Thinking of this, I laughed and raised my glass of wine to drink all the white wine in the glass. I said to Qiang Zi with a breath of alcohol,"You're right! I do feel sorry for her. Perhaps it was all an apology, but the elements of love had long faded.”Qiang Zi filled the two paper cups with white wine."It's best that you can see this clearly now. At least you can understand why you are sad.”
I picked up the glass and poured the white wine into my stomach again."So what if I'm sad because I know why? I'm still sad."
Then, Qiangzi's bottle of " treasured " white wine that he had kept for nearly two years went into my stomach. I was drunk. Qiang Zi helped me to the bed and covered me with the blanket. He said,"Go to sleep! At least you don't have to bear sadness when you fall asleep.”" I fell asleep in a daze and had a dream…I'll call it a dream for now since it's about Luo Xiaoqi's memories!
In my dream, I was standing alone on a street that was both familiar and unfamiliar. The dim yellow light of the street lamps scattered on the road. There were only a few lonely stars in the night sky that flickered. There was no moon. There weren't many pedestrians on the street, and there weren't even many cars.
The north wind howled, and it felt like a knife was cutting my face. I looked around anxiously as if I was looking for something. Finally, at the door of a closed hardware store, I saw a lonely, thin figure sitting helplessly on the steps of the hardware store. Her body was curled up into a ball, shivering in the cold wind. I walked closer and saw her face. It was my Luo Xiaoqi! She was crying! Tears silently flowed down her pale cheeks. She hugged her knees tightly and sat helplessly on the cold steps, crying in the bone-piercing cold wind. My heart suddenly tightened, as if a pair of powerful hands wanted to tear it apart! My heart really aches! Luo Xiaoqi is the girl I love deeply. She is so cheerful and optimistic. No matter what, she always has a smile on her face. In my heart, she should be a happy elf. She shouldn't cry so helplessly! It shouldn't be! But in front of me, my Luo Xiaoqi was crying helplessly, and her thin shoulders were shaking…
"Little Seven!" I took off my coat and wrapped it tightly around Luo Xiaoqi. Then, I squatted down and hugged her tightly in my arms. I hugged her tightly. I wanted to hug her into my body! I used my own body to drive away the cold for her." Little Seven! Little Seven! My Little Seven!" I cried for her, calling her name, calling her non-stop.
Luo Xiaoqi snuggled in my arms and slowly regained consciousness. She looked up and saw my face. She hugged my waist tightly and cried out loud! She felt wronged! She was scared!
"Baby! I was wrong, I was wrong! Don't leave me behind…Don't leave me behind, I was wrong, I shouldn't have said that to you, Baby is right, I was wrong…Baby, don't leave me alone, I'm scared, Baby, hold me tight, I'm scared! Baby is scared! " Baby…baby…" Luo Xiaoqi's tears came out again, wetting my chest. This is the first time I've felt my heart break. The girl I love is in my arms! It was just an argument, but I left her alone in a huff, leaving her on the cold street in the middle of the night. I let her cry my name weakly in the cold wind, let her sit helplessly on the cold steps in the cold wind, let her wait for me to come back and find her alone in the cold wind…
I hate it! I hate myself! He really hated her! All I could do was hug her even more tightly! Let her feel my existence, let her have a chest to rely on, let her vent all the grievances and fears in her heart.
Luo Xiaoqi cried in my arms for a long time. Her tears soaked the clothes on my chest. Her warm tears were like scorching lava that burned my heart and even more so! Luo Xiaoqi was tired from crying and fell asleep in my arms. There were tears of grievance at the corner of her eyes. Even though I, this bastard, left her behind, even though I, this bastard, caused her to be so scared, she still fell asleep peacefully in my arms. I lowered my head and kissed the tear at the corner of her eye. Then, I wrapped her with my coat and carried her on my back. Step by step, I walked steadily on the deserted street in the cold wind.
The north wind whistled, cutting my face like a sharp blade, piercing through my thin clothes. However, I didn't feel any cold at all. I stubbornly walked against the wind. I wanted to bring Luo Xiaoqi back to where we lived. I won't let Luo Xiaoqi get hurt again! I bit my lips as the sweet taste of blood filled my mouth.
" Baby..." Luo Xiaoqi woke up. She leaned on my back and called me.
I stopped and turned around to look at her, my heart aching.
Luo Xiaoqi wanted to come down, but I refused. She couldn't dissuade me, so she obediently lay on my back. Gradually, I felt two spots of warmth on my shoulders. I knew that my Luo Xiaoqi was crying. I didn't dare to look at her. I used both hands to support her so that she could lie down more comfortably. Luo Xiaoqi covered my ears. She was afraid that I would get frostbite. My tears fell like broken beads. My Luo Xiaoqi wiped my tears again and said to me gently,""Baby, be good. Don't cry! Otherwise, he would get frostbite. "Stop crying…" The more she said this, the more I cried. My Luo Xiaoqi kept wiping my tears. She didn't say anything and just helped me wipe my tears.
"Baby, do you know what responsibility is?”My Luo Xiaoqi whispered in my ear.
I shook my head and said nothing.
"Baby! I am on your back, and the weight you bear is responsibility. Your responsibility to me. It's also my responsibility to you." My Luo Xiaoqi was still speaking to me in such a soft voice. That sentence was deeply imprinted in my heart. From then on, it would never leave my heart!
When I woke up, it was already the afternoon of the next day.
"F * ck!" I sat up on the bed with my head in pain. Qiang Zi was still lying on his bed playing computer games as usual. He turned his head and looked at me."You're awake?" Then, she turned to look at his computer screen. I rubbed my temples and frowned in pain."What time is it?" Qiang Zi didn't look away and said to me,""Four in the afternoon." After a pause, Qiang Zi threw a crumpled piece of paper over. I looked at the ball of paper on my lap in confusion, then looked at Qiang Zi. Qiang Zi looked at me and said,"Open it." You wrote it last night."
I wrote it? Last night at midnight? A series of question marks appeared in my head. I only remembered drinking with Qiang Zi last night. In the end, I fell asleep after getting drunk. When did he write anything? I unfurled the ball of paper on my lap and saw a line of words on the paper…" I'm on your back. The weight you bear is your responsibility to me, and also my responsibility to you." This! I was stunned and turned to Qiang Zi in surprise." Qiang Zi…This is…" Qiang Zi typed a few times on the keyboard, then jumped down from the bed and threw me a cigarette."You suddenly got out of bed in the middle of the night last night and sat on the chair as if you had lost your soul. After you finished writing, you climbed back into bed and fell asleep.”
"That's right! It was as if he was possessed by a ghost! You gave me a fright!" Yao Zi also walked over and asked Qiang Zi for a cigarette. He smiled strangely as he lit up the cigarette. Yao Zi lit the cigarette and took a puff. He threw the lighter to me and asked,""What's wrong with you?" I picked up the lighter and lit a cigarette. I carefully read the words I wrote on the paper and narrowed my eyes. My memories of last night only stopped before I was drunk. I don't know what happened after that. Therefore, I really couldn't give a reasonable explanation to Yao Zi's question.
Qiang Zi nudged Yao Zi, using his eyes to signal him not to ask too much. Yao Zi raised her eyebrows and pulled a chair over to sit down. She smoked and looked up at me on the bed. I shook my head and got down from the bed. I casually crumpled the paper into a ball and threw it out. The paper ball drew an arc in the air and accurately landed in the trash can in the corner. I smoked and put on a relaxed expression."Yao Zi, go online later." Yao Zi turned around and looked at the trash can in the corner. She waved her hand and snorted."Yo! Not bad! Your accuracy is good!" Qiang Zi grabbed me, who was about to leave."Xiao Mo!"
I didn't turn around to look at him.”
Although Qiangzi knew a lot about me and Luo Xiaoqi, he didn't know what those words meant at all. However, he could guess that it was definitely related to Luo Xiaoqi."It'll feel better if you tell me. Besides, Yao Zi and I are not outsiders.”As he spoke, he pointed at Yao Zi, who was sitting leisurely on the chair. I turned around and looked at Qiang Zi, then at Yao Zi. He took a deep puff of the cigarette and exhaled. Yao Zi looked at me with a serious expression as if she was listening to a story. Qiang Zi also looked at me seriously, his eyes full of concern and encouragement.
The corners of my lips twitched as I revealed a bitter smile."There's nothing much to say. It's all in the past."
When Yao Zi heard my words, he was unhappy. He stood up and pointed at my nose as he scolded,"Get lost! It's over? It's already in the past, what the f * ck are you still thinking about!”Qiang Zi wanted to stop Yao Zi, but he didn't have time. At this time, I was no longer in the mood to argue with Yao Zi. I grabbed my hair and broke free from Qiang Zi's grip on my hand as I walked towards the bathroom. Qiang Zi's grumbling voice came from behind him,"What the hell are you talking about?" Xiao Mo is in a bad mood, and you're adding fuel to the fire!”Yao Zi did not show any weakness and argued,"Then are you just going to watch him be so decadent?" I think that kid deserves a scolding! Just let me scold him a little more!”As he spoke, Yao Zi intended to continue scolding me, but Qiang Zi pulled Yao Zi back."Stop it! Why are you causing trouble!"
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