More than a month had passed, and Zheng Qinglan's novel creation was getting better and better. These days, he was very happy. Shang Liu Xin was a little anxious. One night, she said to Zheng Qinglan,"My stomach has been hurting these few days. I'm afraid I'm going to give birth soon.”Zheng Qinglan became nervous and said,""Okay, I'll go tomorrow morning. I'll call Teacher Luo tomorrow. I can't wait until work.”"Alright, the sooner the better. You know how to be anxious now.”"The key is that I don't have any experience. If I had experience, I wouldn't have to go so far to invite your mother.”"Even if you have experience, do you have the time? It's not like you'll be in confinement for a day or two. You can't always stay at home to take care of me and the child, right?”"That's true. It might be okay to take a day or two off. I'll go pick up your mother tomorrow. You won't give birth tonight, right?”"Don't talk nonsense. You're making me nervous too.”"Don't be nervous. I'm here. If you really give birth tonight or at night, I'll send you to the hospital to find a gynecologist.”As he spoke, he lightly patted Shang Liu Xin's shoulder.
The next morning, Zheng Qinglan took the first bus to pick up Wu Xiuchi. When Wu Xiuchi heard Zheng Qinglan say that Shang Liuxin was going to give birth, he quickly said to Shang Quangui,"Her father, take out the things I prepared.”Shang Quangui took out a bamboo basket covered with cloth from the inner room. He removed the cloth and Zheng Qinglan saw dozens of fresh eggs, a bag of brown sugar, and a bottle of pork fat. "Where's the bag?" Wu Xiuchi asked. Shang Quangui took out a large brown bag from the house. "Mom, why did you bring so many things?”"You don't know. We can't lose any of these things. We'll have to use them when the time comes. If we don't bring them along, they won't be useful at that time. Giving birth to a child is a very disadvantageous thing. Children need to drink milk when they are born. This egg, pork fat, brown sugar, and this packet of incense are also necessary. Also, children's clothes. These are all things I asked others for. This dress had been worn by others before. It was very soft and better than new clothes.”"You guys should leave quickly. If Liu Xin is left alone at home, what if she really gives birth?”Zheng Qinglan carried her bag and picked up the basket.""Mom, let's go. I'm really worried.”
There weren't many people on the bus today, and there weren't many stops along the way. However, Zheng Qinglan still felt that the bus was moving too slowly. He wanted to rush the driver. He kept rubbing his hands, which were covered in sweat. When they finally arrived at the station, Zheng Qinglan picked up her bag and basket and quickly walked home. Wu Xiuchi shouted from behind,""Qinglan, wait for me. How can I find you if you leave so quickly?”Zheng Qinglan then remembered that Wu Xiuchi didn't know where they lived. If she got lost, it would be a waste of time. He stopped, and Wu Xiuchi caught up with him, panting. The two of them did not say a word and rushed home. They finally arrived after a long time. They saw Shang Liu Xin clutching her stomach and sitting there with a frown. "Liu Xin, do you feel uncomfortable?" Wu Xiuchi asked quickly.”"It hurts a little more than before. I'm afraid she's going to give birth today.”"Don't worry. It looks like it'll take a while. I'll make something for you to eat first. Otherwise, you won't have the strength to give birth later.”As she spoke, she asked Zheng Qinglan where the kitchen was. Zheng Qinglan led her to the kitchen, and Wu Xiuchi quickly started a fire to boil water. "How do you feel now?" Zheng Qinglan asked Shang Liu Xin.”"It just hurts a little more. I don't feel anything else. Don't worry, we'll go to the hospital after I eat something.”"Okay, don't be nervous. Mom and I are here.”As he spoke, he sat down next to Shang Liu Xin and tightly held her hand. Shang Liu Xin also grabbed his hand. Zheng Qinglan could clearly feel that Shang Liu Xin's hands would shake from time to time. He knew that this was caused by nervousness, so he kept saying,""It's okay. We'll go to the hospital immediately after we eat.”Wu Xiuchi brought the cooked eggs over. Zheng Qinglan took them and kept turning them with a spoon. After a while, she scooped a spoonful and brought it to Shang Liuxin's mouth." Come, try it."”Shang Liu Xin took a small sip and swallowed, saying,"That's enough." He took the bowl and ate the egg.
Fortunately, they lived not far from the Women and Children's Hospital. It was only a mile away. Zheng Qinglan was carrying a bag. She held Shang Liuxin with one hand and an umbrella with the other. Wu Xiuchi followed behind with a basket. The weather was too hot, and in a short while, Shang Liu Xin's body was covered in sweat. Zheng Qinglan wiped her sweat with the wet towel she brought with her and then fanned her with a folding fan. They arrived at the hospital without even stopping. Zheng Qinglan helped Shang Liu Xin to sit down on the bench and then went to do the hospitalization procedures. There weren't many people who needed to be admitted to the hospital. After more than ten minutes, the procedures were completed. Zheng Qinglan jogged to Shang Liu Xin's side and said,""The procedures are done. Let's go to the ward.”
There were five beds in the ward, and the inner few were already occupied. Only the outermost one was still empty. Zheng Qinglan helped Shang Liu Xin lie down on the bed and then brought a chair over to Wu Xiuchi." Mom, you should sit down and rest too."”"I'm not tired," Wu Xiuchi said."Take care of Liu Xin. Don't worry about me."”Shang Liu Xin said,"I'll be at ease once we reach the hospital."”Zheng Qinglan was finally in the mood to observe the situation in the ward. On the innermost bed lay an older pregnant woman with her baby beside her. On the next bed was a very young pregnant woman, her age should be about the same as Shang Liu Xin. Her baby was also sleeping soundly. Her husband was talking to her in a low voice, as if they were whispering. On the third bed, there was a girl alone. It seemed that she was younger than him and Shang Liu Xin. That girl's face was gloomy, and her eyes seemed to be filled with tears. She didn't say a word. Next to their beds were a couple waiting to give birth. From their tone, they had been here for two days, but there was no movement. The young couple was very relaxed, talking and laughing. Wu Xiuchi walked over to the older woman's bedside and asked,""Miss, why are you alone? Don't you need someone to take care of you?”"This is my second child. I have experience. His father has something to do and has to go back.”"Oh, two children. You're so lucky.”"What blessing? There's a policy in the countryside now that allows you to have a second child. His father said that one child was too little and that the child would be lonely in the future, so he gave birth to another child. Are you here to serve a lady or a wife?”"This is my girl. Didn't your mother come to see you when you gave birth?”"I'm here. Granny came here too and brought a lot of things. I said I'll stay for two days and then I'll go back. I don't need that much and there's no place to put it here, so I'll let them bring it back. If you need anything later, feel free to use it. I have a kerosene stove, a small aluminum pot, and also bowls and chopsticks.”"Okay, okay. Thank you so much. We came in a hurry and didn't bring these things. We'll definitely have to trouble you later.”"Did you bring anything for the child? I had prepared well at home, but I forgot to bring it when I was busy. Fortunately, the weather is hot now. His father took off his clothes and wrapped it up. This is good. The child wrapped in his father's clothes is bolder.”"Ah, you're right. We really forgot to bring it. Qinglan, hurry up and go back to get your clothes. When the baby is born, we'll use your clothes to wrap it. She walked to the street and bought another scarf. It was hot now, so a thin one would do.”Zheng Qinglan looked at Shang Liu Xin, seemingly worried. Shang Liu Xin said," Go get it. I'm already at the hospital. There are doctors, nurses, and Mom. I'll be fine."”Zheng Qinglan let go of Shang Liu Xin's hand and walked out of the ward.
Zheng Qinglan ran back to the cottage to get a set of summer clothes. She turned around and went to the street to buy a towel blanket. Then, she ran to the hospital. She had a feeling that Shang Liu Xin was going to give birth soon. Indeed, when he ran into the ward drenched, Shang Liu Xin's bed was already empty. The woman who had given birth to the second child told him,""Your wife acted up less than two minutes after you left. She's in the delivery room now.”Shang Liu Xin's maternal neighbor said enviously,"You guys are so good. You gave birth as soon as you came. We've been here for a few days, but there's still no movement.”Zheng Qinglan didn't have the time to talk to them. She hurried to the delivery room. Wu Xiuchi was standing outside the delivery room. When he saw Zheng Qinglan, he said,"Liu Xin has already entered." Zheng Qinglan always felt that her mother-in-law wasn't enthusiastic about her. She didn't look like a mother-in-law who liked her son-in-law more and more. He also felt that his mother-in-law didn't have a bad impression of her, but he couldn't be enthusiastic about her.
The door of the delivery room suddenly opened. Zheng Qinglan hurried over and the nurse said,""Are Shang Liu Xin's family members here?" Zheng Qinglan answered,"Yes, yes.""Go buy two rolls of toilet paper and two sheets of toilet paper and bring them to the operating room."”"Where can I buy it?" The nurse pointed in a direction. Zheng Qinglan ran in the direction she pointed. Sure enough, there was a small shop. He bought two sheets of toilet paper and two bags of toilet paper and ran back to the operating room. "Hurry up and send it in," Wu Xiuchi said.”"The doctor didn't say anything. I'm afraid it's not appropriate for me to go in.”"There's no one else inside, only Liu Xin.”Zheng Qinglan pushed open the door of the operating room and walked in. She was immediately seized by nervousness. Shang Liu Xin was lying on the delivery bed, her clothes had already been taken off, casually thrown on the long chair. Shang Liu Xin's hair was disheveled and she was sweating profusely. Her face was haggard, her lips were dry and her eyes were tightly shut. " Help me!" The nurse called out to Zheng Qinglan." Help me carry your wife's body."”Zheng Qinglan carried Shang Liu Xin and the nurse placed two pieces of toilet paper under Shang Liu Xin's body. The doctor said to Shang Liu Xin," You should rest first. When I call for you to use more strength, you should use more strength. It's not the time yet, so don't use more strength. If you use it now, you won't be able to use it when you really need it." This is a natural birth, so don't worry. It's a little worrying for the first child, but it'll be fine after another one.”He then directed Zheng Qinglan to stand at Shang Liu Xin's waist and said,""Later, when I ask her to use more strength, you should use more strength to support her waist and help her give birth faster.”Zheng Qinglan looked at Shang Liu Xin and felt a strong sense of pity. This woman had endured so much pain for the sake of her child. What reason did she have to not treat her better?
Suddenly, she heard the doctor say,"The opening of the uterus has already been opened. Come, use more strength."”Shang Liu Xin clenched her fists and gritted her teeth. Her body tensed up and she made a " yiya " sound. Her body was lifted up because of the force. Zheng Qinglan quickly reached out to grab her waist. "The head is already out.”the doctor said. At this moment, the toilet paper and toilet paper under Shang Liu Xin's body were soaked in blood. Shang Liu Xin used her last bit of strength and struggled, but the child was already out. The doctor shouted,"Okay, it's out."”Zheng Qinglan looked at the doctor. The doctor was holding a baby upside down. He dug the baby's mouth with his index finger and patted the baby's butt. The baby started crying. "As a father, come, I'll give you your daughter.”Zheng Qinglan quickly handed her clothes over. The nurse took it and wrapped the baby up. She handed it to Zheng Qinglan and said,"Give the baby to someone else and carry the pregnant woman out.”Wu Xiuchi came in at this time. Zheng Qinglan handed the baby to her, wiped the blood off Shang Liuxin's body with toilet paper, and helped her put on her clothes. The nurse said,""When we carry them out later, we have to put toilet paper and toilet paper on the bed. Otherwise, the blood will stain the mattress and bedsheets.”Shang Liu Xin was like a puddle of mud, her whole body soft. Zheng Qinglan put her on the bed and spread a layer of tissue paper under her. Shang Liu Xin opened her eyes slightly and weakly said,"Let me see." Wu Xiuchi put the baby next to her. She quickly pulled the bedsheet over the baby and covered the baby's head with her right arm. She looked at the little guy who had just come out of her body lovingly. Although she looked haggard and weak, in Zheng Qinglan's eyes, she was the most graceful and beautiful person he had ever met.
"Family member, come over." The doctor stood at the door of the ward and shouted. Zheng Qinglan stood up and walked over, followed by Wu Xiuchi. The doctor said,"Your wife had an abortion before.”Zheng Qinglan's head exploded, and she felt dizzy. She mumbled something, and the doctor walked away as if nothing had happened. Zheng Qinglan turned around and saw Wu Xiuchi looking at her. She said angrily,""Why are you saying this? You're still a doctor.”When she saw Zheng Qinglan looking at her, a trace of panic flashed across her eyes. She quickly turned her face away. The people in the ward all looked at Zheng Qinglan. Zheng Qinglan wished she could hide outside.
"Don't just stand there. Hurry up and get your wife something to eat. Come, I have something ready-made here.”The pregnant woman on the first bed said. "Thank you. We brought food. We just need to borrow your stove and pot.”"You can use it. Hurry up and do it. Just now, it took a lot of effort to give birth to the child. You must be hungry now.”Zheng Qinglan lit up the kerosene stove. Wu Xiuchi came over and said,""I'll do it." Zheng Qinglan sat by Shang Liu Xin's bed and looked at the sleeping baby. Shang Liu Xin softly said,"You're a father."”"Yes, you've worked hard." After hesitating for a moment, he grabbed Shang Liu Xin's hand. Shang Liu Xin also grabbed his hand. "Look, the little girl is licking her lips. She wants to eat something.”Shang Liu Xin said and turned her body, lifting her shirt to feed the baby. The little guy sucked on the breast and immediately started sucking. " She must be starving," Zheng Qinglan said." Look at how she's eating."”The pregnant woman on the bed said," Sister, this is your first child. Is there enough milk? If not, I'll help you feed it. I have enough milk. The little guy can't finish it and is swollen. If he doesn't eat it, he will have to squeeze it and throw it away. Otherwise, he will return the milk."”"Thank you, Big Sister. The milk is not bad. I should be full. If I'm not full, I'll come and borrow your blessing.”
Because the delivery went smoothly, Shang Liu Xin did not feel any discomfort and was discharged that afternoon. After returning to the rented apartment, Wu Xiuchi said,""I didn't bring much. The child needs milk, and the adults need to nourish their bodies. Go buy two large Crucian Carps on the street. These are the most effective for producing milk.”Zheng Qinglan bought it without stopping, and Wu Xiuchi went to pack it up. Zheng Qinglan realized that she had not asked Luo Tianyin for leave yet. He looked at the time and saw that it was still early. He discussed with Shang Liu Xin,""There's still some time before I get off work. I'll go tell Teacher Luo and take another half-day off. I want to go back tonight to get some eggs and catch two old hens.”"You go." Shang Liu Xin said.
Zheng Qinglan went to the office and told Luo Tianyin about Shang Liuxin's pregnancy. Luo Tianyin said,""Congratulations on becoming a father. We'll come to the wedding banquet on the day the child bathes. But I blame you. How could you not tell me and your master's wife that you were hospitalized? We should have gone to the hospital to have a look.”"Everything is going well. The doctor said that we don't need to be hospitalized. We've already been discharged. Please keep this a secret. I don't want others to know. In addition, I want to take half a day off from you to go home and get some things.”"You're so far away. Is half a day enough?" "I'm going back tonight. There are some things that I can prepare at night. If it doesn't work, I'll get up early tomorrow morning to prepare. Once I'm ready, I'll leave from home.”"You don't have to rush. It doesn't matter if it's half a day or not.”"Teacher, I know. After a long time, I can't stay at home. I'm not at ease leaving Shang Liu Xin and the child here, I need to look after them.”After Zheng Qinglan left, Luo Tianyin thought," How could this be? It's obviously a joyous occasion. Others would love to know about it, but why did it become like a thief? I wonder how much Zheng Qinglan has to suffer." If he knew what Zheng Qinglan had heard on the night before their wedding and what he had heard at the hospital today about Shang Liu Xin's abortion, he wondered how much he would feel for Zheng Qinglan. In the happiest moments of her life, not only did Zheng Qinglan not enjoy the happiness she deserved, but she had to suffer such a ruthless blow. The world was too cruel.
After Zheng Qinglan returned to her rented apartment from the cultural center, she said to Shang Liu Xin,""I've already asked the director for leave. I'll go home now.”She then said to Wu Xiuchi,"Mom, you'll have to work hard tonight. You don't have to work hard tomorrow night."”"You can go back now. I'm here. You don't have to worry.”"Isn't it too late to go back now?" Shang Liu Xin asked worriedly. Aren't you afraid of walking at night?”"Don't be afraid. It's not like I haven't walked in the dark before.”Shang Liu Xin knew what he meant and said,""That's different. You used to take the main road. Tonight, you'll take the small road.”When Wu Xiuchi heard that they were going to take a small path, he also advised Zheng Qinglan,""Qinglan, you'd better go back early tomorrow. It's better not to take the small road at night.”"Mom, it's not a small road, but a main road. It's just that there are fewer cars. It would be easier to catch the chickens when they went back tonight. If they went back during the day, the chickens would be released everywhere. There was no way to chase them away.”"At most, I'll buy a chicken tomorrow or something else. It's not bad to blow a pig's hoof like this. This thing is also good for milk.”"That's different. I have to go back and report the good news to my family. I'll be late tomorrow.”"You said that you should go back tonight for the good news. Be careful on the road and don't let us worry.”
Zheng Qinglan sprinted all the way, but when she turned from the main road to the rural road, the sky was still dark. It was already the second half of the lunar calendar, and the moon was nowhere to be seen. It had rained heavily two days ago, and the sky was not clear. At first, she met one or two people who had finished work late, but the further she walked, the quieter it became. Occasionally, a gust of wind blew, and the trees and grass rustled. This made Zheng Qinglan's body break out in goosebumps from time to time. Aiya, what was that? Zheng Qinglan's entire body went numb, and she instinctively gripped the brake. The car swayed violently from side to side due to inertia and almost fell to the ground. Zheng Qinglan didn't know how she got out of the car. She stumbled forward a few steps before she managed to stand firm. The black shadow was still squatting there without moving. Heavens, such a big fellow, what should we do? I'll fight it to the death. I can't let it eat it. The black shadow didn't move, and Zheng Qinglan didn't dare to move either. She held onto the handle and stood there. Her legs were soft, as if she didn't listen to him. After a long while, Zheng Qinglan came back to her senses. Could it be a shadow of a short tree? He bent down, picked up a handful of stones, and mustered his courage to throw them over. The strange shadow still did not move. Sigh, it was a false alarm. He touched his forehead, which was full of sweat. I'm just scaring myself. There's nothing strange about it. I've never heard of wild animals hurting people in this area. Is my luck that bad? It wouldn't happen. Zheng Qinglan kept comforting herself. After the false alarm just now, his mood relaxed instead.
Zheng Qinglan barked as soon as she entered the house. The dogs barked one by one. It was good. She didn't want me to knock on the door so hard that my throat was dry. Zheng Qinglan stood in the car and walked to the door. She shouted," Dad, Mom, open the door." After a while, she heard footsteps. It was her father who opened the door. Zheng Qinglan called him " Dad." "Why are you back so late?" asked his father.”"I came back for something." She walked in as she spoke. His father quickly closed the door and followed from behind. His younger sisters were already asleep, leaving only the three adults. It seemed that they had already washed up and were ready to go to bed. "Why are you back so late? Is there something special?" Zheng Qinglan scooped a big bowl of water and gulped it down. She didn't even bother to wipe the water off her mouth and said,""Shang Liu Xin has given birth." "Yes, when did you give birth? Is it a son or a girl?" His mother looked at Zheng Qinglan without blinking, and his grandmother was waiting for his answer. "She was born this morning. It's a girl.”Grandma said," It doesn't matter if she gives birth to a son or a girl. It's fine. Anyway, there aren't many children now. A son or a girl is a treasure." Are the adults and children okay?" "We're fine. The doctor said that we don't need to be hospitalized. We'll be discharged in the afternoon.”"That's good." "You're back. Who's taking care of Liu Xin?”his father asked. "I just happened to pick up her mother this morning. Otherwise, how could I leave?”"When are you going back?" his mother asked. "I'll leave early tomorrow morning. I still have to work in the afternoon. I've already taken a day and a half off.”"You should go to work. Confinement is not a one-day or two-day thing. You can't take a month off. I'll get up before dawn tomorrow to kill an old hen and bring two live chickens. We've also prepared a lot of eggs at home, so I'll try to bring more tomorrow.”Grandma said," It's such a hot day. It's too early to kill the chicken. It's better to bring it to the city and eat it now."”"It's settled then. You can take a shower and rest. You must have not rested well after running around for the past two days. You won't be able to care about them even if you're back. It's useless to worry about them. Why don't you have a good rest so that you can continue on your journey tomorrow? Besides, your mother-in-law is there. She will take good care of her daughter. Don't worry.”Zheng Qinglan lay on the bed, imagining Shang Liu Xin and the child's current state. She felt an indescribable comfort in her heart. After a while, she felt tired and slept until dawn.
Zheng Qinglan opened her eyes and saw that the sky was already bright. She quickly got dressed and got out of bed. His parents had already prepared the things they were going to bring. They were placed on the floor of the kitchen. Breakfast was also ready. Zheng Qinglan quickly brushed her teeth, washed her face, and ate. Before he left, his father handed him a stack of money and said,"This is 1000 yuan. Shang Liu Xin spent some money to give birth and she also needs money to recuperate. Your salary isn't high, so you can take this 1000 yuan.”Zheng Qinglan said," This year's wheat harvest isn't good either. We need money for all our expenses. We don't need that much. Three to four hundred yuan is enough."”"You can't compare to your family outside. We can get whatever we want from the land, but you can only get whatever you want from money.”Zheng Qinglan knew that she couldn't refuse, so she had to accept it. She put it in her pocket and felt a sour feeling in her heart. She knew that her family wasn't rich. This thousand yuan might be the entire net income of the family for the first half of the year. Now that he had taken it, the family could only borrow money from others. As the eldest son, he had not made any contribution to the family all these years. Instead, he had caused a lot of trouble for the family. He was really ashamed!
Zheng Qinglan was careful all the way. When she was going downhill, she had already tightened the brakes to reduce the bumps. She also pedaled slowly on the flat road, which slowed her down a lot. Although he was anxious, he had no choice. When they arrived, it was already past nine o'clock. The sun had already risen into the clouds, and it was hot everywhere. Shang Liu Xin had just finished feeding the child after breakfast. The little guy's eyes had not opened yet, and he wanted to sleep after feeding. As soon as Zheng Qinglan and her son entered the courtyard, his mother put the basket containing the eggs on the ground. While exchanging greetings with Wu Xiuchi, she took the child from Shang Liuxin's hands and said with a smile,""This child is so obedient. She sleeps after eating and doesn't make a fuss at all. She's not like her father, who tortures people to death.”He then asked Shang Liu Xin,"Are you alright?”"It's alright." "The child is asleep. You should sleep too.”Shang Liu Xin took the child and went to sleep. The two in-laws chatted as they picked the dishes and prepared Shang Liu Xin's lunch.
Zheng Qinglan saw a few diapers on the ground beside the pillar. She picked them up and put them in the basin, ready to wash them. When his mother saw it, she dropped what she was doing and said,"Sit down and rest. I'll wash the baby's diapers. A child's poop was especially smelly. You would vomit if you smelled it.”" Don't worry," Zheng Qinglan said." You'll get used to it."”He didn't let his mother wash it. Zheng Qinglan had this thought in her mind. It was the duty of parents to take care of their children. The more tiring and dirty the work, the more they had to do it themselves. Otherwise, they would lose the meaning of being parents.
Zheng Qinglan took the diapers to the toilet and shook the poop into the manure pit. Even though he wrinkled his nose, the stench still went straight into his nostrils, making him retch. He didn't hate it, but felt a sense of holiness. When the dirty things touched her hands, they felt sticky. When she rubbed them, the water immediately turned yellow and smelly. Zheng Qinglan couldn't help but vomit again. After she vomited, she continued washing. "I'll wash it there," Wu Xiuchi said.”"I'll wash, I'll wash. Don't worry about it." His mother smiled and said,"Now you know how hard it is to be a parent."”"I knew it a long time ago. Why would I wait until now? It's just that I knew it in the past, but it wasn't as real as it is now.”As he said that, he laughed, and so did his two mothers.
After dinner, they chatted for a while. Zheng Qinglan said to Wu Xiuchi,""Mom, I'll send you and my mom to my room to rest later. There's a bed over there.”"If we go over, who will take care of Liu Xin and the child?”"I'm here." "Can you do it? I've never done it before." His mother said,"I think he's fine. He's never washed diapers before, so he's pretty clean."”"Yes, yes. Don't worry and rest. I promise to take good care of them. After all, I'm a father now.”"Then we'll go over in a while. At night, we need to make fried rice or fried dough sticks to supplement Liu Xin's nutrition, add more brown sugar and pork fat, and change the baby's diapers.”"Alright, I know all of this."
Zheng Qinglan sent her two mothers back. Shang Liu Xin asked,""What's wrong with you today?" "Nothing much. Isn't it the same as usual?”"It's completely different. It's like he's drunk and has a lot to say.”"Why don't I feel that way?" "I felt it a long time ago. Tell me, did something happen this afternoon that made you especially happy?”"I really didn't. If there was, it would be something Zhang Changfeng told me, but I didn't take it seriously at all.”"Who is Zhang Changfeng? What did he say to you?" "He's my colleague and has a very good relationship with me. He's a few years older than me. I call him Big Brother Zhang. He told me that Teacher Luo might recommend me to be the curator. This is too ridiculous. I never thought of such a thing.”"A flower planted deliberately will not bloom, but a willow planted unintentionally will make a shade. There were some things that you couldn't beg for, and it wasn't impossible for them to come knocking on your door. I was wondering why you were so happy today. So that's why. It seems that you're also a person who can't hide things in your heart. If there's something on your face, people will know even if you don't say it.”"I really didn't do it for this matter. Firstly, it's impossible. Secondly, it's possible that it hasn't happened yet. I'm not an official fan, so I can't be happy about this matter.”"Then why did you do it? Anyway, you're different from before.”"There are many happy things. Now that I have a daughter, I'm a generation older. Your mother and my mother are both here, so I'm also like a confinement confinement.”Shang Liu Xin laughed,"Forget it, no matter what, as long as you're happy." Hey, how did it feel to wash diapers these two days?”"This is not something that can be explained in a few sentences. You have to look at this problem from many aspects.”"Then tell me from different angles.”" Just from the matter of washing diapers, it's definitely something that people avoid. It's okay to wash wet diapers, but there's a smell of urine. If there's poop on them, it's hard to do it. It's so smelly that even your heart, liver, stomach, and lungs are about to vomit. It's so slippery when you rub it in your hands. You can't wait to throw it away immediately and wash your hands with clean water a hundred times.”"Then why do you have to wash it yourself?”"This matter is complicated. It was uncomfortable, but he was willing. There was no reason for it. He was just willing. After washing it clean, it was hung there like a big flag or a small flag floating in the air. Looking at it made one feel quite satisfied. This was called nature.”"You've come up with a lot of great principles just from washing diapers.”"Of course, there is also the issue of responsibility. As parents, since they brought their children into this world, they should be responsible for their children. No matter how much pain they suffer, they should bear it.”"You talked about nature and responsibility.”"Yeah, that's how it should be. Nature was born from nature, and responsibility was born from responsibility. However, for those who were related by blood, nature played a major role. For those who were not related by blood, responsibility was more important than nature. You must be tired after talking so much. Rest. It's getting late.”
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