At this moment, Jason suddenly thought of something and could not help but laugh." No wonder this kind of judgment is so weak in the face of reality…It's more like a joke in many cases…But even so, I won't expose it. I don't even realize the absurdity of the 'testimony'. I'm just holding on to it because what else can I do? In any case, whatever he said was up to his mouth, whatever he did was up to his performance, whatever he thought was up to all sorts of excuses and reasons, as if he really knew something. He was the owner, judge, and referee of the standard answer about this world…But in the end, he was the only one who was judged, forced into a sorry state by the so-called standard answer, and had no choice but to bear the judgment. However, only I know this kind of thing. As long as I don't want to show it, it won't affect me from continuing to pretend. In the end, even I can't help but believe it…It doesn't matter if it's 'real', it just has to be like this…Therefore, no matter how tiring it is to pretend, I have to live like this…Moreover, the people in my place are almost the same…In fact, even now, I still can't help but continue to pretend…Unfortunately…in front of you, it seems that all the possibilities of pretending no longer exist.”
Jason turned to look at Amy, only to see that the fairy had her head lowered and was smiling silently. He couldn't stop himself from continuing," No wonder I lost my freedom in the face of reality…Sometimes, I knew that everything was a lie, but I still had to throw myself into it…" Jason couldn't describe the unspeakable resentment he felt in the past." But I still had to maintain that judgment. Even if it was a complete lie, I had to live according to its way. Even every move, every word, and every action couldn't go beyond the frame and cage that it had set…'Knowing', or more precisely, acting as if you' knew 'and acting as if you' knew 'was more important than anything else…Wasn't this crazy?”Jason almost laughed at himself when he said this.
As he blurted out these words, his mood became lighter and lighter. He felt as if the festering sore in his heart that had been accumulating for an unknown period of time and was constantly festering under the pressure of the real world as time passed, and that could not be undone in the past, had been gently squeezed open by an incredible force.
No, it was as if that incredible power was not even used. He only gently touched the rotten place, and the poisonous cells that had long penetrated into the bone marrow melted…The pus that flowed out of the cells had not even had time to emit the strong rancid smell of years of stagnation. The moment it touched the power, all the filth faded away, and it evaporated into the air and dissipated gently…
Under the wound, not only was there no trace of pain, but it even seemed to have healed itself.
The soul that had been suffocated by the poison for too long and had almost become a dried corpse…had recovered…its breathing.
A refreshing sensation that penetrated through his heart and organs. It was an indescribable and silent pleasure.
Where did the increasingly gloomy and unsolvable black depression in his heart go?
Did it really exist?
Had it really disappeared?
The joy that was still gushing out of her heart seemed to have some thin gossamer…disappointment and loss…
" But…if 'knowing' is…impossible…then…is it…'not knowing'…" As his thoughts wandered here, Jason did not know how to express the thoughts that came from that clue but eventually lost all the clues in his heart.
At this moment, Jason had yet to completely calm down from the euphoria that seemed to have been born from the curse that had been restraining him for a long time when he heard the fairy talk in her usual demure voice," If 'knowing' is impossible, then how can 'not knowing' be possible because 'knowing' leads to knowing?”
" Then…" He seemed to have entered another dead end…
This kind of situation where he could escape but could not stop himself from falling back would definitely cause uncontrollable resentment in the past. However, in front of Fairy An Ran, this situation did not seem to be a big deal.
However, his previous happiness gradually calmed down. Jason focused his mind and tried to find a way out.
However, no matter how much she thought about it, she could not find a way out. It seemed that this state itself was somewhat…indescribable. She vaguely felt that it was a sign of something…but what was it?
The maze that Jason had fallen into still couldn't escape the fairy's eyes.
Amy nodded and thought for a moment before saying to Jason,""Close your eyes."
Jason looked at Amy and closed his eyes.
"Can you still see anything?”
Jason still examined it carefully before shaking his head in denial.
"Press your fingers on your eyes and use a little force.”
Jason did as he was told.
A moment later, Amy asked again," Is there any change in front of you?”
"It's like a flower screen, messy and red.”
"Then what did you see?"
Jason nodded.
"That means that you saw it when you couldn't see it…"
Jason's words had struck a chord with something that he had never hidden before, and he couldn't help but shudder. He opened his eyes in shock, and seemed to have understood something, but he didn't know what it was. He was in a daze, and he was inexplicably surprised. He subconsciously stared at Amy in disbelief and hope…
" If you must think of what that is, then this is the imaging mode in the 'Unique' state. This was the case in the visual dimension, and it was the same even when one opened their eyes. No matter what kind of perception it is, it can only appear in the perception of the only possible perceptor…However, this is a dimension that doesn't matter. Therefore, under this model, all dimensions can be achieved…"
Yes, no; Yes, no; Yes, no…
Yes, no; yes, no; yes, no…
"Besides, if you really couldn't see just now, how would you know that you couldn't see?”
The fairy's soft voice sounded like a dreamlike echo to Jason at this moment…
After an unknown period of time, she said," I think I know a little…why did you not dare to continue just now? Why did you say that there was danger inside…" She suddenly felt as if she was talking in her sleep…
"Oh?"
At this moment, the words seemed to have left the master of consciousness and began to show something that was originally like this in existence without using other things like a mirror…
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