" I'm very sorry." Qin Zihe's arms were tightly wrapped around her shoulders, holding her firmly." Even if you blame me, I have to do this."”
"I understand." But I will do my best and not let you succeed.
"Don't hate me. I beg you." Qin Zihe strode to Yun 'er's side and squatted down. He held her small hand and held it gently in his thick palm. He looked up, his amber eyes shining with incomparable sincerity as he looked at her deeply, as if he wanted to see through her fragile heart." I can't ask you not to blame me, nor do I expect you to love me as much as I love you. I just beg you, don't hate me."”
Don't hate me. Don't hate me.
These words kept echoing in Yun 'er's ears and mind, like a ghost that could not be dispersed. Qin Zihe squatted in front of him humbly, bent down his body, put down his pride and self-esteem, his eyes were as deep as the sea, and the big palm that held his hand was strong and warm. All of these deeply caught his breath.
He was really, really a man who was easy to fall in love with.
He was too outstanding, too dazzling, too charming, and too warm. Whether it was the mighty and domineering him in the battle robe or the humble and gentle him, he was too able to capture a woman's heart.
Yun 'er's eyes met his. That thick true love and urgent prayer tormented her struggling heart every minute and second. She admitted that she really hated him so much. When he ruthlessly cut off one of her beloved Qu Ze's arms, she hated him, hated him, hated him to the extreme. She wished she could use everything she had to exchange for his death now!
However, there was a flash of warmth in Yun 'er's eyes. She had to admit that before all of this happened, her heart was already close to him. She already cared about him. If it wasn't for the series of things that happened after Qu Ze appeared, perhaps she wouldn't have been able to assassinate him successfully. It was love, or just admiration.
But now…everything had become so extravagant. That feeling of love was so weak that it was hard to detect. On the contrary, it was covered by an increasingly thick hatred.
You're such an outstanding man. You once attracted me like that. However, you are also my enemy. I can only hate you.
"Yun-er." She had been absent-minded for too long, which made Qin Zihe call out uneasily.
Yun 'er turned to look at her. She had put away her lost soul, but she was still down and out. Her eyes were lifeless. Under the gaze of those dark eyes, she felt her scalp go numb and completely lost her usual calmness and intelligence.
"Don't hate me. Alright?" Qin Zihe held her hand tightly.
Yun 'er looked at him, gritted his teeth, and nodded gently."... Okay."”
I don't hate you, Qin Zihe. You want to attack my people, you want to destroy my hometown, you want to kill my relatives. How can I not hate you?
After getting the answer she wanted, Qin Zihe finally smiled. It was a satisfied smile that made her feel like a part of her heart was slowly collapsing. Qin Zihe stood up and leaned against the desk. He looked down at her with a warm smile and deep affection." Talk to me." In a few days, we will be able to return to the capital.”
"Return to the capital? Aren't you going to take advantage of the victory and pursue?" His decision surprised her.
" No." Qin Zihe shook his head helplessly and put on a self-deprecating smile." If I kill all your memories, you'll hate me." Isn't it?"
These words were like a blunt knife that cut into Yun 'er's soft heart. She looked at him and fell silent.
Why did this man treat her so well? Did he not understand that it was impossible between them? Did he not understand that as a general and a princess, their first consideration should be the hatred of the country and family, not love?
" Yun 'er, after returning to the capital, I will ask the emperor to bestow a marriage. Then, I will resign from my position as a general. We will live our own lives quietly. I will give you time to heal. I will cure you. As long as you are willing, we can leave the crowd and live a life of paradise. Don't worry, I will definitely fulfill my promise to protect you.”
Yun 'er looked at Qin Zihe, whose eyes were full of sincerity. His words were gentle but sonorous. It was not like chatting but more like confessing his feelings. The determination in his tone was like a chisel chopping at her determination, making her heart soften again. If, if he knew everything that she had done, if, if he found out that the happiness in front of him was just an illusion, if, if... would he hate her to death?
Thinking of this, Yun 'er's eyes revealed a cool sadness. She looked at Qin Zihe and hesitated to say something. She opened her mouth but found that she could not say anything." I don't need you to answer me, Yun' er. As long as you don't hate me." As the general of the Chu Country, I had no choice but to do this. Attacking your Yue Country was not for my own sake. I think ending the war and stopping your father's ambitions is also what you want to see, right?”Qin Zihe gently caressed her smooth face and slowly slid down her thin outline.
"I won't blame you." But he couldn't help but hate her. Although he said this, Yun 'er still felt the hatred in his heart slowly and strangely lighten a lot.
Perhaps he understood her desire for peace, Yun 'er comforted himself.
"I'll protect you. Don't worry.”Qin Zihe knew how insecure she was as the princess of Dayue, who had been pressured by her father and brother to become a rich killer, and who had lost her freedom and honor in the enemy camp. Perhaps she could not completely contain herself in her heart, but it did not matter. He would make her feel at ease and safe. As long as she did not hate him and still had a good impression of him, he was willing to wait for that day.
Yun 'er looked up. The sun shone on Qin Zihe's well-defined face. His straight nose cast a faint shadow at the corner of his eyes. His chin was slightly green, and he exuded an irresistible mature aura. Yun' er felt a string in her heart being gently touched. She pulled Qin Zihe's hand that was holding hers, indicating for him to squat down.
Qin Zihe did as he was told without any hesitation. He was actually half-kneeling. His back was as straight as ever. His eyes were filled with concern and worry as he stared at her without blinking.
Yun 'er was shocked by his actions and was slightly stunned. She did not expect such a proud man to kneel in front of her so gently and humbly. She lowered her head and pulled her hand away from his warm palm. Then, she gently hugged the back of his head. Her cold red lips moved forward, closed her eyes, and left a light kiss on Qin Zihe's forehead.
Qin Zihe felt the wonderful feeling of her cold thin lips gently touching his forehead. He closed his eyes slightly and covered his small soft hands with his big hands, quietly enjoying the hard-earned happiness. Suddenly, her sad and ethereal voice drifted into his ear." Zihe, if you weren't the general of Chu Country, I wouldn't be the princess of Dayue. How nice."
He raised his head in a trance. The person in front of him was smiling faintly at him. He looked at her for a long time and gradually felt that his body began to become lighter. The scene in front of him began to blur. What was wrong with him? Qin Zihe closed his eyes and shook his head, trying to see Yun 'er clearly.
Seeing his appearance, Yun 'er knew that the poison was beginning to take effect.
"You, are you alright?" Yun 'er gently pulled his hand away from his big palm, which was no longer holding him so tightly. He covered his well-defined face and asked softly.
" I'm fine... Don't worry..." Qin Zihe shook his head again. His eyebrows were tightly knitted, and the corners of his eyes were so tightly closed that they seemed to be squeezing out wrinkles. He must have had a hard time holding it in. After all, the poison given by his father was never easy to serve.
"Get up first. I'll help you to rest. You must be tired.”Yun 'er stood up, and Qin Zihe slowly leaned against the edge of the table with her. He was so tall and straight, and Yun' er really did not think that she could help him to the bed safely and smoothly. She could only hug his iron arm and share the burden with him.
"Alright." Qin Zihe obediently followed her into the room. The inexplicable pain made his brain a mess and his body weak. Even so, he did not forget to comfort Yun 'er, who was standing beside him." Maybe I'm too tired recently."”
Hearing him say this, Yun 'er's heart was covered with a strong sense of guilt. The pain he was in at the moment was caused by her own hands. She thought that she would finally be happy to be able to go home after waiting for this day. Unexpectedly, she felt that her heart was even heavier, as if a huge rock was firmly pressed against her chest, choking her breathing.
- Do you really want him dead?
A strange voice suddenly came from the bottom of Yun 'er's heart. She was stunned and stood stiffly by the bed, watching Qin Zihe lie on the bed.
"Help me take a look. What's wrong?”Qin Zihe's voice was soft and gentle. Without his coldness and coldness, he was as dazzling and warm as a small sun, making people want to get close to him for warmth.
"Alright, I'll go get the medicine box." Yun 'er found an excuse to walk back to the outer hall, avoiding him and also trying to avoid the voice in his heart.
- No. Qi Yun 'er, you don't want him to die.
However, he was helpless. That voice seemed to come from the depths of his heart and rushed straight into his mind. He could not avoid it at all.
" No-" Yun 'er muttered to himself, trying to answer the voice.
"Yun 'er?" Qin Zihe had become sensitive after his illness. When the person he cared about the most left for a moment, he began to call her uneasily.
"Ah-I'll be right there." Yun 'er wiped away the unwillingness and heartache that he shouldn't have in his mind. He picked up the sandalwood medicine box on the table, turned around, and walked back into the inner room.
Yun 'er smiled lightly to reassure him. Then, he sat on the edge of the bed and stretched out three fingers to place them on his wrist, which had his sleeves rolled up. He carefully took his pulse. All of this made Yun' er surprised.
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