Bai Yuxuan promised to call me later, but he didn't! Did he forget about me when he went home? That's right. He probably has many good friends in his hometown. It's been a long time since we last met. He has a lot to talk about. It's normal that he doesn't have time to talk to me. Unlike me, the only person I can speak my heart to has been betrayed! So, what was the point of living?
I found the knife from last time and only left a shallow mark on my wrist. Not enough! This was not enough! There was an impulse in my heart that was controlling me. Without thinking, I stabbed it into the back of my hand!
Phew, he finally felt pain! The messy emotions that had been lingering in his heart finally ran away! I looked at the wound on my hand and suddenly realized that my actions were too abnormal! Am I crazy? Looking at Dun Dao who was thrown to the ground, I felt uneasy for the first time! He picked it up in a panic and threw it into the trash can!
What happened to me?
"Why did you come back so late again? You went to play cards again! Ah?" His mother's angry voice came from the living room.
"My friends are asking me to go and play. How can I not give them face?”The uncle refused to be outdone and choked.
Then, they started arguing! I didn't even dare to make a sound. I couldn't let them find out that I wasn't asleep. I don't want to face their fierce faces. Looking at the blood slowly flowing out of his hand, he counted in his heart.
Very good! This time, they only argued for 320 seconds! I took out a band-aid from my pocket and applied it to my wound. Sure enough, the next second, my door rang.
"Sister, are you asleep? Get up and eat barbecue. Uncle brought you barbecue and a small cake.”The uncle outside the door called me with a drunken look.
"Do you want to die? It was late at night! Your sister must be asleep, yet you still knocked on the door!”His mother was very angry at his behavior. If it wasn't too late, she would have scolded him.
"I didn't sleep, didn't sleep! Where is the barbecue?" I messed up my pajamas and pretended to be woken up. I turned into a little foodie and opened the door to sniff.
"See, she's such a glutton. She's so greedy. If there's anything delicious, I'll come!" After knocking on the door, he came to the living room and looked at her helplessly as if he knew she was a greedy cat.
Good fellow! Every time Uncle comes back late, he will bring me barbecue! How fragrant! The entire air was filled with the aroma of barbecue!
"Just let her be!" At this time, his mother had already eaten first, and she was still scolding Uncle.
I don't care if they quarreled just now. Let's eat first. Reality proved that sometimes deliberately acting dumb could solve most problems!
When my mom saw me coming out, she restrained all her anger. Uncle thought that I was his savior. When I came out, my mom would definitely let him off in front of the children! This is a tacit tradition in our family.
We were still eating when Uncle got drunk. She fell asleep while lying down and even snored!
"Mom, don't you think my uncle's snoring sounds like a frog? Haha, I'm dying of laughter. His snoring was especially loud and rhythmic.
Mom laughed when she heard what I said. She was finally a little happier. She looked at me and said with some emotion,"Ah Yue, sometimes Mom thinks that if I left you and your brother behind back then, would you not have grown up? When you were young, you were born skinny and small. Your hair was yellow and you looked like a little monkey. At that time, I thought that you wouldn't be able to raise him. No."
His mother started talking about the past again. It seemed that every time she talked about the past, she would feel better. However, she would also be in great pain. As she spoke, her eyes would tear up and she would comfort herself."But in the blink of an eye, I saw that you've grown up so much. I feel that all the hardships I've suffered are worth it! You have to be obedient and study hard!”
"I will, Mom." She always said the same thing, telling me to study hard. Every time, she said it was for me and my brother. I know she suffered a lot, but she always said it was for us! Sometimes, I think that she should have left us behind! If she left us, she wouldn't have to live so bitterly!
"Mom is telling you that you have grown up now. You have to understand what girls need to pay attention to. She had to be clean usually and change her clothes often during her period. Also, when you go out to play with men, regardless of whether they are old or young, as long as they talk to you, be careful! "Don't go wherever I'm told to go…" Mom began to teach me the safety awareness of a girl again.
I said yes, but she felt that I was perfunctory. He insisted on asking me if I had memorized it. I said I got it and remembered it. She said,"Mom wants to tell you something else! Do you know that your uncle is your father when you talk to your classmates outside?”
"Why?" I don't understand. Didn't I always call him uncle? Why did you tell others that he was my father?？
"Sigh, I'm doing this for your own good. It's not easy for the three of us to live here. I'm afraid that people will bully you if they find out that you don't have a father. If you tell others that he's your father, they won't dare to bully you!”Mom said earnestly. Her words were full of helplessness that I couldn't understand at my age.
"Oh, I know." So that was the reason. I thought they were getting married.
"Also, you're a big girl now. In the future, button up your clothes at home. She hung her clothes and hid them under her coat. When her mother was not at home, she had to lock the door when she went back to her room.”Mom tirelessly reminded me again and again.
How many times have I heard this? I know that I've grown up now. I have to protect myself. I usually listen to my mother. When she's not at home, I'll stay in my room more often and lock the door.
"I'll call the lock repairman to change the lock on your door tomorrow.”Mom suddenly remembered that because I was fighting with my resentful brother, someone kicked the door open. Now, it can only be opened by force.
"Alright, I won't go out tomorrow. Call him over." I was full and wiped my mouth.
"Alright, I'll do it. Your brother will be back tomorrow. He stayed in the city for an extra day, saying that he had an appointment with his classmates.”His mother was also full. There was still a lot of barbecue left. She said as she packed it up and put it in the fridge.
Humph! I knew he went to play! His mother must have given him money to play again! His mother was biased! It's fine if her brother is studying in the city, but he still has money to play! I didn't!
"Yo, you can even hang oil bottles on your mouth! You can pay the lock master tomorrow, and the rest will be yours. Your brother is all alone in the city. You're always by Mommy's side, and you're still jealous?”Mom saw that I was unhappy and knew that I was jealous of my brother. She shook her head and said to me in amusement.
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