In his slightly dim thoughts, a disease that had been following him for a long time but had not been discovered appeared. It seemed to be more like a physiological disease than a disease. Its structure originated from a fact that had never been realized before. The view of things and all the so-called "knowledge" that came from it were some kind of imagination of things that were not "here".
Upon closer inspection, all so-called " knowledge " did not seem to be the product of " knowledge " but an illusion created by some other invisible force through imagination. However, because they all appeared as " knowledge ", people believed it without a doubt. It was like a projector projecting a series of images on the screen, and for some reason, it seemed to have a plot and became a movie. However, the audience who were overly absorbed by the changes of light and shadow and the plot only saw the image and the plot. He could not see the projector that created the image at all…
But the real 'reality', if it really existed, was not so much the images and plots that people thought they saw, but rather the reaction that the images and plots caused in the viewer's mind, that is, everything that he really thought he felt.
But this way…
Jason realized that the relationship between the projection and reality, which had always been completely invisible, was faintly showing up. It was so…unbelievable…
It was like a two-way mirror image, reflecting each other, interacting with each other, and producing each other…
Like a dog chasing its tail…
He was also like a madman chasing after his own figure…
He would never be able to catch up, but as long as his heart was trapped, he could chase forever.
However, this madness made him unable to control his body and mind, and he would never have a day of peace…
In that case…
Thinking about it carefully, this place was like a bottomless abyss and an endless maze that could not be bypassed…
Jason could not figure out what was going on in his mind. He only felt that there was indeed a problem inside, like some kind of crack that could not be closed but had been completely covered up. However, this did not affect the crack that existed as a fundamental disorder to create an endless amount of disorder. Therefore, not only was the crack itself covered up by the same kind of disorder it created, even the disorder it created would be covered up in the same way. Thus, everything continued to be generated, continued, and spread. It was chaotic.
Since everything was in such a state of confusion, then there was no such thing as " confusion."
Hence, they all became 'reality'…
The footsteps of his thoughts disappeared on their own. Jason tried to continue investigating because his intuition told him that it was related to the nature of himself and his existence. It even pointed to the real reason for this fortuitous encounter…However, there was no way or tool for him to do so.
Fortunately, thinking was not the only aspect of the mind. There was something deeper than that. At this moment, nothing seemed to affect Jason's state of mind, even if it was such a " new discovery."
After being washed by the unexpected ethereal aura, his coresense seemed to have turned into a transparent crystal.
In the past, the innate stickiness in his heart that made people unable to let go in the face of certain situations seemed to have reduced a lot, making it difficult for any dark clouds and shadows to stay.
This thought should have been heavy, but now it was more like a child's dream game, devoted and pure, but also between reality and fantasy.
Therefore, while his thoughts were stuck in a deadlock, Jason suddenly wanted to play another game as he watched himself pass through the dense weeds. He tried to stand up…
Sigh, it was done effortlessly.
The deadlock in his thoughts was instantly thrown to the back of his mind, and his attention was completely focused on the new game.
However, in the absence of gravity," standing " was meaningless. All the movements of the body were open…
Therefore, Jason simply started to walk in space, flipping his body as he wished, and occasionally making some poses that he had never imagined before.
This freedom made Jason feel a fresh joy, just like when he first obtained this body.
It also seemed to have returned to a single-celled creature, changing its shape and roaming alone in space…
Under the boundless starlight, a memory came uninvited to his mind. It was the first time he heard Queen's song by Manman's side that night…
The name of the song, which I hadn't noticed at the time, was now as clear as a embossed--"Whoever stolives forever"
The moment he thought of the song's title, the song came back to his ears from his memories, as if it had permeated into reality.
Without gravity, without refuge, under the Eternal Starry Sky, a dying creature strolling alone in the air was as lonely and ethereal as this song. Such a melody floating in space was perfect…
As he listened, a few drops of water appeared in his eyes. They were then released from the weightless environment and drifted into the empty space from his blurry vision. They were so close to him that they looked like stars.
Looking at them swaying like jelly, there was a hint of crystal coldness in their posture.
“youwanttoliveforever？”
Jason extended his index finger and carefully approached one of them, getting closer and closer.
Suddenly, a trace of attraction appeared between the water droplet and the finger, and the last small distance disappeared like a lingering sound.
There was no sound, but she seemed to hear a collision, like a kiss. The water droplets stuck to her fingertips and did not separate…
For some reason, this small encounter stirred an inexplicable feeling in the bottom of his heart. Looking at the crystal on his fingertip, a vague memory without a time mark appeared continuously…
In the sleepy hot afternoon, in the classroom, he lay on the desk and quietly looked into the eyes of the girl at the same table…
On the bridge, the distant firecracker shop was in sight. The lively red color in the dry cold wind spread a mass of heat in the pale chill and loneliness of winter…
The spring outing was almost here. However, it had been raining continuously these days. The park had also become gray and wet in their imagination, but it still made everyone unable to help but yearn for it. Even during class, they still imagined playing with their classmates in the green bushes…
Amidst the pitter-patter of memory fragments, Jason subconsciously sighed lightly, but he blew away these hazy marks that were even more erratic than fog.
As far as the breath could reach, the two water droplets floating in front of him were slowly blown into the sky, like two stars moving in space.
As they flew further and further into the starry sky, it was not long before they could no longer distinguish which was a planet and which was a water droplet…
In a trance, his mind lost its focus again. Was he also a lonely planet, revolving around the celestial body that belonged to the land below, but the orbit was very, very low…
It seemed like…it had always been like this. As an insignificant speck of dust attached to the earth, no matter what trajectory it moved in time, it was nothing in this lonely space.
It was just that he had always had his back to this tiny and empty world. He only had to face the seemingly noisy world in front of him, which seemed to only exist in his imagination at this moment. He was focused on pursuing pleasure and satisfaction, but because of this, he fell into a reality that was suffocating but had to continue…
Was that really 'real life'…or was it just a bubble…
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