hand, as if he wanted to catch Chao Yan in the air.
"Brother Haoyun!" Xi Yan subconsciously grabbed his waving hand. As soon as their hands touched, Hao Yun opened his eyes.
"Chaoyan?" Hao Yun looked at her blankly and grabbed her hand tightly.
Xi Yan looked at Haoyun with tears in her eyes. It was atonement, gratitude, and love for him.
If her sister knew that Hao Yun missed her so much, she would be very happy no matter where she was.
"Haoyun, I'm Chaoyan." Xi Yan said gently to Haoyun.”
"Chaoyan?" Hao Yun believed him. His drunken eyes could not tell who the person in front of him was, so he pulled Xiyan into his arms.
"Haoyun, I'm back!" Xi Yan said with tears in her eyes. She had no intention of pretending to be Chaoyan. She just wanted Haoyun to have a short period of happiness.
This was like a dream. She wanted to wait until Haoyun was fully awake tomorrow. He would definitely think so too.
"Chaoyan, is it really you?" Hao Yun hugged the lovely girl in his arms tightly and muttered,""I miss you so much, I really miss you so much…"
He flipped over and pressed Xiyan on top of him. He held her head with both hands and kissed her hungrily.
Xi Yan took the initiative to meet his tongue and responded to him passionately.
" Chaoyan…Chaoyan…" Hao Yun kissed her lips, her eyes, and kissed her all the way down. When he sucked hard on her neck, she couldn't help but tilt her head back.
" Ah... Brother Haoyun... Haoyun..." She almost blurted out in her confusion.
"Brother Haoyun."
" Chaoyan, my love…" Hao Yun kept kissing her, and his hands never stopped. He took off her clothes, undid her light purple undergarment, and opened his mouth to kiss the tender skin of her chest lovingly.
Although he was half-asleep, Hao Yun seemed to know that he had to grasp this hard-earned opportunity. He strongly caressed his "Chaoyan" body.
He couldn't help but kiss her seductive little mouth and continue to sway his waist to inject his passion.
Xi Yan responded to him warmly. She raised her legs and wrapped them around his waist, moving her body in sync with his rhythm.
He might not be treated so gently in the future! With this thought in mind, Xi Yan cooperated with him wholeheartedly. She wanted him to get the greatest pleasure.
Very quickly, their bodies reached their limit. Amidst each other's heavy breathing, they rushed to the peak of their joy…
The chirping of the sparrows outside the window woke Hao Yun up from his sleep. When he opened his eyes, a huge pain quickly spread in his brain.
It hurts, my head hurts!
Suo Xun's gaze shifted to his side. He was slightly surprised to see the person lying beside him.
How could it be Xi Yan? Yesterday…
He quickly remembered. Yes, he was drunker than usual yesterday. He remembered that when he returned to the Prince's mansion, he had somehow barged into Xiyan's room.
He vaguely remembered that he had said a lot, and then he seemed to have fallen asleep.
Xi Yan seemed to have been by his side the whole time. Then, he had a beautiful dream, a dream that would never come true.
He dreamed of Chaoyan, whom he missed day and night. He kissed her, touched her, hugged her, and was passionately entangled with her.
Now, he knew that it was not a dream. It really happened. It was just that the person had changed. It was Chaoyan's sister, Xiyan.
It was a funny thing, wasn't it? He was the one who said he didn't want Xiyan to be Chaoyan's substitute, and now he was the one who treated Xiyan as Chaoyan's substitute. Wasn't he contradicting himself?
He shook his head to get rid of the hangover. He was completely awake and looked at Xiyan who was sleeping beside him.
This was the first time he had looked at her in detail since they got married a month ago.
He was stunned. Was this Xi Yan? Why did he seem like a different person?
Was this woman really Xiyan? Xiyan's face should be oval-shaped and a little chubby, making people want to pinch it. However, this person's chin was sharp and there was not much flesh on her face. Moreover, when she closed her eyes, her brows were still tightly furrowed. Was this woman who did not look happy at all the lively and lively Little Xiyan who had a smile that was prettier than flowers?
Hao Yun's gaze softened as he looked at her. His eyes were filled with pity and heartache for Xi Yan.
Was it his fault? Was he the one who turned Xi Yan into this? Was he the one who killed that Xiyan who loved to laugh?
With a deep sigh, his hand involuntarily reached out to her.
The moment he touched her sleeping face, a voice came from the bottom of his heart.
What was he doing? Don't forget how Chaoyan went missing. If not for her, he and Chaoyan would have lived happily ever after.
Hao Yun retracted his hand forcefully. At this moment, Xi Yan, who was still sleeping, moved her little mouth. "Brother Haoyun, don't ignore me. I love you…" He heard her raving.
Love him? Hao Yun sneered and looked at Xi Yan expressionlessly before getting off the bed.
He put on his clothes as quickly as he could and left the room without looking at Xiyan who was lying on the bed.
What happened last night was just a nightmare for him!#
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