Shang Liu Xin was obsessed with chatting. During the day, she would use her phone to send messages in the kindergarten, and after work, she would use her computer to chat on QQ. Although Zheng Qinglan didn't know the details of the conversation, he could feel that Shang Liu Xin's attitude towards him was different from before. He couldn't tell exactly what was different. Zheng Qinglan was more familiar with chatting on the computer. Every day after dinner, Shang Liu Xin would say,"You wash the dishes. I'm going to look up study materials online. The self-study exam is about to begin. If I don't prepare now, I won't be able to graduate smoothly.”Then, he logged into QQ and opened the webpage. Zheng Qinglan finished washing the dishes and went into the bedroom. Shang Liu Xin switched her QQ to the web page, pretending to be serious and focused on learning. Sometimes, when they were chatting happily and couldn't bear to part, they would say to Zheng Qinglan,""Don't come over. Women are chatting. What are you looking at?”Shang Liu Xin was using video chat. Zheng Qinglan had seen Shang Liu Xin chatting with more than one man several times, but the one she talked to the most was a skinny monkey wearing glasses. Our protagonist had extreme self-esteem. If he didn't want to see it, then he wouldn't. He wouldn't do anything that made him look dead. Of course, there was also a kind of disdain. What's so great about it? I don't care. Although he was dissatisfied, he didn't want to say it. Another reason was that even if she said it, with Liu Xin's temper, it might not be useful. If she wanted to change this situation, she had to make a big move. However, this wasn't what Zheng Qinglan wanted.
Today after class, Shang Liu Xin was chatting with the teachers in the teacher's office when a woman and two men came in. The woman looked older than Shang Liu Xin, her expression was haggard and her hair was messy. The two men were young and very strong. If the woman was of noble status, it would be easy for people to think that the two men were her bodyguards. However, it was not difficult to see that the two men were her helpers. After entering the office, one of the men asked,""Excuse me, do you have a person called Shang Liu Xin here?”Shang Liu Xin looked at him and said,"What's the matter? I am. If there's anything, let's talk in my office.”The woman who looked a little weak said firmly,"No, if you want to say it, say it here." "This is the teaching area. Don't disturb people's lessons.”Cui Xiaoli, Li Xiao 'ai, and even Long Xuelian surrounded them. Long Xuelian saw that they had come with ill intentions and was afraid that they might have something to say in public, so she said,""Big Sister, if there's anything, let's find a place to talk. Look, class is about to start. It's really not a good influence.”Cui Xiaoli and Li Xiao 'ai remained silent. They were gloating at the other party's misfortune. "It's nothing. It's just a few words. We'll leave after we're done. It has nothing to do with you. Don't disturb us.”Shang Liu Xin knew that she couldn't avoid it, so she put on an indifferent expression and said,"Teacher Long, it's fine. Let them speak. Let's see what it has to do with me.”The woman took out a piece of paper with a phone number written on it. She asked,"This phone number is yours, right?" Shang Liu Xin took it and looked at it, saying,""Yes." The woman's tone suddenly became intense as she asked loudly,"Why are you pestering my husband all day?”"Who is your husband?" "Stop pretending. You talk to him day and night. Don't you know who he is?”"I've chatted with him before, but I've never chatted with him like you said.”"Hmph, no. Look at this.”The woman took out a thick stack of printed call records from her pocket and opened it in a flash. She waved it in front of everyone and said,"I can lie, but can the mobile company also lie? Look, look for yourself. What is this?”He then said to Long Xuelian and the others," You teachers should also take a look and see if I'm lying.”Shang Liu Xin snatched the call record and crumpled it into a ball. Holding it in her hand, she said,""If I say no, then no," A man next to him sneered and said,"I knew this would happen. I even made a copy here. Do you want it? I'll give it to you.”Shang Liu Xin was flustered and exasperated. She said to Long Xuelian,"Teacher Long, go and call the principal. Tell him to call the police and say that someone broke into the kindergarten to cause trouble.”"The director…the director isn't at home," Long Xuelian stammered.”Shang Liu Xin took out her phone and said," Are you guys leaving or not? If not, I'll call the police."”The woman said," You don't have to chase us away. We'll leave. However, I'm telling you, it's clear from my phone records that you were still chatting with my husband at 12 o'clock last night. He hasn't returned yet. He hasn't picked up his calls or replied to his messages. If he comes back today, I'll end this matter with you. If he doesn't come back today, I'll come back again. Hand him over. I also want to tell you that if I find out that you're chatting with him again, don't blame me for being rude."”" I hope you'll pay attention to your identity as a teacher," one of the men continued." You should also pay attention to the influence you bring to the kindergarten.”With that, he left.
The bell for class had rung long ago. There was no teacher in the classroom and it was noisy. Shang Liu Xin said angrily,""What time is it now? Why aren't you in the classroom? Why are you hiding in the office?”Cui Xiaoli and Li Xiao 'ai squeezed out of the door together. They looked at each other and smiled strangely.
Shang Liu Xin finished her class in a daze. After class, she guessed that the teachers had all arrived at the office, so she entered the office as well. The moment she entered, she giggled and said,""Ha, today is really interesting. To think that they could think of such a thing. They want people to come to me. I'm not a police station.”No one answered. After a long time, Long Xuelian said,""That's true. You have to figure it out before you speak. It's really strange. How can such a thing happen blindly?”"I've never experienced such a thing before. At that time, I was too busy. Now that I think about it, I regret it.”"Teacher Shang, what are you regretting?" Li Xiao 'ai asked.”"I shouldn't have let them go. I want them to explain themselves to me and compensate me for the loss of my reputation.”" Teacher Shang, let bygones be bygones," Long Xuelian said." Don't talk about it anymore. It's hard to explain such things. The more you talk about it, the more troublesome it will be. It's better not to talk about it."”Shang Liu Xin became even more excited," Hmph, if I don't say it, what do you know? If I don't say it, it'll seem like I really did it. If word gets out, it won't sound good. I hope that guy doesn't go back today and let them come to find me. Even if they don't come to find me, I'll go find them and ask them to give me an explanation. I'm not that easy to bully."”Cui Xiaoli said," Teacher Shang, I think it's better to forget about it. Teacher Long's words make sense. It's true that such things don't happen. The more you talk about it, the more likely it is." Speaking of which, it would be best if you could settle the matter with him face to face so that you wouldn't cause trouble in the future. If you remember such a thing every day, you wouldn't even be able to live a stable life. However, even if you want to go, you don't know where they live.”" I don't know why, but I seem to have a clear impression in my mind. Perhaps God is enlightening me. Look, even God feels that I've been wronged and has come to help me. I must find them and ask them to give me justice. Teachers, before this matter is completely resolved, I hope that you won't go out and say anything to avoid causing a negative impact on our kindergarten. If I hear anyone gossiping outside, I won't be polite. When I find them, I will definitely call them to the garden and clear my name in front of everyone. Alright, it's time for class. Everyone, go to class.”
Cui Xiaoli and Li Xiao 'ai were walking to the classroom when Cui Xiao' ai asked,""Do you think she really suffered?”"Hmph, you believe that? She's just trying to save face for herself. She even typed out her call history. If he didn't have any concrete evidence, how would he dare to come to her and talk about this matter in front of her?”"The call log is just a piece of paper. What can we see? At most, we can know how much they talked.”"Haven't you heard? Chatting in the middle of the night? What kind of relationship is that? It can't be 100% true, but it's at least 80% to 90% true. This guy is really capable of anything.”"Chatting in the middle of the night, then his family didn't notice?”"Cough, one is intentional, the other is unintentional. If she wants to secretly chat with others, who can guard against her all the time? The police were catching thieves every day, and there were many thieves in this world. The key to this matter was to control yourself. Others could not stare at you without blinking. Stealing was the same as stealing. It was hard to guard against a thief in the family.”"Then what she said about finding someone else is completely empty talk.”"She couldn't even hide in time. She even went to his door to ask for an explanation. She was just finding a way out for herself. 'Hmph, you're still looking for a way out even in this state. Who would believe that? You're really shameless. I've long seen that Shang fellow is not a good person. Am I right?'”"Go to class. It'll be bad if others see it. He's now the deputy director.”Cui Xiaoli deliberately emphasized the words " below one person ". Li Xiao 'ai said,""Old Cui, I think there's something wrong with your words.”"What is it?" Cui Xiaoli asked, puzzled.”"You just said 'below one and above all.”"What's wrong with that? She's the deputy director, so she's under the director's leadership. We're under her leadership, so she's above everyone.”Li Xiao 'ai smiled slyly." No, it should be' below everyone, above everyone.'”Cui Xiaoli frowned and thought for a while before laughing."Your conclusion is quite accurate. It does fit her characteristics.”"I think there's something wrong with her. With her character, who else can she lead? Even if we don't hold it against her, the boss is still afraid that it will affect the kindergarten's reputation.”"I'm afraid you don't have to worry about that. People like her have plenty of tricks up their sleeves.”
Zheng Qinglan was editing the manuscript when Xiao Danian came over to call her.""Qinglan, it's for you." Zheng Qinglan went to the director's office and picked up the phone." Hello?" A man's voice came from the other end."Excuse me, are you Shang Liu Xin's lover?”" Yes."" I want to tell you something. You're also a victim in this matter.”Zheng Qinglan's heart tightened, and she blurted out,""What is it?" "Is it convenient for you to talk now? This is a very sensitive matter." "It's okay. If you have anything to say, just say it.”"I want to ask you, was your wife at home last night?”"Did you notice anything unusual about her?" For example, he was still texting in the middle of the night.”"What's wrong with sending a message?" "I have a relative who's a truck driver. When his family called him the day before yesterday, he said that he had already arrived in the neighboring city and would be back soon. However, he didn't pick up his calls from morning till night yesterday. He went to the mobile company to check his call records. The call records showed that your wife chatted with him quite a lot yesterday and was still chatting until midnight. He checked the call records for the past few months and found that it was roughly the same situation. Do you think their relationship is normal?”Zheng Qinglan felt as if she had swallowed a piece of charcoal in her throat. It was dry and painful. She coughed twice and choked,""Ah, I know. I'll ask her when I get home from work.”She felt that it was inappropriate and added," You have to have a basis for your words.”Without waiting for the other party to speak, he hurriedly hung up the phone.
He didn't have a clear impression of the past, but he was still very clear about the situation last night. Indeed, Shang Liu Xin had been using her phone to chat the entire night. After she went to bed, she had even taken out her phone several times to look at her messages. There was even one time when she went to the toilet and brought her phone with her. Moreover, she had gone to the toilet for a very long time this time. Before she returned to bed, she had already fallen asleep. As for when she came back, he had no idea at all. In the past, when she chatted with him and he asked her, she would always say that she was chatting with her colleagues. It seemed that she trusted her too much.
In the evening, after dinner, Shang Liu Xin didn't sit in front of the computer like she usually did. Instead, she waited for Zheng Qinglan to finish her meal and then took the dishes to the kitchen to wash them. " Dad," Ya Ya said to Zheng Qinglan," you're fired tonight."”"What are you planning to do tonight?" Zheng Qinglan asked.”"You don't have to ask. Do your homework and read your books step by step. However, I want to chat with you now.”"What are you talking about?" "Dad, I feel like you've changed recently. You're different from before.”"Why don't I feel anything? Did I get older?”"No, it's just that your personality has changed. You used to talk to me about this and that, but you haven't said it in a long time.”"I've been a little busy recently and forgot to chat with you. I'm sorry!”"You used to call yourself 'Dad' when you talked to me in the past. Today, you used 'I'. You even learned to apologize to me.”"What does change mean?" "Using 'Dad' makes me seem friendly, but using 'I' makes me seem distant. Dad, do you not like me anymore?”Zheng Qinglan felt like tears were about to fall. He took Yaya's hand and held it tightly in his own, saying,""No matter how much I change, I still like you. You'll always be my baby.”Ya Ya smiled and pulled her hand out of Zheng Qinglan's hand." Dad, I know. You'll always be my good dad. Dad, I'm going to do my homework."”
Zheng Qinglan sat at the dining table, thinking about how to tell Shang Liu Xin those words. Shang Liu Xin finished washing the dishes and saw Zheng Qinglan still sitting there. She said," What are you daydreaming about?" Then she went into the bedroom and sat down in front of the computer. She didn't turn on the computer. After a while, she opened a book.
Zheng Qinglan also walked into the bedroom and sat on the bed beside Shang Liu Xin. She said to Shang Liu Xin,"I received a call today from a man.”"What's wrong? Is there anything special about this phone?”"The call was for me, but it has something to do with you.”Shang Liu Xin was startled and stuttered," I called you, what does it have to do with me?”"A truck driver. He should have been home long ago, but someone checked with the mobile company and said that you were still chatting with this person in the middle of the night.”"What does chatting have to do with whether he comes home or not? Could it be that I went out with him and left him outside?”"I told him to watch his words. I also told him that you were at home last night.”"That's more like it. To tell you the truth, a few people came to my kindergarten today. Guess what? I asked them to produce evidence, but they couldn't produce anything. The teachers in our kindergarten were also very angry and united to chase them away. Even now, I still feel that it's a pity. I shouldn't have chased them away. Instead, I should have caught them and made them explain the problem to me. I should have let them go easily. It was too easy on them.”"Why are they so sure that it has something to do with you? How did I find you?" "How would I know?" At this moment, Shang Liu Xin's phone rang several times. She picked it up to take a look and put it aside. Before she could move her hand away, a call came in. Shang Liu Xin picked it up and hesitated for a moment before answering it. Before the other party could speak, she said,"I'm discussing something with my family. We'll talk about it later.”He hung up. "Who called?" asked Zheng Qinglan.”"A friend." " I asked you who you are," Zheng Qinglan said angrily." You said you're a friend. Where are you from? What kind of friend are you? Shouldn't you be clear?"”"It's my freedom to date whoever I want. Why should I tell you so clearly?”"Why? Because of this family. You have to be responsible for this family.”"I don't need you to remind me. I'm very responsible.”"Then why did someone call me? Why did someone find your unit? Would such a thing sound good if it got out? Doesn't it affect you? Doesn't it affect me? Would it not affect Ya Ya? Won't it affect this family? Is this how you take responsibility for this family?”"I worked so hard to earn money. Isn't it for this family?”"Don't talk to me about money. In this world, other than money, there are things that are much more important than money. There are many things that can't be bought no matter how much money you spend. Let me ask you, was it that four-eyed monkey who called you just now?”"What four-eyed monkey? Why do you have to be so rude? He's an engineer in a large factory in the south. I'm still hoping that he can find me a good job.”"What? You want to work in the south? How did you guys meet?" "We just met online and chatted for a while. We felt like we had something to talk about, so we chatted occasionally. I only earn a few hundred yuan a month here. It's too low. If there's a suitable opportunity, I want to go out and take a look. Maybe it's better than here.”"I'm warning you. You have a family and children now. Don't cause trouble for yourself.”"You can go ahead with your business. I know what to do with my business.”Zheng Qinglan went to the living room to watch TV. Shang Liu Xin turned on her phone and logged into QQ. As soon as she logged in, she received a series of messages. They were all " Honey, I miss you "," Honey, I want to see you "," Honey, you're too beautiful, I want to see you ", and so on. Shang Liu Xin replied with " He's at home ", and then sent " Oh, forget it ", followed by " Honey, I miss you " and went offline.
The next day, Zheng Qinglan woke up before dawn. "What are you doing up so early?" Shang Liu Xin asked.”"I have to go on a business trip today and catch the first bus. You sleep. I'll cook some noodles and go to the station.”He had already made an appointment with Jin Ling. They were going to find a place to talk about their relationship. As for the exact location, he had not decided yet. He would get off the bus wherever he felt was good. The bus they had agreed on would pass by Jin Ling's shop, and Jin Ling was waiting for him there. Zheng Qinglan was both excited and sad. The sky was still dark, and there were not many people who were rushing to catch the first bus. Zheng Qinglan sat down by the window. It was pitch-black outside the window. Occasionally, a few lights could be seen. Those were the people who were preparing for the morning stall. The snow-white headlights lit up the area in front of them. Most of the people in the car leaned against their seats to catch up on their sleep. Zheng Qinglan was sad about Shang Liu Xin's matter and also about Jin Ling's meeting today. She didn't sleep much the whole night, but she still didn't feel sleepy. A rabbit hopped to the middle of the road, but when the car lights shone on it, it stopped moving. The driver turned the steering wheel, seemingly aiming at the rabbit on purpose. Then, he braked suddenly and opened the door. He picked up a bloody rabbit and threw it on a plastic bag beside the driver's seat. Can't you hide for a while? Why did he have to wait for the car to hit him? You're too stupid! Zheng Qinglan thought.
The sky gradually brightened. When they arrived at Jin Ling's shop, the sky was already bright. Zheng Qinglan saw Jin Ling standing by the roadside from afar. The car stopped and Jin Ling got in. Zheng Qinglan waved at her. Jin Ling smiled and walked over. She sat down next to Zheng Qinglan. Wisps of fragrance kept coming at Zheng Qinglan. Zheng Qinglan felt like she was in a big garden full of strange flowers. Neither of them spoke.
When they reached the first town, Zheng Qinglan asked,""Lingzi, what do you think of this place?”Jin Ling stood up and took a look."That's right, there's a river over there, the water is quite clear.”"Then let's get off here." "Alright, as you said, let's get off here.”" Are you used to taking the bus so early?" Zheng Qinglan asked after getting off the bus.”"I rarely take the bus so early. My brother often goes out to stock up.”"I rarely take the bus so early. There's a breakfast stall over there. Let's go eat something.”The two of them walked over. Zheng Qinglan asked,""What do you want to eat?" "It's up to you. I'll eat whatever you eat.”Zheng Qinglan smiled and said," I have a weak stomach. I need to eat something before I take the bus. I've already eaten at home. I'm not hungry now. I won't eat."”"Then I won't eat either." "If I starve you, I'll be guilty. Come, I'll eat with you. This is called giving up your life to accompany a gentleman.”" Pretentious."" You said that you'll eat whatever I eat. You're not allowed to go back on your word. I'll eat a big bowl of noodles and a basket of steamed dumplings. Are you going to order a serving as well?"”"Don't tease me. Just eat something. I can't accompany you. Hurry up, I'm really a little hungry.”
It was the fifth month of the solar calendar. In this small town that was quietly located in the mountains, everything seemed natural and friendly. Zheng Qinglan and Jin Ling were walking along the small road by the river. Their relaxed and casual expressions when they got out of the car had disappeared. Their expressions were solemn and even stiff. Zheng Qinglan finally broke the silence and asked,"" Lingzi, why aren't you saying anything?" "I'm waiting for you to say it." "Alright, I'll tell you. But we have to relax. I'm a little nervous.”"Just say it. No matter what you say, I'll listen to you.”Zheng Qinglan's heart sank. She had just said that she wanted to relax, but she had run away without a trace.
"I…I said, Lingzi, you should start a family!”"If you can't find the right person, even if you have a family, what's the point? Just like you, you have a family and children, but are you happy?”Zheng Qinglan didn't expect Jin Ling to be so direct. " Happiness, happiness. Yaya is very attached to me. We talked for a while after dinner yesterday. She said that I seemed to have changed, and she said it with evidence. I thought about it and she was right. This girl is very meticulous.”"Then congratulations. You have a smart and obedient daughter. But I have to ask you, what is the most important relationship in family life?”Zheng Qinglan remained silent. "If you don't say it, it means that you know. It also means that you have a negative attitude towards your marriage. Am I right?" Jin Ling continued.”"Lingzi, you don't know the situation. It's all my fault. I didn't fulfill my responsibility as a husband. I often reflect on myself and try my best to change myself.”"Don't you think you're deceiving yourself by pinning your feelings on an uncertain future? You blamed yourself for the disharmony between husband and wife. Do you think such a relationship will last? Maybe it will change in a short period of time, but as time goes on, you will even hate yourself. A good relationship between husband and wife should be natural, not forced like you. Speaking of which, if you try to change yourself here, is Shang Liu Xin willing to change for you?”"Her temper is more stubborn than mine, but her heart isn't bad. I believe that she will feel the changes I make, and she will change herself.”"Don't you know what kind of person you are? You have a mysophobia about relationships, you have very strict requirements for yourself, Shang Liu Xin doesn't suit you at all, and you've never accepted her. On the surface, you're husband and wife, but your feelings have never blended together. Yes, both of you need feelings, but the feelings you need are not on the same level. This is very, very obvious in your novel. You must have had a very painful experience in this aspect to write so accurately. To tell you the truth, I cried as I read. During that period of time, I didn't know how depressed my heart was. I couldn't feel that there was anything beautiful in this world. In the past, I never thought of telling you these things. If you were happy, I wouldn't have said these words until I died. However, I saw your shadow in your novel. No, the protagonist was you. You were talented and kind, but you led such a bitter life. From the novel, I felt that you were in pain and unwilling. You were struggling. You were avoiding people's eyes and tongues. You were still deceiving yourself.”"Your analysis is right. The novel does contain these meanings, but that's just a novel.”" In the eyes of people who are not familiar with you, it might just be a novel, but as long as they know you, no one will treat it as a simple novel. Even if it is, it is still an autobiographical novel. There is too much personal information about you in it. This is also the reason why I reminded you to be careful of the negative effects on yourself. Am I right?”
"Things are not as simple as you and I are talking here. I still have Yaya. Since I brought her into this world, I have to be responsible for her. Divorce may not have much impact on adults, but the child is so young and weak. She needs a complete family to protect her.”"Great fatherly love is touching. Since someone is willing to accept you, they will also accept her.”Zheng Qinglan quickly glanced at Jin Ling and dodged. "Lingzi, don't say that. I don't have any good points. There are many people in this world who are better than me.”"Yes, there are indeed many rich, talented, and good-looking people, but very few suitable people. I know what I want.”
Zheng Qinglan panicked and said earnestly,""Lingzi, what do you want me to say for you to listen? Your parents are already so old. They are most worried about your marriage now. Even if you don't think about yourself, you should think about them. Things in this world will change. In terms of marriage, sometimes the relationship between two people may not be good at the beginning, but it will get better and better as time goes on. Some relationships may seem like they are glued at the beginning, but they will become strangers or even enemies as time goes on. With your qualities and character, I believe that your future partner will definitely respect and like you.”"You're making decisions for me and finding me a good partner just like that?”"It's time to find one. In a few years, I'll be almost forty.”"Yeah, she's already in her thirties. Who would marry an old lady?”" You're the emperor's daughter," Zheng Qinglan quickly said." You don't have to worry about not being able to marry."”"Forget it, Qinglan. You definitely can't convince me today, and I can't convince you either. If you can't convince me, then let's not talk about it.”"But the only reason I came here today is to convince you.”"The biggest reason I came today is to let you face your marriage. I hope you can live a happy life. I don't want you to live in so much pain.”"Pain is inevitable in life. It's not this kind of pain, it's that kind of pain. If you don't take pain seriously, it doesn't matter if you suffer or not. Sometimes, pain is a rare treasure.”"You want to be Pushkin." "God, you think too highly of me. I'm not that ignorant to dare to compare myself to a world-class writer.”"That's hard to say. A great writer isn't destined. Who knows, one day it might fall on your head. I think your manuscript is not bad.”"That was written from the perspective of the Chinese. In terms of love and marriage, the Chinese and the Westerners have completely different concepts. They definitely won't be recognized by Westerners. Hey, look where I'm going. You've led me into the ditch of delusion.”Jin Ling smiled and said," You even said that you don't want to be Pushkin. As you said that, you exposed your true thoughts. Alright, it's not a bad thing to have ambition." I have a strong feeling that you've been living in pain. You've admitted this just now. You should change.”"Change? How?" "Qinglan, I can change. I can let you go out of pain.”Zheng Qinglan looked at Jin Ling and said calmly,""Jin Ling, thank you so much. I also believe that I will be very happy to be with you. I also believe that I will treat you well, but I can't just think about myself.”Jin Ling let out a long sigh. The two of them stopped talking and walked silently along the river.
It was already past ten o'clock, and the temperature was much higher than in the morning. Walking under the sun, the sunlight was scorching.
"Qinglan, let's go back. It's getting late." Jin Ling said. We are all losers today. Are you feeling a little gloomy?”Zheng Qinglan thought for a moment and said," We didn't convince each other. We are losers, but there are many beautiful things in this. I will treasure them for the rest of my life. So, I don't feel gloomy, but I don't feel bright either. If I can drink your wedding wine, I will feel bright even if the sky falls."”Jin Ling's tears flowed out. Zheng Qinglan suddenly had a strong urge to hug Jin Ling and let her lean in his arms. He wanted to wipe her tears and tell her jokes to make her giggle. He felt his mind go blank, but he managed to control himself.
"Yes, me too." Jin Ling said softly.
Zheng Qinglan's heart skipped a beat. Jin Ling had already fallen in love with him, so persuading her now might have an unexpected effect. She said,""Jin Ling, I advise you to think about it again and start a family as soon as possible.”"Didn't you already say that just now? Why did you bring this up again? I can do whatever you want with other things, but I can't do this.”"I keep feeling that I can't go back like this. I can't forgive myself.”"I'm the one who doesn't want to start a family. I don't blame you for anything.”"Ai, I didn't kill Boren, but Boren died because of me. How can you say that it has nothing to do with me? If you don't have a family, I will carry a heavy psychological burden for the rest of my life.”"But whether I get married or not is my own business. I can't do something I don't want to do just because I don't want others to carry a burden. If I do it, won't you still have to carry a burden?”"If you live happily, I won't have any burdens. You will definitely be happy.”"Do you trust your own judgment that much?”"Yes, I believe in my own judgment. You're so beautiful, so capable, and so kind. It's a man's blessing to be able to find someone like you. He has no reason not to let you be happy. Home is a harbor where a person rests. Although I am dissatisfied with my marriage, I still have something to worry about. Otherwise, my heart will be like a rootless duckweed, drifting around. After a long time, I will get tired of it and feel that everything in this world is boring.”"There are many people in this world who don't have a family for the rest of their lives.”" Let's not talk about those outstanding people. Those people all have lofty and far-reaching spiritual pursuits. They have places to place their spirits on. Some of them even think that their families will become a burden to their careers. However, such people are very rare exceptions. From ancient times to the present, there are not many of them. " We are all ordinary people, and ordinary people should just live their ordinary lives. The place that gives people the most sense of belonging in this world is still home. Otherwise, why would the ancients create the phrase 'home at home?' The most heartwarming thing in this world is kinship. Only when there is a home can there be kinship. You have your parents now, and you don't lack kinship. However, one day, they will leave you. Even if you have your brother, his home is not your home. You can't stay by his side for the rest of your life.”"How could I not understand what you're saying? It's just that I don't want to lower my standards. I want to find someone I can accept from the bottom of my heart.”"There must be such a person. As long as you agree to look for him, he might appear soon.”"Alright, let's not talk about it anymore. I will seriously consider your advice. The car is here, let's go back.”Jin Ling finally let out a sigh of relief. Even if this trip was not in vain, it was impossible to settle this matter immediately if they continued to talk. They had to think about it carefully. "It's already noon. Let's have lunch here before going back.”"There are not many cars at noon. After eating, we have to wait for a few hours before there is a car. Don't you think it's a waste of time?”"If I had nothing to do, I would definitely feel that it was a waste of time. However, there are many things to talk about with you today, so it's not a waste of time. I still want to talk to you about my novel in detail. I've already drawn up a revision plan.”Jin Ling didn't say anything, which meant that she had agreed. She was afraid that she would never have such an opportunity again in the future.
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