Yun Zhao's body trembled and he suddenly woke up. He found that he had fallen asleep in Jiang Ying's arms. She turned her head gently and found that Jiang Ying had also fallen asleep on the sofa with her in his arms. He had even covered her with a blanket.
Yun Zhao looked at his face carefully. He was really no different from the person in his dream. Yun Zhao smiled helplessly. He was just watching TV, but she actually had such a dream. She had three children! Good fellow! She was just a child herself!
Jiang Ying seemed to have sensed that she was moving. He hugged her tightly in a daze and called out in a low voice,"Ah Luo, don't go." As he called out, he kissed Yun Zhao. As he kissed her, he couldn't help but rub her back and mutter emotionally,"Ah Luo, Ah Luo, don't go. Don't leave me.”
Yun Zhao instantly felt as if a basin of cold water had been poured on him. A chill rose up in all directions. Her hands and feet were cold, as if she had been thrown into a cold abyss. Her entire body could not help but tremble. She wanted to say something, but her throat seemed to be blocked by something. She could not make a sound. Her heart felt as if it had been gouged out by someone. It was in intense pain, and she could hear the dripping sound of blood.
"Alo, Alo, Alo." He closed his eyes and hugged her tightly, as if he was in a nightmare. He suddenly pressed her under his body and began to tear her clothes. As he pulled, he kissed Yun Zhao hard. She was like a puppet, her eyes blurry. She let him play with her, and she had no strength to resist. She felt that her heart and soul had been completely torn into pieces just now.
Jiang Ying used his hands to caress her face, back, and chest. He bit her neck in a daze and seemed to be in pain. He frowned slightly. He closed his eyes and grabbed Yun Zhao tightly, muttering,"Ah Luo, I was wrong. Don't go." Han Yunzhao felt that her neck was wet. She touched it and was surprised to find that Jiang Ying was crying.
Yun Zhao felt like his heart was about to break. She suddenly understood a problem. He treated her as someone else's substitute and loved her. Her Jiang Ying was thinking about someone else. All the good and love he had for her was because of another girl. He probably really loved that person to the point of crying like this.
Jiang Ying was still calling out that name passionately, but Han Yunzhao was crying silently. Her eyes were empty, and she looked as if she had been thrown into a cold abyss. Her limbs and lips trembled, and she wanted to say something, but her throat felt like it was being choked. She couldn't say a word, and she felt as if her heart had been gouged out. She felt that she was a little ridiculous. She should have understood long ago that she was just an ordinary girl. How could she possibly get the favor of someone like him? She should have thought of it long ago.
She pushed Jiang Ying away, grabbed her phone, and rushed out. Jiang Ying woke up. He seemed to have realized what he had said in his daze just now, and his eyes gradually regained clarity.
He looked at Han Yunzhao's departing figure and hurriedly chased after her. He pulled her back in the courtyard with a panicked expression.
She looked at him hatefully and said coldly," Let go.”Jiang Ying did not move, nor did he let go. "I'm sorry!" He only said so. Han Yunzhao broke down after hearing his words. Her tears were like a river that had burst its banks. If he apologized to her, then what had she been doing for the past three years?
Jiang Ying pulled her into his arms and said anxiously,""Han Yunzhao, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I never wanted to hurt you, and it's not what you think. Don't be sad, okay?”
Han Yunzhao didn't listen to him at all. She just felt like she had been deceived. She thought that he had let go of his past and chose to be with her. She did not expect him to only treat her as a substitute. She couldn't accept it. No matter how he tried to explain, it was all useless. Because that was the truth. In his dreams, he still couldn't forget the people from the past.
"Why did you provoke me?!" Han Yunzhao lost control of her emotions and cried," I'm living a good life. I'm just a little poor and bitter. What do you want me to do now?" What do you want me to do for the rest of my life? How can I forget you! My life has ended before it even began!”Her hair was in a mess and she looked very disheveled. His heart felt like it was about to be torn apart, and he was in so much pain that he could not breathe.
"Han Yunzhao, I'm not lying to you.”Jiang Ying felt terrible when he saw her crying so sadly. He didn't know how to explain it clearly to her so that she would believe him.
"Let go." Han Yunzhao couldn't calm down, and she didn't want to listen to his explanation. She just wanted to find a place to hide and have a good sleep. However, Jiang Ying still hugged her tightly and refused to let go.
Han Yunzhao suddenly felt angry. He clearly didn't like her, but he didn't want to let her go. "Do you really think that I'll accept you and love you no matter what kind of past you have or how many people you have in your heart?" she shouted angrily at him. In your dreams!" She paused for a moment before continuing,"I'll find someone who truly loves me and I like to spend the rest of my life with." I don't want you! Go away!"
"Han Yunzhao, I like you.”He hugged her and said sadly.
"I don't believe you!" She said angrily," Then what is Alo? Is that my name? Why don't I know it?”
" Han Yunzhao, listen to me. Aluo…" He was speechless. Alo hated him even more. He would rather die than see him again. Neither Han Yunzhao nor Ah Luo would forgive him. Before he found her soul, he could not let her remember her past. Otherwise, she would rather die than see him again.
Han Yunzhao knew she hadn't wronged him. She didn't want to be entangled with him anymore. Her dignity wouldn't allow it.
She calmed herself down and said coldly,"Jiang Ying, thank you for taking care of me for the past three years. In the future…" She was a little hesitant and reluctant, but in the end, she said ruthlessly,""In the future, you will walk your own path and I will walk mine. Let's…part ways here."
He saw that cold and resolute expression on her face again, as if she had recalled some unpleasant past, and suddenly became emotional. He smiled and said coldly,""What if I don't?"
Han Yunzhao had a bad feeling when she saw his sudden change in appearance. "What do you want?" she asked uncertainly.”
"What do you think?" He sneered and looked down at the thin and frail her.
She swallowed her saliva and felt a little flustered for some reason. Jiang Ying, he…she looked at him in panic.
Did she really understand him? Han Yunzhao quickly recalled their past. He had been very gentle, but he had never shown such a look. Or was this his true side, hidden?
She looked at Jiang Ying in surprise. She could not believe that the usually gentle person had suddenly become like this. Han Yunzhao's expression changed rapidly, from confusion to fear.?
What did he want to do to her? What should she do? Bring her home safely? Does he know where she lives? Would he go to the village to pester her?
"Jiang…Teacher Jiang." She called out tentatively, hoping that he would remember her identity and not act rashly.
As expected, Jiang Ying eased up a little. He said expressionlessly,"Come back with me first. We'll talk about it tomorrow.”
"Alright." Han Yunzhao nodded obediently. She wanted to calm him down first. Perhaps he would come around tomorrow and let her go. Jiang Ying brought her back to his bedroom and let her sleep. Han Yunzhao looked at him nervously and stammered,""I... I'll sleep upstairs."
"Sleep here." He glanced at her calmly. Han Yunzhao's heart sank, and she tried her best to calm down.""Don't do anything rash. I'll call the police.”
He seemed angry again when he heard her say that." Go ahead."”He sneered and raised his chin to signal the door.
Han Yunzhao didn't know what to do when she saw that he didn't buy it. She stared at him in a daze for a minute. Jiang Ying also looked at her quietly. The two of them stared at each other without saying a word.
"She's asleep." She suddenly felt that there was no point in continuing this stalemate, so she kicked off her shoes, lay on the bed, rolled up the blanket, and closed her eyes. Jiang Ying looked at her and suddenly smiled. He turned off the lights and lay down on the bed before pulling her into his arms.
"Hot." She said coldly, hoping that he would stay away from her. Jiang Ying turned the air conditioner on very low and hugged her tightly."It won't be hot like this." Han Yunzhao stared at the ceiling and sighed, not knowing what to do.
In the darkness, Jiang Ying turned her over and faced her. He wrapped one arm around her waist and supported her head with the other. Then, he pressed his forehead against hers and said sadly,"Han Yunzhao, don't treat me like this.”
Han Yunzhao felt helpless when she heard him say that. It was clearly his own problem, so why was he blaming her? Shouldn't she be the one who should be sad? "Zhao Zhao." His voice suddenly became very gentle." Don't leave me, okay?”
Han Yunzhao's heart skipped a beat. If it weren't for the fact that the scene just now was still vivid in her mind, she would have fallen for it again. What was wrong with him? He was crying in his dream about his ex-girlfriend, and now he was saying sweet nothings to her so gently. How…could he be such a person? Han Yunzhao couldn't believe that her taste was so bad, but she was alarmed. Don't trust people who look good on the surface. Maybe there's a dark side hidden in them.
However, she remembered how well Jiang Ying had treated her in the past. He had never forced himself on her, nor had he ever had any evil thoughts about her. He was clearly so good. He was like a beam of moonlight in the dark, illuminating her pale youth and rebuilding her life. Han Yunzhao's heart suddenly softened. He was so good that she couldn't bear to say harsh words to him and sully him.
She was very conflicted. She was actually a very clear-headed person. She would never let herself be wronged. No matter what the reason was, whether it was their looks, names, or personalities, she would never be willing to be someone else's shadow, nor would she accept someone else's man in her heart.
She loved him very much, but she could not be with him. She could not accept it no matter what. She would rather keep this feeling in her heart and look at him from afar.
"Han Yunzhao, can you talk to me?”Seeing that she had not spoken, Jiang Ying pleaded in a low voice.
Han Yunzhao's heart softened. She had analyzed the situation clearly and decisively just a moment ago, but when he spoke, she immediately cowered again.
"Say what?" she asked.
"Say you love me, okay?" He placed her hand on his face and caressed it over and over again.
She didn't say anything. She loved him, but she couldn't say this out loud.
"Han Yunzhao." He saw that she was silent and seemed a little sad. He rubbed his head against her neck, feeling very sad. Han Yunzhao's heart ached. She sighed helplessly. She knew very well that she had to stay away from him, but…She couldn't resist it. She felt that her mind was very clear, but she was still sinking uncontrollably.
"Jiang Ying, you…" She said gloomily," Don't be like this.”What should she do? Han Yunzhao was panicking. If this continued, she would give her life to him without hesitation.
"Stay with me, Han Yunzhao.”He hugged her tightly again." Don't ever separate, okay? I don't want to leave you for even a minute."”
Han Yunzhao almost believed her, and she almost agreed. However, she thought of something and said coldly,"What about Alo?"
Jiang Ying froze once again and fell silent. Han Yunzhao's heart began to sink. She knew it. She shouldn't have wasted time with him and listened to his nonsense. He had no intention of letting go of that person. He just wanted her to acquiesce and accept it.
She was suddenly a little angry and kicked him.""Go away, stay away from me." After saying that, she turned around and went to sleep. Jiang Ying was a little frustrated and discouraged. He didn't know what to do. He thought for a while and decided to make a last resort. He asked tentatively,"Han Yunzhao, do you believe in past lives?”
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