When I was young, there were no tears, only dew drops. Every drop of dew had a light red dream.
Gu Cheng
Rainy nights came one after another, and Shen Nanshuang's face was pale as she fell into a nightmare.
She grabbed the corner of the blanket tightly, hugged the pillow, and cried out for her father. She begged him over and over again not to leave and not leave her.
However, the person in Shen Nanshuang's dream seemed to be very cruel and always abandoned her.
Therefore, whenever this happened, one of Xiao Zimo and Fang Zhenyu would accompany her.
However, in the middle of the night, they would always see her scream and wake up, and then she would be in so much pain…
Fang Zhenyu was actually an internationally famous psychiatrist. He had obtained his bachelor's, master's, and PhD in psychology in seven years.
He had also published many papers in international journals and cured many people.
However, Shen Nanshuang had become one of the few difficult patients.
Most importantly, Shen Nanshuang was different from others. Others were either seriously ill or refused treatment.
However, she seemed to be very cooperative with the treatment, but she refused to tell you her true feelings, making you unable to start.
After a year, Shen Nan Shuang's condition did not improve much.
Just when Xiao Zimo thought that she had let go of Lu Yichen, he suddenly realized a more serious problem.
It was a very ordinary day for countless days. It was already very late when Xiao Zimo and Fang Zhenyu ended their daily routine call.
He heard some noise coming from the room next door, so he pushed open Shen Nanshuang's door.
Then, Xiao Zimo saw Shen Nanshuang sitting on the bed, smiling at the other side of the empty room as she called out his name.
It was the person whom Xiao Zimo had almost forgotten about two years ago-Lu Yichen.
"Yichen." Shen Nanshuang's voice had never sounded so harsh before.
Xiao Zimo thought that she had woken up, but when he got closer, he realized that she seemed to be sleepwalking.
She couldn't see that he was right in front of her. She was only living in her own world. At that time, Xiao Zimo didn't know what hypochondriac was.
The next day, he told Fang Zhenyu about Shen Nanshuang.
That was the first time Xiao Zimo felt his heart being torn apart. He had never felt so heartbroken when he had failed to catch Shen Nanshuang and had seen her with Lu Yichen.
Perhaps it was because at that time, Shen Nanshuang was at least happy, healthy, and carefree.
Shen Nanshuang's condition worsened. Under this seemingly healthy appearance, the knot in her heart became deeper and deeper, turning into the delusion that Fang Zhenyu mentioned.
What Xiao Zimo thought she had let go of was the deepest hole in Shen Nanshuang's heart…
A year had passed, and Fang Zhenyu had used all sorts of methods to stabilize Shen Nanshuang's condition and stop it from worsening.
Shen Nanshuang and Xiao Zimo had graduated overseas. Looking at the sky that she once said was bluer than the sky back home, Shen Nanshuang said to Xiao Zimo without warning,""Let's go back to China."
Return to our country, back to where we came from.
Don't continue to drift in this foreign land…
Then, Shen Nanshuang and Xiao Zimo returned to Luo City, the city that she was extremely familiar with.
Returning to this city where she had countless joys and countless sorrows…
Xiao Zimo pulled himself away from his memories and looked at Lu Yichen, who was in a glorious position. He had nowhere to vent the anger in his heart.
If it wasn't for him, how would Shen Nanshuang end up like this?
Looking at Shen Nanshuang who was sleeping soundly, Xiao Zimo finally endured it!
However, he swore in his heart that he would never give Lu Yichen the chance to hurt Shen Nanshuang again. Three years ago, he was the one who gave up on their relationship without a word.
Why did he have to start over again three years later when Shen Nanshuang was riddled with scars?
How could there be such a good thing in this world?
They didn't talk along the way. At night, they found a hotel to stay in.
The weather wasn't good to begin with. At night, there was lightning and thunder, and it rained heavily.
Xiao Zimo rushed to Shen Nanshuang's room and banged on the door.
Lu Yichen had already opened the door and walked over. Seeing Xiao Zimo's anxious expression, Lu Yichen understood without saying much.
He dialed the front desk of the hotel. In less than two minutes, a waiter opened the door for them.
Just as Xiao Zimo's Lu Yichen had expected, Shen Nanshuang fell into a nightmare again.
Xiao Zimo turned on the light and walked quickly to Shen Nanshuang's bed. He hugged her tightly and patted her back gently as if he was coaxing a child.
His movements were extremely practiced. It was as if doing this had already become an instinct of his body. He did not need to think at all.
Lu Yichen had already stopped walking and was standing not far from the door, watching the scene.
Xiao Zimo's actions had once again shocked Lu Yichen. He had once again reminded him that the person who had been by Shen Nanshuang's side for three years had long surpassed him in many aspects.
Lu Yichen clenched his fists and looked at Shen Nanshuang, who was shivering on the bed. His heart trembled again.
Lu Yichen stood rooted to the ground, not knowing how to react. He could only watch the scene and feel as if thousands of ants were gnawing at his heart.
Xiao Zimo had unknowingly calmed Shen Nanshuang down and she fell asleep once again.
Xiao Zimo considerately covered her with the blanket and tucked it in.
Then, he slowly stood up and walked to Lu Yichen. The night was as cold as water. Xiao Zimo's voice was not as warm as when he was coaxing Shen Nanshuang. Instead, it was extremely cold. Every word that came out of his mouth was like a thin needle that pierced into Lu Yichen's heart."Lu Yichen, do you see that? This is her now. She's extremely fragile and can't withstand a single blow! She couldn't take any more harm. If you can't be sure that you can give her a love and care that will last until death, then don't provoke her again. She really can't take it!”
She really couldn't take it!
It was like a clap of thunder in Lu Yichen's ears!
That's right, how could Lu Yichen be sure that they could be together without any worries?
The distance between them was not as simple as thousands of mountains and rivers.
There was a saying that one could love across mountains and seas, and even mountains and seas could be leveled!
What about hatred? Separated by the life of a loved one, separated by a festering wound in his heart, separated by three years, how could he heal it…
Lu Yichen couldn't help but ask himself, why was Shen Nanshuang so fragile now?
Who caused all of this? Thinking about it carefully, all of this actually had something to do with him.
Lu Yichen did not say anything. He slowly retreated and left the room.
It rained the whole night, so Lu Yichen sat there the whole night.
He had thought about it a lot. He was a man who was always decisive in other matters, but he seemed so indecisive in everything about Shen Nanshuang.
However, who wouldn't be cautious and hesitant when facing the things they cared about the most?#
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