Han Yunzhao sneered and asked calmly,"What? Are you going to make up stories to coax me?"?”
Jiang Ying rubbed the space between his eyebrows in pain. He didn't want to talk to her anymore.
"Let's start from Pangu's creation of the world.”She sneered coldly and continued to be jealous,"Could it be that your Ah Luo and I fought for you in our previous lives?”
"Shut up." he said helplessly. He got up and went outside to smoke a cigarette to calm down.
Han Yunzhao saw him leave and immediately sat up, wondering if she should run away now. She carefully pulled the door open and realized that he had locked it. She started to get angry again and clenched her fists. What did he mean by that? She wanted to smash the door, but she held back. She carefully retreated to the window and tried to escape through it.
The moment she opened the window, she saw him leaning against a tree not far away, smoking and looking in her direction. She cursed in her heart, but Jiang Ying stood under the moonlight and smiled at her like a ruffian.
Han Yunzhao gritted her teeth and slammed the windowsill. She pushed herself up with both hands and climbed out. Jiang Ying narrowed his eyes and sized up her agile movements. He asked,""What are you doing?"
"I can't sleep." She sat on the windowsill and said angrily. The moonlight outside the window was bright and cool. She saw him smoking leisurely and was a little unhappy. She said,"I want to try it too."
He raised his eyebrows, put out the cigarette, and threw it into the trash can beside him. Then, he walked over and picked her up. He pressed her against the tree trunk beside him and said in a low voice,"Then let's give it a try."
"What are you doing?" She looked at him in horror and then looked around. Although it was in the suburbs, it was relatively quiet. But this was too…terrifying.
When Jiang Ying approached her, Han Yunzhao immediately reached out and pressed his face. She said in a panic,""Teacher Jiang, calm down." She deliberately emphasized the word 'teacher'.
He looked at her unhappily and said,""Again? I've already resigned."
"A teacher for a day, a father for life." She turned her head vigorously, trying to distract him.
"Is that so?" He looked at her and suddenly smiled strangely. Han Yunzhao was stunned for a second before she suddenly realized what he was laughing at. She scolded him angrily,""Pervert, you took advantage of me."
He didn't say anything. He just smiled and lowered his head to kiss her. She punched and kicked, struggling in all sorts of ways. She could not be with him for no reason.
Seeing that she was very resistant, he said with clear eyes,"I'm just teasing you."
"Don't scare me like this. I'm scared.”She said with some grievance.
Jiang Ying paused for a moment and said seriously,"I'm sorry."
She didn't say anything else. She just looked at him, not knowing what Jiang Ying wanted to do. Jiang Ying didn't put her down either. He just hugged her.
He knew her personality. She would never make do with him. No matter what he said, it would be useless.
The two of them were silent for a while before he said indifferently,"Go back to sleep." She nodded and did not refute.
He carried her back to the bed. The two of them lay quietly, but they were not sleepy. He had many thoughts in his mind, but he could not say them out loud. Everything about him, his pain and entanglement, his sourness and bitterness, including his feelings and the various past between them. She didn't know anything and didn't understand anything. He was left alone with heavy memories to taste the pain. He wished that she could understand him, accept him, keep him by her side, and never let go.
Thinking of this, he sighed heavily. She hugged Han Yunzhao tightly.
"Can I go back tomorrow?" she asked softly.
He paused for a moment, suppressed his emotions, and said reluctantly,"Alright."
Han Yunzhao suddenly felt tears in her eyes, and her heart ached. She turned around and cupped his face.""Give me some time to think about it, okay?”
"Alright," he said with red eyes.”
Looking at his fragile appearance, her heart clenched and she wanted to cry. She didn't understand who he was feeling sad for. Was it for his Ah Luo or for her, Han Yunzhao?
But what did she have to make him sad? It was not the first time they had been separated during the holidays. Once again, she clearly realized that his love and struggle had never been for her, but for someone else. He treated himself completely like that person.
The light in Han Yunzhao's eyes dimmed again. She smiled bitterly and closed her eyes, pretending to be asleep. Jiang Ying looked at her slightly wet eyes and said in pain,""Han Yunzhao, I really want to dig out my heart and show it to you.”
Tears flowed from the corners of her eyes into her ears. She stubbornly thought that even if she took them out, her heart would still beat for someone else, not for her. She rested her head on his chest and whispered,""Go to sleep."
In the darkness, he said in despair,""Han Yunzhao, when will you believe that I really love you?”Since he loved her, how could he miss someone else? She thought to herself.
The next day, Jiang Ying sent her to the station. He had said that he would send her to the county town, but Han Yunzhao didn't think it was a good idea. If she met someone she knew in the county town, it would be unpleasant.
Before they parted, he held her hand, unwilling to let go. Han Yunzhao looked at him and said sadly,""You can send me a message."
"Can I go and see you?" Jiang Ying asked after a moment of silence.”
"Don't." She was shocked and said nervously,"It's not good to be seen."
Jiang Ying's expression changed. After a long time, he asked,"Will you never want to see me again after you go back?"”
"No…I don't know. It won't happen." She stammered. Her mind was in a mess and she didn't know what to do. She suddenly thought of something and immediately asked,"Since you love her so much, why don't you go find her?”Han Yunzhao felt that she had finally asked the key question. According to Jiang Ying's personality, he would never miss her silently.
His expression stifled as he slowly said,"She…She's already passed away."
Han Yunzhao's heart skipped a beat. This was why he was clearly deeply in love with another person, but he held onto her so tightly that he would not let go. It was because he could no longer find that person.
She suddenly felt so angry. Wasn't he bullying her openly? If she hadn't accidentally discovered it yesterday, would she have been kept in the dark for the rest of her life? At the thought of this, she suddenly felt a chill down her spine, and her heart sank. Jiang Ying was really too complicated. He might be good, but he wasn't sincere or frank enough. He always seemed to be covered in a layer of fog, making it difficult for others to see him clearly.
Seeing her pale face, Jiang Ying knew that she was sad again. He held her hand tightly and placed it on his chest."Han Yunzhao, can you feel it with your heart? Don't you feel anything about how I usually treat you?”
His chest was burning hot, and his heart was beating vigorously. But what did that have to do with her? She was still a substitute.
"I'm going back." She smiled and said in a distant tone," Thank you.”
He held her hand tightly but did not let go. His eyes were red again.”He choked on his sobs and said," You're really heartless.”
Han Yunzhao felt as if her throat was stuffed with cotton. It was because she cared that she couldn't accept it. She liked him, but she would not be with him.
"I'm sorry." She lowered her head and said apologetically, but her tone was firm.
" You really…" He was a little incoherent, but he said in a disheartened tone,""You really…don't care about me." He wasn't asking her, he was just telling himself the answer. After saying that, his eyes turned cold.
Han Yunzhao felt a little innocent. He was the one who was hurt, so why was it her fault now? Why could Jiang Ying be so righteous and aggrieved when he was wrong?
She was a little speechless." Then let me ask you," she retorted," if Alo was still alive, would you choose me or her?”
He was stunned for a moment, unable to speak. Han Yunzhao sneered and said,""You've never loved Han Yunzhao, so why are you blaming me for not loving you enough?”
Jiang Ying laughed in anger. His face was cold as he gritted his teeth and asked,"Han Yunzhao, do you even have a heart? Is your heart made of stone? Why are you always so cold and heartless?”
Han Yunzhao was angry when she heard him say that. She took a deep breath and said fiercely,""Jiang Ying, take a good look at who I am! Every word you say, is it for me or for your Alo? I'm Han Yunzhao! It wasn't Alo! You're the one who's obstinate, and you're the one who refuses to face reality! Why are you blaming me? If your Ah Luo was fine, would you even look at me? No way! What do you take me for? You can't let go of her, so I have to act with you for the rest of my life to ease your longing? I am a human, and I have my own emotions and desires! If you love her so much, go to the netherworld to find her! Why are you pulling me?"
He was stunned for a long time. His expression changed and he did not speak for a long time. He just quietly looked at her in a daze. Han Yunzhao looked back at him with a stubborn and cold expression.
"You're right," he said after a long while.”He opened the car door and said to her," You can leave.”
Han Yunzhao glanced at him, feeling a little lonely. If she wasn't that person, he would never have asked her to stay or looked at her again. She didn't say anything else, opened the car door, and left without looking back.
Jiang Ying looked at her determined expression and leaned back in his seat with his eyes closed in pain. He felt tired. No matter what he did, she would never stay for a second longer or change any decision for him.
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