" Although I already know the 'one and only' in my consciousness…I'm actually still using the method of 'thinking' to understand everything…In other words, all my understanding is still the 'thinking' that comes from departing from the only opposition…And this 'understanding' is everything that I might believe. Even to the extent that the world could have practical meaning and become the only source of the world in the practical sense…In this final lack of evidence…I used 'thought' to draw a prison for myself…and used this only way to draw a seemingly unquestionable…world…a world of meaning…and what this 'thought' could achieve was ultimately only…delusion…its deviation from the only…was originally impossible…under that impossible opposition…everything that was generated…could only be illusory in the end. Chaos, madness, absurdity, annoyance…they all appear from this origin that doesn't matter…"
Jason raised his head, and he subconsciously looked for Amy's gaze, hoping for some kind of…vague comfort.
" That falsehood is unsolvable…so…that pain…is also…and they…have no end…"
" There's no way to describe the 'one and only.' If I have to describe it, I can only say…" As Jason's mind gradually sank into emptiness, Amy lowered her head and whispered," It was perfect, absolutely perfect…Everything it achieved was…absolutely perfect. It's just that before a person can comprehend this absolute perfection, he can only see 'imperfection'. However, even this' imperfection 'is achieved by that absolute perfection and is still absolutely perfect. Therefore, this' imperfection 'is absolutely unbreakable…"
Upon hearing this, Jason's legs couldn't help but go soft. He couldn't help but want to retreat, but he couldn't move his feet at all. Only his upper body leaned back slightly, as if it was being gently lifted by some invisible force…
"Perfect? Absolute? I thought…"
Jason found it hard to believe that the "faith" he had fabricated had lost all support in the Oddity…but there was nothing that could cover up the lie for his original "faith"…
" It can only see…'relative'…after betraying that absolute perfection…it…fell into a kind of…imperfection…absolute…' relative'…but…Then…actually…it's still…oh my god…" Jason suddenly looked at Amy in disbelief." Those who don't believe in it will never believe in perfection…because it's the same for those who don't believe in it…It's too perfect…"
"Why must they believe it?”
Looking at Amy's bright smile, Jason felt as if all the words in his mouth and heart were melting away. It was as if the ice in the eternal polar night had met the sunlight that he had never dreamed of, and could no longer maintain its solid form that seemed to be indestructible forever.
" Language " was still pervading everywhere within the reach of one's consciousness…However, it seemed to have lost its absolute binding force. This " binding force " only showed signs at this moment. In the past, it relied on absolute certainty to avoid all perceptions, but it was also the only evidence that all so-called " perceptions " could be established. In the absolute formless and traceless, it made people unknowingly fall into its net, never to be seen again…
Wait…this net…doesn't matter if it's real…but it doesn't need to be…fake…
Suddenly, Jason laughed as well…
Not long after…
Of course, Fairy knew what was melting in Jason's heart." Alright, can we continue?”
Upon hearing the fairy's words, Jason walked over without hesitation.
Behind him, Amy looked at him with a smile." Hey, this way.”
This time, his thoughts finally returned to this seemingly indifferent reality. Scratching his head, Jason turned back. "How far is it?" He seemed to be asking casually, but he was actually looking for a way out. It was just that his embarrassment made his voice not sound very confident.
"According to this method of travel…it will probably take about ten days from your place.”The fairy pretended not to know what Jie was up to.
"Ah?" This surprise was completely automatic, but before it could condense into form, a second opposite response appeared. It was no longer like the first surprise, which was a snail's response to stimulation. Instead, it was a self-deprecating response after discovering the conditioned reflex in its heart.
"What's wrong?" Amy, who was still a little confused by Jason's surprise, turned around and asked.
"It's nothing." Jason shook his head and smiled.
The journey continued.
But after walking for a while, she said," I remember now. Do you think ten days is too long? I almost forgot. Almost all the people in your place don't have... How do you say that? You call that…patience, right? Oh right, most of them don't have much patience. Walking for ten days is probably worse than taking your life.”
"If you had said that when I said 'ah', then you would have guessed correctly. But now, you can only say that you guessed half of it.”There was even a hint of smugness in his words.
"Oh?" The fairy was interested.
"This might sound a little strange…At first, I did think that ten days was a little long, but later on, I realized that I couldn't stand it…How should I put it? If there really was such a thing, then it wasn't the 'ten days' itself, but rather my imagination of these ten days. Or rather, it was my own thoughts.”Jason was addicted to the feeling of using his own thoughts for the first time.
"If that's the case…then that means that the thing that you can't stand is actually not…on the opposite side?”
" It seems like…you can say that…" It seemed that only the fairy could pierce through the last layer of paper.
"Then where is it? Could it be…on this side?" Amy became playful again.
Jason thought for a while." If…there is no 'opposite'…it won't appear. If…there was no 'this side'…it wouldn't have appeared…"
"Then where exactly is the 'opposite' side? Or was it that it and the so-called 'this side' were two sides of the same body? Since that was the case, why must there be 'this side' and 'opposite side'?”
After a long while, the man opposite him began to respond bit by bit…
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