Fortunately, I didn't stay up late last night. My brother came back early in the morning. It's so noisy! I got up unwillingly. I wanted to get angry, but my brother, that idiot, actually brought me delicious food! She had reluctantly forgiven him…
"Honey, are you asleep?" 23.40
"It's too late to call you when I get home tonight.”23.49
"Are you asleep?" 23.56
"Good night. I miss you." 00.33
When she opened her phone, it was filled with Bai Yuxuan's messages! I didn't know how to say it, but I suddenly felt that my passion for him had dropped. Instead, I felt that the feelings he gave me were suffocating! I replied with a good morning. Then, he put down his phone, trying to figure out how the message affected him.
"Mom just called to say that the lock repairman will be here soon.”I don't know what my brother is doing with his phone, but he told me without looking back.
"Oh, so be it. Mom gave me money, I'll give her money later.”I was still not fully awake and was brushing my teeth and washing my face in a daze.
The chef came right after breakfast and gave him 50 yuan for the craftsmanship. His mother had already given him the money for the new locks. After sending Master off, I carried the food my brother bought me back to my room and lay down. Bai Yuxuan called me.
"Hey, what are you doing?" I answered the phone and said coldly.
"I miss you." Bai Yuxuan's voice was warm and affectionate.
I was silent for a long time, not knowing how to catch the love in his voice. I'm too stupid, so I replied softly.
"Hehe, I thought you would say that you missed me too.”When Bai Yuxuan said this, I heard him laugh, but I also felt that he was unhappy. How disappointed he would be if he didn't get the reply he expected…
But I can't say that I miss him too! I suddenly want to break up with him now! I thought frantically in my heart, How can a country girl love a young master in the city…
The last time she went to his house, it was decorated like a family in a TV series. It was expensive and beautiful. What about my house? In the rented house, my room doesn't even have a desk or wardrobe! The clothes fell on the wire! Recently, I've been hesitating for a long time. I've also thought about it a lot!
I'm really not worthy of him! Other than having better grades than him, I don't have anything to match him with! Every time I see him buy me all kinds of breakfast, he never stops me from snacking. He accompanied me every day and let me lose my temper. It was normal for me to hit and scold him! The better he treats me, the more uncomfortable I feel!
I resisted and didn't want to continue with him, but at the same time, I enjoyed his kindness to me! I clearly know that nothing will happen between me and him! I'm still selfish, hesitant, and dragging him along!
I knew Bai Yuxuan deserved someone better! I still want to be like this. Am I really bad?
"Bai Yuxuan, let's break up." I still couldn't help but break up.
" What did you say?!" he asked.
I didn't dare to say anything else. My heart was filled with anxiety as I hung up the phone! He called back so many times, but I didn't hang up! He called again and again, I hung up again and again…
"What happened? Answer my call!" Bai Yuxuan had no choice but to send me a message.
"No, I just don't want to be together anymore.”I said against my conscience.
"Nothing happened! Why did you break up? Ah?" Bai Yuxuan asked.
"I just don't want to play anymore. I'm not in the mood to deal with you, so I want to break up!”My tears fell on the screen as I said those words.
"I disagree! You think you can break up just because you want to?" He was furious!
"Without my consent! You're not allowed to break up! I'll go back and look for you tomorrow!" Bai Yuxuan was furious. He actually said he wanted to come back.
"It's useless. It was useless even if he came back. Let's break up." I'll blacklist him if I send this sentence!
He called me again. I muted my phone, but the screen was still on. After a long time, I dared to look at my phone. He sent a message saying,"Honey, are you angry because I didn't call you last night? I'm sorry! I was wrong! Answer my call."
I didn't reply to him. He said,"I'll go back now!" Wait for me at home!"
I think he's crazy, right? It was just a few weeks of playing house! Was there a need to do this? But why am I so sad…
I curled up on the bed and watched him send messages to coax me. He said,"Ah Yue, can we not break up?”
"Ah Yue, I really, really like you…"
"Honey, please talk to me."
"I'm on my way. I'll be there at five in the afternoon."
I don't know why I'm still so sad after breaking up! I should be relieved! We're not from the right family to begin with. Besides, I shouldn't be a burden to my family.
So I was cruel enough to ignore him. I thought he was just saying it before he came back. But he really came back. He sent me a message to meet him on the balcony, but I didn't go. Then, he said that he was waiting for me downstairs. I saw it. He was really waiting for me!
"You can go back now. We can't be together anymore." I still refuse to see him.
"Please meet me, I beg you! Come down and see me!" He stood downstairs, facing the stairs, and replied to me instantly.
This is the first time I've seen Bai Yuxuan so humble. I hid on the stairs on the fourth floor and looked at him downstairs. I cried so hard that I couldn't take care of myself! I can't continue to be with him! My rotten family will only make him feel dirty! I despise myself! I have a father who abandoned his wife and son. I'm just a girl who grew up picking up trash. How can I? How can I be worthy of Bai Yuxuan, who is as bright as the moon!
I must be the worst girl in the world! I suck! I'm a piece of trash who only knows how to use violence and stubbornness to disguise myself!
"Get lost! Stop bothering me! It's over just like that!" My entire body trembled as I typed these words. After sending them successfully, I went straight home and locked myself in my room!
When Mom came back, she wanted to ask me out, but I refused. Hiding in the room and not going out!
"Tan Yue, you didn't reply to my messages. Can you answer my last question? If you want to break up, then can you tell me the reason for breaking up?”The two of them were deadlocked for a day before he finally asked me.
What reason should I give him? Can I tell him that I think I'm ugly and not worthy of him? Or do I feel that my family is too poor to be worthy of him? Or should I say, I'm ashamed of myself, so I broke up?
No! No! I can't say a word!
"I just don't want to talk about it. There aren't so many reasons.”I deserve to die! I lied again!
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