Joy turned into the sea, and pain turned into coral powder, right? Yes, it was.
- Gu Cheng
No one could understand Xiao Zimo's feelings at that time.
That toy in the window that you've always loved, because the money in the piggy bank isn't enough to buy it.
That's why you work hard to save money every day. When you pass by, you'll look at her with special care.
You look at the money in your piggy bank increasing day by day, getting closer and closer to the number to buy the toy.
You were filled with joy, but one day, someone suddenly appeared and bought that toy.
He even took it away for less than one-tenth of your price.
You once again passed by the display window, but there was no longer the item you loved waiting for you…
Did he hate her? How could she not hate him? Are you angry? How could he not be angry?
Xiao Zimo, who had just found out, was extremely furious.
But seeing Shen Nanshuang smile more and more every day, you could tell from her mental state that she was happy.
Moreover, he was living a happy life. Xiao Zimo felt that it was worth it.
However, how could she let go of something that she had always hoped for and loved?
Thus, Xiao Zimo had settled for the second best option and stayed by Shen Nanshuang's side as a friend.
Shen Nanshuang knew what he was thinking about her and didn't want Xiao Zimo to waste his time on her, so she didn't even want to be friends with him.
She knew that one day, this sunny and positive boy would stand in front of her with red eyes and say,""You can't be so cruel. Shuang Shuang, it's okay if you don't want to accept me, but how can you be so cruel that you're even willing to be my friend?”
Shen Nan Shuang saw him like this and nodded.
Since then, Xiao Zimo had never disappeared from her life.
Even when Lu Yichen was with Shen Nanshuang, Xiao Zimo would often follow them secretly after bidding farewell to Shen Nanshuang.
Even if he saw the girl he liked walking hand in hand with someone else on the street, he could not help but feel pain in his heart.
Xiao Zimo also followed behind her like a knight.
He wanted to tell that girl that as long as she turned around, he would be there.
Xiao Zimo did not say that, but he had always done so.
No one knew what time could change. After four years, Shen Nanshuang and Xiao Zimo were about to leave the school.
Xiao Zimo watched as Shen Nanshuang and Lu Yichen's relationship got better by the day. The two of them had been together for four seasons.
He knew that he would never have another chance. Under his parents 'urging, he applied to study abroad.
Perhaps he would forget it after a long time, he thought…
However, the accident happened so quickly, and he was caught off guard.
On the day Xiao Zimo was about to board the plane, he saw the news at the airport. In the heavy rain, Shen Nanshuang's father was lying on the ground in front of his company building. His blood was all over the ground, washed by the rain.
It was a horrible scene. Shen Nanshuang knelt not far away with a pale face. Countless people, reporters, and police surrounded her.
Overnight, Shen Nanshuang became an orphan without parents. Even her boyfriend had disappeared.
Overnight, it was as if she had been abandoned by the world and lost all her support.
Xiao Zimo looked at her on the screen as if he was looking at another person.
He tore up the plane ticket and rushed to the scene. He took her away from that chaotic place.
Lu Yichen would never know what Shen Nanshuang was like back then.
She hugged her phone and kept calling Lu Yichen's number...
The call went through, but the phone kept ringing, and no one answered.
Shen Nanshuang's father was eventually convicted because he was already dead. In the end, the company could only be auctioned off and paid a fine.
With Xiao Zimo's help, Shen Nanshuang quietly dealt with the mess her father had left behind and finished his funeral.
Then, she continued to call Lu Yichen. Since no one picked up, she went to Lu Yichen's office to wait.
However, she couldn't wait…A month, a whole month, and she couldn't find Lu Yichen.
Even the case of Shen Nanshuang's father had disappeared from the public's mouth. Even the case had gradually lost its popularity, but Lu Yichen still did not appear.
At first, Xiao Zimo had been by Shen Nanshuang's side, helping her.
However, a month later, when those matters were settled and the storm gradually calmed down, Xiao Zimo finally realized some problems.
For example, Shen Nanshuang had not spoken for a month…
Ever since that night, she had not made a sound. Xiao Zimo realized that something was wrong.
He began to search the Internet for problems in this area and began to consult a psychiatrist.
The result was that she had shut herself in because of the strong stimulation and even pretended to be fine.
She hoped that she was fine, but her heart was already traumatized…
On the other hand, Xiao Zimo would bring Shen Nanshuang out to play every day. He would go to the movies, play video games, and do all sorts of activities that Xiao Zimo could think of.
He even brought her to a series of scary activities at the Haunted House, some activities that could stimulate people to speak.
However, there was no effect. Shen Nanshuang remained silent.
Xiao Zimo brought Shen Nanshuang to see a few famous domestic psychologists and the results were the same.
Shen Nanshuang would shake her head every time the doctor asked if she was feeling unwell.
She had post-traumatic stress disorder…
Heart disease must be treated with heart medicine.
Xiao Zimo had given up too much for Shen Nanshuang. In the end, he brought Shen Nanshuang overseas.
They came to France, where there was the red wine that Chen Nanshuang was most familiar with, the sea of lavender flowers that she had hoped for together, and countless romantic places…
Xiao Zimo didn't tell Shen Nanshuang about her mental state. Perhaps it was best for her to keep thinking that she was fine.
He helped him and Shen Nanshuang to apply for admission to the same school.
Shen Nanshuang remained silent. In the end, Xiao Zimo found Fang Zhenyu on the recommendation of a psychiatrist.
He entered Shen Nanshuang's heart as a new friend.
After a month, Shen Nanshuang spoke for the first time.
Under the sunset in France, Fang Zhenyu asked her,"Do you like it here? What was the difference between this place and China?”
Shen Nanshuang, who had been silent for a long time, raised her head and looked at the sky. The corners of her lips curled up slightly,"Of course I like it. The sky here is bluer than in China.”
Xiao Zimo had forgotten which day Shen Nanshuang found out that Fang Zhenyu was a psychiatrist, but she did not feel disgusted at all.
She was still so gentle, as if she had already calmly faced the fact that her heart was sick.
Actually, Shen Nan Shuang was no different from a normal person. She was very cheerful and had many friends.
The international students all liked Shen Nanshuang. They felt that she was a very special girl, and her eyes seemed to be shining.
However, such a seemingly cheerful and optimistic girl had a deep wound in her heart. She had been in an unknown place and had not seen the sun for a long time, so it began to fester bit by bit…#Transcendence Review Passed: Daguan Time:122120183:45AM
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