This was not a fatal poison, but a knockout powder that made people easily mentally exhausted. Not only was it not fatal, but it could also be cured in just seven days of torture. What happened to Father this time? It was clearly written in the letter that he wanted her to take his life and return to report. Could it be a moment of carelessness? But that was impossible.
Just as Yun 'er was deep in thought and firmly locked Liu Mei, Qin Zihe, who was lying on the bed, stared at her without blinking. Seeing her frown, he really wanted to smooth her out with his hands.
"Why aren't you saying anything? Is it serious?" Could it be that he had some incurable disease? The heavens could not joke with him like this. Every time he was about to get his happiness, the heavens would always cruelly take it away.
"No, that's not it." Yun 'er's tone was very anxious, afraid that he would notice something.
"If it's not serious, why are you frowning?”
" I was just thinking of something else," Yun 'er said perfunctorily and then changed the topic." You're fine. You're just too tired and need a good rest."”
"But I feel very weak all over, and my head is especially swollen. Yun 'er, tell me, what's the illness?”He was too afraid. Although he was a god-like figure who could summon the wind and rain in front of the soldiers on the battlefield, he was always powerless in front of his true love. He wanted to cherish this woman in front of him so much that he began to fear death.
"You're just tired. Trust me, you'll be fine in a few days.”Yun 'er was afraid that he would not believe him, so he opened the medicine box as he spoke. He took out a few silver needles and a fire stick, then turned back to look at him and said seriously," You've spent too much energy recently. You need to take care of your body. I'll give you a few needles, and it won't hurt so much."”
"Mhm, alright. I'll listen to you." Qin Zihe seemed to have completely believed her. He closed his eyes in peace and calmed himself down. There was a satisfied smile on the corner of his mouth.
Yun 'er looked at Qin Zihe's resolute face, which had softened after he closed his eyes. He was really a very good-looking man. His facial features were impeccable, and the heroic spirit between his eyebrows was even more envious of mortals.
Such a good man, regardless of his looks, bearing, or ability, just considering his love and care for her-if he was not a general of an enemy country, if he did not have national hatred, she would really fall in love with him.
Yun 'er did not avoid her heart. Even if she still had Qu Ze waiting for her, she would still unconsciously care about the man in front of her. Perhaps liking and love were different. Qu Ze had always been by her side and was used to his company. She could not leave him, so she gradually fell in love with this feeling. However, it was different when she was with Qin Zihe. Perhaps she liked him. Perhaps it was also love.
Or perhaps she was a selfish woman. Perhaps she only loved him.
A year ago, she ignored her mother's request and insisted on staying with Qu Ze instead of marrying that powerful Marquis. It was because her selfish thoughts told her that she should learn to fight and learn to resist. She didn't have to spend her life with Qu Ze-she could live alone.
But he couldn't die. If he died, she wouldn't feel good. Whether she was called heartless or ungrateful, no matter what he had done, even if he had hurt her loved ones, she hated him in her heart. She was also moved by his thoughtfulness, his indulgence, and his promise. Perhaps being moved wasn't love, but she couldn't bear to hurt him.
As Yun 'er thought sadly, he inserted the silver needle that had been burned on the flame into the acupuncture point on Qin Zihe's head. Seeing that he had relaxed his brows and slowly fell asleep, he finally let go of his inexplicable heartache.
Even though Qin Zihe was asleep, he still held her hand tightly.
"I'm sorry." Yun 'er faced him and gently gestured with his lips.
Everything was not something she could choose. It was not something she could not hurt just because she wanted to. She understood that she had no choice. She would definitely let him down in the end.
However, she was so touched that she couldn't let go.
She couldn't take responsibility.
It was better to leave. Only by leaving could she get rid of this torturous feeling of struggling day and night on the verge of collapse.
Since the heavens did not want him to die, then she should live well. It just so happened to relieve her of some guilt in her heart. After all, he was alive. Even if her father wanted to expel her from the country in a rage, she could just let her wander the world alone. If she lived alone, she wouldn't be like this. No matter which side she chose, she would feel so guilty that she was on the verge of collapse.
He had experienced it. She had no regrets.
The needles were indeed effective. After noon, Qin Zihe felt that he had recovered a lot. He was not in so much pain, and his spirit was better. When Yun 'er took the needles out, he ignored Yun' er's kind words and insisted on getting up from the bed. It was more uncomfortable than killing him to lie down.
After a few rounds, he really couldn't win, so Yun 'er could only let him go.
"You haven't fully recovered yet. It's best if you don't discuss military matters.”Moreover, with such a guaranteed victory, there was really no reason to waste energy on scheming.
"Are you concerned about me?" Qin Zihe put on his coat and stood in front of the screen. He looked back at Yun 'er, who was holding the medicine box. A flash of surprise flashed across his eyes and he smiled." I don't plan to go."”
Then…" What are you going to do? He wanted to ask, but his voice was swallowed halfway. He was just a small medical officer. What right did he have to ask about the whereabouts of the general?
" I don't want to stay in the house all the time. I want to go out and relax." Qin Zihe smiled even wider." Do you want to go with me?"”
The outskirts of Yangcheng City was a boundless wilderness. Because it was at the foot of Tianshan Mountain, the warm and humid airflow came all the way from the west and gathered here. Then, it left behind a drizzle, causing the lush grass to grow crazily. Even in this dead winter, the grass here was still green. There was still life here.
Yun 'er did not know that the frontier fortress could have such scenery.
In the distance, the snow-capped mountains that reached the clouds were magnificent. The white snow reflected the dazzling sunlight on the peak. At the foot of the mountain, there were herds of cattle and sheep hidden in the grass that was half the height of a person. The lakes of various sizes scattered in the depths of the prairie were like drops of tears from heaven. Although the grassland was vast, it was not boundless. Everywhere was green, flowing into the clouds.
"It's so beautiful here." Yun 'er, who was riding on the horse, closed his eyes slightly and felt the unique and fresh air here. The airflow that entered his nose seemed to have a sweet taste.
"Do you like it?" Qin Zihe sat behind her and pulled the reins. His iron arm gently crossed her slender waist. Her hair danced in the wind, emitting a refreshing fragrance.
"I like it." Yun 'er answered without hesitation. She was genuinely enjoying this rare beautiful scenery. She temporarily put aside the unhappiness and guilt in her heart and leaned into this firm embrace. She only wanted to be a little woman who was doted on.
"It seems that I was right to bring you here." Qin Zihe buried his face in her shoulder.
"Yes." I send you a song, do not ask the end of the song people gather and disperse. To enjoy the monarch, it has nothing to do with the dream of life and death. For some reason, this poem suddenly appeared in Yun 'er's heart. The bitterness in his heart still rose, and he wanted to swallow her up.
"I never knew that the cold northern frontier fortress could have such charming scenery.”This time, she only wanted to tell him the truth. Perhaps she would not have the chance to be alone with him like this again, so she would not lie to him anymore.
"I also never knew that the rumored cold-faced princess killer could have such a charming little girl attitude.”
When Yun 'er heard this, he turned around and glared at him coquettishly. There was some embarrassment and anger in his eyes." Don't talk nonsense!”
" I'm not talking nonsense." Qin Zihe smiled and hugged her tightly. The horse slowly walked forward step by step." Yun 'er, promise me that you won't let others see your charming appearance." Promise me."
He couldn't bear to let anyone see how much he cherished the woman in his arms, so he couldn't bear to let anyone have the chance to covet her.
"..." Yun 'er turned around and lowered his eyes without answering. Faced with such a request, she did not want to lie, so she could only remain silent.
Qin Zihe hugged her with all his might and rubbed her head with his resolute chin. He knew that he was too anxious. He shouldn't have made her promise so quickly. After all, the past was still untouchable. It was impossible for her not to blame him. Even if she was willing to follow him now, he understood that she was wrapped in a strong sense of guilt.
Every time he asked, he would be torturing her one more time and making her suffer one more time.
Since he loved her so much, how could he bear to let her suffer?
Qin Zihe frowned, smiled bitterly, and changed the topic.
" Yun 'er, I'm going to attack the State of Yue tomorrow." He felt the body of the person in his arms stiffen slightly." Tonight, I want to hold a banquet to announce to the soldiers that you will be my wife. Is that okay?"”
I will attack Yue tomorrow. Attack the State of Yue. A banquet was held to announce the victory of the army. You will be my wife. My wife.
His magnetic and hoarse voice echoed in his ears. It took Yun 'er a long time to digest the meaning of these few words. He wants to destroy your country, but you want to be his wife.
Yun 'er felt as if her heart was suddenly gripped by a big hand with divine power. The unbearable meaning in his words that was inadvertently revealed finally made her sober up.
She had to admit that she had fallen in love with him, but so what? As she had said before, if she fell in love with him, she was destined to play a humble and guilty role. Even if she returned to the capital of Chu Country with him and he helped her hide her identity, she would no longer be a princess. How could she become his wife?
If she had to force herself to be a concubine, carry a heavy burden and live a pitiful life, watch him destroy his country and marry another wife, she would rather give up this infatuation that she should not have.
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